God Is Writing My Life Story...

~cHaPteRz oF LiFe~

2009-06-25T16:51:00.005+08:00

YO Yo yo!!!!! ppl..LOOK WHO IS BACK IN DA HOUSE????
*booooo...booo...* ok ok, i knw me fault...am so SHUPER SOHREY!!! for not updating me bloggie ler..
have been shuper shuper SHUPER n i mean SHHHUUUPPPPEEEERRRRR BBBBEEEEEEZZZZZZEEEEEE!!!!!
life is just so packed with stuff n activities to do..n me even had to abandone me lil personal space in the world wide web...personal time is no more there man..n i mean NO MORE, elek, tak ada, GONE!!!
many of u must be wondering how am i doin n how is form 6 n all...so here is a 1mth whole update on wats goin on with life...hopefully i dont spread the boredom across the world wide web...hahaha :P

!!!FORM ENAM!!!!
hmmm, in some ways form 6 is killing n in some ways its nice to be back in school...with all the various kind of friends with different attitudes n unique-ness..school life is just fun n interesting with them..haha.
me class is now left with 9 surviving souls..n i repeat NINE..SEMBILAN..KAU...so miserable la :(
but we kinda get more attention from teachers n our science4 family can grow stronger in bond...hehe
attention from teachers can get real scary at times...hmmm..example..the withs n withouts of teachers attention..
teacher notices who dnt pass up hmwk...teacher wdnt notice anything
teacher knws everything about u...teacher dsnt knw u in much detail
teacher knw everything that is goin on in class...teacher dsnt bother much
techers are more socialable...hmm, its all bout teaching
anyways, no matter wat..homework is always piling up..bak kata pepatah, 'sedikit demi sedikit, lama lama jadi bukit'..i tot that peribahasa only applies for moneytary issues but din know that it cud actually be used in homework too...O.o
alot of bio assignments to be done..haix..if u happen to have any large bugs pls do catch it for me n donate it to me BUG BANK!!! SAVE THE BUGS...hahaha..thatz what banks are for..to save for u..hehehe
besides homework n assignments...lessons are kinda boring la most of the time..the scenario: snooze!!! teacher on the other hand..explaining!!!
i knw i knw..u must be thinking..eh, form 6 hard k..sumore dont pay attention in class..am so sohrey k..things in form 6 is getting complicated n me dnt have the mood to study...exams are in mid-august n i am not even prepared for the outcome of it.. =.='' sumone pls HELP me regain me mood...wud really well appreciate it :)
hmm, teachers are great but some just cant teach la..no offense..dey dont even knw wat they r saying or teaching =.= totally GONE with the wind...haix..i pity them too..coz we dnt seem to understand wat they r saying or trying to explain..hmm..thk God some teachers r really funny n nice to learn from..hehe :P
so, thk God for tuition...without tuition, i dnt knw wats gonna happen to me..haha.
sumtimes, activities will be so hactic that have to stayback for co-curriculums n after that tuition pulak..so, if u see me panda eyes pls don't remind me that the black rings ever existed under me eye bags...hahaha..

>>funnest n coolest activity recently participated in<<
ROOM 77!!!!!!! wohooo!!! its the awesomest event of the year man!!!! i want to have a 2nd round of it!!! aaaahhhhhh :O goin gila n happy to see so many ppl worshipping God in spirit n in truth...
everything went so well in God's timing n i really believe everyone gave their very best on that nite :) TOTAL AWESOME-NESS!!! respect n appreciate everyones dedication n devotion towards the event n made it a success... PRAISE GOD!!! FANTABULOUS!! its totally beyond wat words can describe..but i assure those of you who didnt manage to attend..no worries..there is always a next time..plus u r always welcomed to join our IGNITE YOUTH every saturday from 7.30pm onwards at Hunza Sanctuary..hehehe.. for more info, do log onto: www.pf-igniteyouth.blogspot.com
to those who attended the ROOM 77, spread the fire u ppl..haha..n do join us too at IGNITE YOUTH!!! cant wait for another great awakening!! n thru this event may we grow deeper n closer towards the Lord n see His Mighty hands working in us n thru us in our everyday life :) keep the fire burning u ppl!!
next up...TRANSFORMERS!!!
its the bestest best show ever...its a MUST n MOST watch man..too bad was oni able to watch it once :( nvm nvm, there is always a solution to every situation :) n most of u knw wats the solution..nyek nyek..shoo..secret k..haha
its a shuper fantastic show n i really respect every single cast n crew who made the show so awesome..
BUMBLEBEE is shuper CUTE!!! tak tahan-ness...for those of u who havent watch the show yt..pls pls pls dnt miss out the opportunity..TRANSFORMERS ROCKS!!!
transformers company should pay me for advertising the show for them..hhehehehe...money-faced $.$

...:LiFe:...
life is like a box of chocolate...we dnt knw which flavour we might choose at times n often we hope not to get a bitter flavour ..same goes when we go thru something, we can just hope for the best..life is kinda complicate for me now..there r so many choices that i have to choose..n i just want everything to go according to God's will...He is my Lord n He guides n leads me..i dnt wanna land myself in a massive problem that i make for myself..wat if i make the wrong choice???i have to make a u-turn or find the next round about to get back to the right track.. i just dnt knw whether the choices that i make is wat God has planned for me..How is He guiding me?? Leading me?? am i hearing my own voice or His voice..is it wat i want or wat He wants for me??? i am just not sure or assured of where i am rite now...things r getting shuper complicated..
stress is just apart of life...but how long must i stay in it?? i just constantly worry bout anything n everything...i just dont knw why..why am i so doubtful of His plans?? am i not trusting in Him fully?? i dnt even knw whether me actions r right or not.. am i living according to His standards or the standard that i set for myself??
so many questions...so many worries..haix..
i just wanna surrender everything to Him..n run back towards me Heavenly Dad..i dnt trust myself but i wanna start trusting in Him..
i just ask of ur help to pray for me :)

anyways, i really hope i can keep u ppl updated on wats goin on in my life..
but if i cudnt..pls forgive me..too many things to do n have to catch up on..
hope u enjoyed me post n pls do give me some feedbacks on anything :)
TAKE CARE N GOD BLESS YA!!!
*hugs*

xoxoxoxxox ~gladz~ xoxoxxoxoxoxxox

1st class outing + movee + music prac = AWESOME DAY!!!

2009-06-02T09:16:00.004+08:00

to where?? BOTANICAL GARDENS!!!!
do wat?? catch bugs or to be more specific flying butters...wakakaka >.<>

anyways, to update u ppl on me day out with 8 guys n another girl..

attendance list : adrian, benny, dhinesh, gladys <---me, james, jia jun, saj, thana, wallace and wei sheng...

so, 10 ppl hunting for flying butters in botanical gardens at 7.30am..

well, not really 7.30am..more like 9.00am due to sum MAS flight delay..hahaha..malaysians, unpunctual-ness..not all but sum..but it made a 1hr 30min delay..hahaha

7.25am...

wallace aka sista aka brudder aka teddy bear called *hp rings- meant to live ringtone*

me: hello...

wallace: where u??

me: at heritage la..

wallace: huh?? wat heritage??

me: the heritage la..straight ahead is botanicals d la..

wallace: owh owh..ok ok..faster come la..

me: hana hana..bye

7.30am...
in sight: wei sheng *class monitor*, wallace n jia jun...

waiting..waiting..waiting..

7.45am..

walks to botanical office to get permission to catch buggsies...office closed..haix :/

the office was just a short distance from the entrance n wallace was panting for breath ad when we reach the office...hahaha..farney-ness :P
then walk back to entrance...saw dhinesh n thana..

talk..talk..talk..

manatau, we found out saj din go fetch benny...alamakz..

hmm, nvm..we go rescue ppl from being bored at home...drove to paya terubong in 2 kancils..

8.05am...

was in dhinesh's car with me sista/brudder.. while the others were in wei sheng's car..

wei sheng drove like the wind n we couldnt catch up n dhinesh dsnt knw where benny stays at pulak...lost!!!

we then detoured to wallace's mom's place to makan...sounds like amazing race lidat nie..hahahaha

anyways, wallace's mom sells good lam mee..really nice ler..the kopitiam where his mom is located at is opposite lam wah ee hospital n next to esso petrol station...do visit da place n try the LAM MEE..hehehe :P

8.20am...

adrian called...
adrian: hello..where are u ppl??

me: umm, we eating..will be back at botanicals in 15mins...

adrian: owh ok..

me: wait for us at entrance le ok..

adrian: ok..bye

8.50am..

reached botanicals again n everyone was there..FINALLY!!!

walked to the office to submit our permission letter n ask whether can catch flying butters..

wasnt allowed to do so :( wasnt allowed to catch in botanical gardens but outside the perimeter of it...ok lo..we kuai kuai students of lower 6 sc 4 ma hike up the hill leading to penang hill lo..

9.00am...

get nets from dhinesh's car...hike up the hill..

the starting of the hill was killing at first sight ad..so steep but cnt be compared to the ns hill me hiked in perlis camp...swt-ness..
thk God me manage to hike up slowwwleee..hahaha

there was this 73 year old uncle who suddenly approached me n asked me hw old i was..

uncle: hey, how old r u??

me: 18yrs old...

uncle: owh..guess how old i am then..

me: ummm..ummm..60???

uncle: *giggles* am 73...

me:*jaws drop!!!* speechless.....

if a 73yr old uncle can hike up the hill n hike even faster then us 18yrs old ppl...dead la lidat..haiyo =.=''

hike..hike..rest..rest..rest...rest...hike..hike..hike..

rest more than hike..hahahaha

10.00am...

try catching flying butters of different shape, colour n size...

the bigger the better!! the more colours, the awesome-er!!!

n thk God we managed to catch a few...the harvest was little but we managed to gain experience in catching butterflies...nyek nyek :P

12.20pm...

hiked down..down..down...hehehe..

finally we reached tanah yang rata...hahahahaha...kiss the ground man...was feeling very tired ler..but it was sum fun outing...met sum monkees, catch sum lil teenee weenee grassyhoppers n sum butterflies...

12.30pm...

sat on jia jun's bike as she fetch me back to me mom's shop...was a gud experience being able to sit bike after dnt knw hw many yrs..phobia gone..wohoo..

went back office..mandi..n get ready for movee at gurney..

at 1 sumthing, wallace came to me shop hoping to eat at the kopitiam next to me mom's shop...manatau, mondays not open..so he was miserabally sitting at me shop watching mall cop..he was kinda afraid of mom coz mom was fierce looking..hahahaha...indeed she does look fierce at times...i think he nearly fainted or something but luckily he didnt...finally dhinesh came to fetch us at 2 with leonard n jia jun as well...went gurney..shuper hungry, so went mcd to grab a quick bite...makan..makan..makan..decided on a show...guess wat!! nite at the museum..AGAIN!! hahaha...this is the first time me watch a show twice in the cinema..hmmm..nvm ler..show started at 3:15pm so went for a spin on the daytone race course before the show n killed some horrifying blood thirsty zombies..haha..

after the second time watching the show..me n kenneth conclude that the farniest part was still the part when octavious n cute jedediah were showing off sum fighting skills buy slaying ppls shoes...kenneth oso watch the show twice ad...hahahaha..pity us..

after that, we went to the swimming pool to shoot sum balls into sum holes...meaning, go play pool la...hehehehe >.<

managed to score sum but in the end loss by 2 balls...it was a gud game..hahahaha..

din get a taste of green tea frap!!! ish..tak tahan..must have a sip..a sip will do...i do not ask for more..just a sip...

hw i wish rain were to taste as good as green tea frapp...fuyoh!!! the awesome-ness!!

after sun down...went to church for the concert prac...

practise was awesome...finally everything running on course..Praise God n Thk God...hahahaha

had loads of fun :)

after prac..went to goodall for supper..din eat just drank but talked n talked n talked..

reached home at 12midnite...read nineteen minutes for 19 minutes.hahaha, jk jk...a book i choosed from the selection of books me muet teacher lend us...hehehehe..

den go oink oink...wasted din travel to aust to meet hillsong group in me dram airlines..haix..hopes shattered :(

well, thats it for the updates that i am bring u..have to go type.type.type.n type more cards..am bezee.bezee..

take care ppl n stay tuned soon :)

GOD BLESS YOU!!!

2009-05-30T10:04:00.002+08:00

Thousand apologies for not updating me bloggie...
truth be told: i am shuper shuper bezee with form 6 stuff..
truth be told: was actually lazee as well..
hahahaha :P
anyways, at least i got the inspirasi to blog now..or else i think i wud have just shut down this blog mer..hehe..
so, wats goin on in form 6???
form 6 is kinda tuff even at the beginning nie..so, i cant imagine wat i will be facing in the future to come =/ :S
its freeky with all the new information bombarded to me face n i am suppose to remember every single detail..n considering the fact that i havent been studying ever since spm, I FORGOT EVERYTHING!!!!! seriously, i cant remember a single thing i studied before.. owh my memory, why have thou forsaken me :S
n the worse part of all is cassy aka me daughter went for matrics n leave me rotting alone in class with no idea wat the teachers are teaching n making me lonely in most classes...its not that me classmates arent doin a gud job keeping me company, but ntgh can compare to a fren whom u knew ever since like standard 5... but i thk God for cool n friendly plus farney classmates!!!!
after the hols when most ppl migrate to other classes n all, our lower 6 science 4 will be left with 2 girls, n 8 guys...imagine 10 students in one class..how fun is that??!! hopefully some mgs girls will be transferred to our class so that it wdnt be so boorrriiiinnnnggg...the more the merrier ma..hehehe >.<
teachers on the other hand are ok nie ler...sum boleh bersosial n sum kinda farney ler..we kinda laugh behind their backs n they wud stare at us weirdly with a question on their face "wat r u laughing at??" O_o
but anyways, ITS FARNEY!!! wakakakakakaka...
so its holidays again!! wohoo..yipee!!! not so for me :(
our class have to go find buggsies for our bio project n we are heading to botanical gardens to catch all these creepy crawlies on monday..a hike plus a treasure hunt where the treasures can crawl n make girls scream at them..eeks =.=
after that a movee at gurnay if possible..hehehehe :)
first outing with new ppl...cool n awesome-ness...
n the rest of me next two weeks on this earth, i have to STUDEE...hear me loud n clead..STUDEEEEE!!!! gosh, how boring wud me holidays be man..tell me the truth, its boring rite??
haix, i knew the answers is yes..but pls look me in the face n tell me it wdnt be boring...plsssss....
hahahahahaha...
i know i am getting really lame now n i guess its due to the lack of sleep n the fact that i cant accept the fact of having to studee like crazee during the hols...so i guess i shud stop the lame-ness and just put a period rite here--> .

toodeloos ppl..dnt wanna get u ppl infected with me lameness.wnt be updating for another couple of weeks so pls dnt waste ur time checking for updates on me blog..hahahaha..jk jk..
do drop by to re-read me post n have urselves laughing at me..no worries..i know i bring joy to me readers..wakakaka..perasaning..
take care n till next time..
adios..God Bless :)

2009-05-13T19:32:00.002+08:00

In the search for ME, i discovered TRUTH.

In the search for TRUTH, I discovered LOVE.

In the search for LOVE, I discovered GOD.

In the search for GOD, I FOUND EVERYTHING.

YO!!! MISS ME???

2009-05-07T16:11:00.008+08:00

MC:
announcing the return of the blog-mistress..*applause n crazee shouting in excitement*...GLADYS HO YEE THENG aka GLADUS HO YEE THENG aka GLADZ aka GLADZTER...

*blog mistress walks up on stage n gives speech*

Blog mistress :
I just know u ppl have been missing me lots, rite?? *stares in expectation of nods in agreement* anyways, just to let u knw, i didnt miss anyone at all..so the truth is out..u may now slap me on the face n wake me up from this dream...

Someone:
wake-ie wake-ie u silly blog mistress..*slaps*..take a step into reality.. *doosh*

>>wee woo wee wooo waaa wee woo waaa>> >>>veee-ooonnnggg>>>

Gladys : woooowwww!!! *doosh- suddenly landed in a blue page filled with words* hmm, where am i at i wonder?? lets check this out... wow, this reads "god is writing my life story''...
hmm, tuesday, march 10, 2009...wow thats like 2 mnths ago..this must be sum abandoned wall of writing n stuff...eekks, look at the spidey webbies *points points*

Blog: DUH!!! who is the one who din keep on updating her bloggie?? till now oso no ppl visit her blog ad...u tell me la..

Gladys: YIKES!!! who was that...hmmm, must be someone wanting sum answers or sumthing... anyways, am so disappointed with the person who din update her blog ler..how can lidat wan.. must be responsible over sumthing that is given free to u mer,rite anot??

Blog: wow wow wow.. look who's talking..O.O

Gladys : ummm, me??? O.o

Blog: u got it there...didnt u knw that u din update ur bloggie for a long time n this is ur blog n ur blog is talking to u rite now..haix..am so so disappointed in u..wat a blog mistress i have..u have done it once, n u've done it again...rmbr the last time..haiyo...

Gladys : did i ever had a blog *hits head with palm*...alamakz!!! i HAVE a BLOG...how cud i forget..its like all me random rants n lame-ness all compiled into a page..ish-ness..why am i always so forgetful..dang, must get external hard drive for me brain ad..hahahaha :P

Blog: dis aint a joke u silly girl...its a matter of me dying..when less ppl come in, spiders will dominate me n i will sooner or later fade away from the memory of blogs...see how crucial that wud be..

Gladys : wow, such an impact huh...well, i am back nw so i wud be updating u n writing on u..hehehe..so wud u forgive me?? PLS.......

Blog: u r forgiven...just rmbr to take goodie care of me..hmmm..

*blog-mistress n bloggie..REUNITED!!!!!*

wohhooo hoo!!! i am back from NS ppl..n thats no biggie news rite..n its kinda out-dated news...so, u ppl who just knw that i am back in penang...boo urselves!!! u have the word OUT-DATED written across ur forehead..just go check the mirror n see...hahahaha... well, i guess no one missed me la since i was away n surely everything went all logical without me around to make things lame n unlogical..nyek nyek nyek..
am really sorry for not updating me blog n din say guddie bye to u ppl before me flew to penjara...hahahaha..*indian slang* THOUSAND APOLOGIES!!! i am wrong n guilty :(
anyways, to those who miss me..u dnt have to miss me no more..hahaha..u can see me till u pa pa or shall i say full full..hahahaha >.<

>>NS aka National Service aka PLKN aka berkhidmat untuk negara>>
many ppl have been asking me alot of questions bout me in ns n all..the only thing i can tell u is that, NS IS GREAT BECAUSE OF THE FRIENDS!!!!
food and facilities n the pentadbiran there aint that nice la i can tell u...other camps maybe better than mine but thk God He gave me perseverence n patience n strenght to go thru all these..
to be very honest, i have no regrets goin for NS..n besides that, i made great friends..hehe :)
the experience is munny cant buy k..really thk God for friends, dnt knw hw wud life hv been in NS without them..eventhough its just for like 6 weeks, we did everything together, thus the bonding is really there..so now, i really am missing them..
some of me frens are still continuing their training till the end..while some sambung belajar like me..
so when ppl ask me whether i am goin back to camp??... YES I AM!!! to visit me friends..nyek nyek..n to visit padang besar..din really got a chance to do that..so saddening rite T.T
the trainers there are kinda farney, sum kinda tak munasabah at the things dat they do n they are very friendly la..hehe :)
there are tonnes of activities done there..me just got to do flying fox, creative games, kayaking, water confidence n low rope activities...hehe..too bad was unable to hold M16..so disappointed..all me frens from other camps pulak get to shoot ad..haix..tak tahan nie lo :(
hmm, i went to Perlis Grace Church which is an Assembly of God church..the church is a new church n there are about lss than 50 members only..the members there are super friendly n every one notices u..n we have lunch in church where sum of the members cook n bring the food to church..how cool is dat!! hehe..
~~wud just wanna thks veryn's family for comin in every week to visit us n for bringing food n all those stuff to make us feel more at home..hahaha..thks for fetching me back to penang too :)
really appreciate all your help!!!~~
~~thks to me sis too :) love you loads!!! really appreciate ur help n frequent visits..thks for everything n sorry for mahuan-ing u :P ~~
so, for more info bout me NS chapter..pls do contact me at 016-1234567..wakakaka..just find me, u knw where i always am..nyek nyek >.<

so, the new chapter of life just flipped open before me eyes...with blank pages to be written in my own hand-writting..haha :)
FORM 6!!! at SXI!!!
fu-yoh...i am all grown up!! i sheriouly cant believe that i am in form 6 now n its already soon to be the middle of the year..i didnt rmbr me doin anything beneficial the passed 5 mnths..i cant believe i wasted my time just like dat..haix..am kinda disappointed myself n now i am facing reality again..i didnt even had enuff rest after NS n now i am back to school life..hmm, so tiring actually..
many ask me..why form 6?? --> firstly, no munny for college..second, dnt knw why application for jpa tidak diproses n i had the acknowledgement letter saying they accept me application form ad..thirdly, din get matrix..i dont mean the show, stay on the same page with me pls.. *acting sherious but giggles* then i kinda had the peace of God that form 6 was for me n where i shud be la..hehe :)
how's form 6?? --> well, just went thru orientation for 3days n the teachers are kinda ok la.. umm, kinda scary n unsecure n doubtful of me being in form 6..whether its really wat God wants me to go thru or not..all the subjects are tough i knw n me have to buck up n work shuper hard..fulamak!! hopefully i can keep up to the standard n cope with me studies...just dont have confidence in myself that whether it is possible for me to go thru these..whether i can get into Uni..am i able to score for STPM..i am just messed up..dnt wanna go my own way coz His way is higher than mine but can i really take the pressure of the plan He has for me..i dnt wanna struggle in my own will..n i dnt wanna waste me 2yrs studying n nt being able to masuk Uni..i just dont knw ler..haix..GOD HELP ME!!! gv me strength to believe in You n surrender all to You...pls do pray for me, thats the most important thing i need now..hehe :) thks lots friends :)
wat i like bout saintz?? --> the sch i mean..hehe..umm, the sch kinda big but the class that me am in is kinda too stuffy n too small for 20 students..haha..woops, thats kinda the wrong answer for the question..but anyway, who cares..me blog mer..hahahaha..umm, food there is nice n cheap..thks to edward for intro-ing the curry mee n fried rice..haha..me classmates r kinda great ppl..just got to knw them today, like names n their interests..haha..

greater things are coming n i hope i will be prepared for it..this is me updating u ppl on me lyfe..for more info just drop by to say hi n ask me ques..will try to answer ur interview..hahahaha..pls continue to pray for me :) apprecaite it alot!!!
have an awesome week n take care :)
God Bless You!!!

dRiVing +haIR dISaStOR+ PaRtY + FaReWeLL = How liFe is Meant To Be...hmmm

2009-03-10T08:56:00.005+08:00

well, first of all..to all my fellow readers, i am really sorry for not updating me bloggie..n make u guys wondering of wat has happened to me..hmm, or maybe not..ahahha :P
anyways, alot has happened recently that i didnt have the urge to blog bout it..tak ada inspirasi ler agaknya...so this will be kind of a long post..so please do bare with the length of it..ehehehe :)
ok, so take another glance of the title again...(obedient nie lo me readers..hmm, i controlled them-muahahaha) sori..that was just me being LAME again..ehehe =.=

>>>Driving lessons>>> *vroom vroom...eeeeeekkkkk....bang.....splat...eeeyor eeeyor eeeyor*
ok..i admit the eeeyor part sounded like a donkey but it is meant to be ambulance sound..
no worries, nothing happened to me during driving lesson la...just sounding the atmosphere if i were to drive on the road...so better pray that u wudnt be on the same road as me while i am driving or in da same car...hahaha XP =.=
back to the topic..driving lessons always gives me the scare n jolt of adrenaline...n i always come home thanking God for letting me survive on the roads of penang n so as the driving circuit..hehe :P
well, i am still a noobie noob noob ler at driving not as holiau as sum other ppl ler..
driving to me is like a game of mati enjin..the more times u mati enjin, the greater the chances of u winning the game..so mati enjin is a GOOD thing...NOT!!!! hahahaha
and so, that describes me being on the road causing loads of impatient ppl to make nasty sounds..ehehe...*my fault -guilty*
thk God i manage to lower down me high score everytime i go for lessons...n therefore, will someday lose in this driving game i invented...ehehehe :P *hopefully*
ummm, i really sux at me clutch n accelerator thingy...i admit that i am terrified of stepping on the accelerator but i like goin shuper fast in cars...that means, i love everything that is fast but i am scared of goin fast...i can see the blurr stared...ahahaha...nevermind the last few sentences if u dont get me...hehehe :P
keeping in the track... due to the unablement of controlling both clutch n accelerator..MATI ENJIN lo...haix...i am so good with that while driving..hehehe :)
i still love parkings n three point turns...so cool n yet frustrating due to the stupiak stearing wheels which are so tight...ish..tak tahan-ness =.=
as for bukit...i am still mastering the skills of it...its partially still roller coaster-ish..haha :P
thk God this time i din manage to drive home n get meslef killed or even killed someone..haha..
so all went well with the driving lessons...cassy is real good ad ler..tak ada mati enjin ler..RESPECT!!! hehe...so proud of me daughter..nyek nyek :P

HaiR DisasToR :(
i went for a hair cut due to me long fringe n the upcoming open heaven conference actually...i wanted it long coz it wud be much more convenient for me during NS...but now, my hair is cut n i dnt really like it ler...some parts of it is ok but the rest is for me to sob at.. T.T
anyways, let me convey the story of me having this hair style... *be prepared with sum tissue*
i went to a hair saloon near farlim area just becoz me sis intro me there..n her neighbour was working there too..anyways, i was ok with it ler..n so, i was to choose me hair dresser or hair cutter i call it...hehehehe...so this big tuff guy with tattoos on his arm was like coming towards me la..then i tau its him d la.. i told meself 'dnt judge a book by its cover...everything will turn out fine'...and so, i described how he was suppose to cut me hair n so on n so forth..
*snip snip snip...ta daaaaa...doooossshhh*
ugggghhh, tak tahan-ness..he cut me hair like gangster..but kinda cool to me ler since i have always been saying i wanted a guy-ish hair cut..mmm, wish come true...hahaha..
but it was awkward ler, so not suit me personality la *sobs*
so me sis, felt shuper guilty coz she was the one who intro me to this saloon...due to the guilty-nessm she suggested that i shud go to me former hair saloon at rifle range there...
*vroom vroom vromm...eeekkk...ting tong...*
sat down at the black chair...me hair dresser stared at me hair n was in shock..ehehehe...wasted i din snap a pic of her reaction..hehehe :P
she was good enuff to touch up for me ler..thk God...now me hair is how the way u see it la...it is not as bad as the 1st wan, THK GOD!!!
if i didnt go back to me former hair dresser..i think ppl wud think that i am a gangster's daughter or sumthing n everyone wud fear me a t NS...hmm, if i were to stick to the first hair cut..i wud get a tattoo...as in a fake wan..ehehehehe ...just kiddin..

PaRtY....
yesh, party party...neil had his early bbq b'day party at paradise beach n it was kinda fun..
it was the first ever b'day party he organised for himself n it turned out well...hehehe :P
it was kinda long since i ever walked the beach n talked to me girl frens...plus me got to know a few other ppl...cool-ness :)
me had a good time ler chatting n stuff lidat...hehe..
b4 the party started...rev.dr.low chia ming was getting hungry n so, since ananda was just across the road..we * rev. dr. low, ed n me* walked across n feasted...heheheh
not reali feast ler but just nibbled sum food...CHICKEN MASALA!!!
shuper nice...i get addicted to that all the time...hmmm, i wonder whether they really doped the chicken masala or not...hahaha
anyways, we ate alil..n walked back across to paradise where all of them were carrying cartons of can drinks n food stuff..just about to get ready for the bbq..
the girls obviously just stood there n do nothing...ahahhhaa >.<
so, me, nicole, adelene and me new found fren; kylie plus cass who was on the phone just walked on the sandy beach...long time ad din do such stuff..
we talked n laughed...me n ning-kong-ley aka nicole did some stupiak baywatch stuff...hehehe..
adelene n me just talked n so was cassy n me..hahahaha..wat other things can girls do except talk...hahahah..we are bonded to talking...eheheheh >.<
then bbq-ed lor...ate more marshmellows ler so kena sugar rush sikit...hahaha..
we had the cake cutting ceremony n splatting cake on neil's face...
around 11 sumthing nearly 12 lidat we, girls went to the room which neil booked ler..
we played bluff while the guys cleared stuff...hehehe..on d way up, the guys poured ice on neil which the girls failed to witnes that..hahahaha
but everything turned out good n fun :)

FaReWeLL to Rev.Dr. Low Chia Ming...
the person above just left penang yesterday morning...n so, he had a farewell on sunday evening..
we went to red garden for bbq-steamboat..there were about 15 or more of us there..hehe
so, we ate ate n ate..thks michelle for feeding me..keep on putting food on me plate..ehehehhe...hehe..the jelly there was the best of the best..i think i ate 4 cups of jelly..hahaha..was full at the end of the day...
so we head off to sunset bistro again...my 2nd time there..before that, me called neil whether he wanted to tag along..n so he did..we went to fetch him n after that ended up at sunset bistro..
there were kinda alot of ppl there la..haha..get oursleves seated n ordered drinks..wohoo
me had fake peach tea..which was actually the nestea peach tea..but it was ok..haha :)
manatau, all of a sudden it started to pour like puppies n kittens...n sum had curfew so most of them left ler... the remaining ppl : rev. dr. low, man yoke, edward, melvin, ivan, neil n me...headed to khaleel *i dnt knw hw to spell that* hahaha
we cakap~ed n cakap~ed until everyone wanted to head home..
that was the end of the day...hehe..farewell senior!!! we will miss u...hehehehe..RESPECT!!!

so that was basically how me week went...am still not ready for NS as in i havent packed yet..no worries, me havent got the anxious feeling of getting me results..dnt ask me why..
n i am having me driving pre-test tmrw..me jpj driving test wud be on the 19th, one day before i leave for NS..haha :)
so, this is how life is meant to be... i am still trying to embrace n tkae things one step at a time n looking to God.. thks alot to me frens for giving me all ur support, comfort n prayers :) love u ppl loads *hugs*
thks readers for reding the post till the end.. u have finally read a 1000 word essay..thats a great achievement..give urself a clap *clap* so proud of u, surviving me post...hahahaha :P
thats all for now..Hav an awesome day n GBU :) *toodles*

:S :( T.T O_o -MIXED EMOTIONS- :) :O =.= xP

2009-02-26T08:31:00.003+08:00

ok ok..i am so sorrie i dnt have the inspiration to blog bout me biggie buisness thingy yet but i assure u that the post will b coming to cinemas real soon..umm, not cinemas i meant but me bloggie..hahaha :P
anyways, nowadays ppl have been facing the economy downturn while i am facing an emotional downturn pulak...huiyo..dnt knw wats goin on with me..mayb just goin crazy n all..hehehe =.=''
i must seriously see a doctor or just admit meself into the psycho ward la..*talking to meself - gladz, dnt say such negative stuff...okay :( *
well, its not that bad till i have to see the doc la..its just that there are TOO MUCH goin on..n i can repeat that TOO MUCH *screams*
i just have so much to feel all at one time..huiyo..its so sickening lo :(
so, wat am i feeling rite now?? the answer: I DNT KNOW!!!
why must we have feeling anyways?? how i wish i can be a robot..no need to worry n feel so much..haha..but not fun oso cant feel happy wan.. ok, just chuck the last few sentences bout me being a robot away :S
i am having symptoms of EMOTIONAL DISORDER O_o..FREEKY!!!!

HAPPY :) :D
and so the story goes...
well, i kinda sent in a letter to the jabatan which is in charged of national service to change me to the 2nd batch where my orignal kumpulan was batch 3..
n guess wat? my application passed..therefore i am goin for NS 2nd batch which is from the 20th of march till june the 8th...
i am stationed at camp guar chenderai, padang besar, kangar, perlis..haha =.=''
i heard its kinda ulu n one of me fren is currently stationed there..
so, u might ask me why am so happie i got to go NS..
well, me answer is.... i never hated NS or feared of goin for it la..i think i am able to handle it qua n besides, its an awesome experience..lots of me frens in 1st batch survived..so why cant i..haha
another reason is really a miracle la that shows taht God really fulfills our hearts desires :)
and so..lets roll the cameras *play*
ppl involved : me n veryn (me buddie in church n school)
so, both me n veryn were kinda shocked we were chosen for NS since the end of last year..
n well, guess wat?? veryn dreamt then both of us ended up in the same camp with another few frens..haha..odd dream u may say but its the start of the story.. haha
so she shared with me her dream n we were confessing that we wud b in the same camp n prayed for the dream to come true..haha :)
n when we were checking our locations for NS (tuesday)..i got into guar chenderai camp while she was stationed at sum other camp at bukit mertajam..but there was an ulasan saying that she might be transferred to another camp due to sum complications..
we were kinda sad that our prayers n hearts desires werent answered at first but in everything give thanks rite...
i was kinda sad le coz its like an ulu place le n sumore tak ada frens n me heart's desire didnt come to pass..
and so, on tuesday nite itself after bible study...veryn called n she brought really great..
she re-checked her NS location..n God worked His plan..she was stationed in the SAME camp as me!!! i was shuper shocked :O
we were so happy that nite that i cudnt stop smiling n just praising God.. God is seriously hillarious la..its like he is playing with us and making sum suspense n just make us believe in Him n never doubt His plans for us..haha :)
and so veryn n me are heading to the same camp at guar chenderai, perlis...with heart's desires answered n joy in our hearts :)
i really can feel that God has a great plan awaiting for us during our NS..n its His will for me to be there lo..haha
just say, wat i i didnt send in me application to change to 2nd batch?? i wnt be goin for NS n veryn wud b alone n our heart's desires wdnt b answered..n we wdnt be able to see God's hands working just to make everything perfect in His will n timing..hehe :)
therefore, its really a great new that have a teman during NS...haha
n adelene dnt b jealous coz u got the better n nicer location >.<

saddening-ness :( T.T

ta chieh is goin back to KL today...its so shuper fast le..i didnt even hang out with her :(

sadness..i am so gonna miss her lots lo...thks ta chieh for everything that u have done for me..even the simplest thing which is being my fren..haha :P really appreciate it..hugs n muakz :)

u better get back to penang early or else sumone wud be missing u so much le..hehehe =.=

take care ta chieh n may God bless you loads in Kl :)

CONFUSED!!!! n IN SHOCK :S =O

hmm, have been facing alot of challenges n testings le these few weeks..

alot of stuff to think of n handle..i just dnt knw wat to do n i just feel so lost..

my only HOPE is JESUS!! there are so many things goin on in my life that i dnt even have enuff time for God n myself..its so sickening :/

i cant even handle me life properly..huiyo :(

God! i need wisdom n help...aahhhh..i cant do this on my own..i need You to intervene n reshuffle me life..i dnt knw wat to do and wat i am capable of doin...but i look to You, Lord.

ppl, pls pray for me..really need lots of prayer..thks :)

hmm, its just so sad to look at myself n questioning myself..

i really need God n God alone rite now..only He can help me from all these..

i just feel like a car which is about to break down..i just need a fresh touch le..

so disappointed with myself..btw, i aint emo k..emo-ing is not in my dictionary..hehe

just feeling lost le.. :S

well, thats me with some mixed emotions..n thats me life.

take care ppl n thks for ur prayers n advise :)

till next time *poof*

wat title shud i put??? hmmmm...

2009-02-17T09:26:00.006+08:00

well, did u knw that i just titled me post, wat title shud i put???hmmm... n so thats the title..wakakaka...just being LAME as usual...
anyways, is love still in the air even after valentine's??? hmm, i guess not...ppl stoped buying flowers for their gurlfrens...thats so saddening :(
shudnt u--> *guys* gv flowers to ur girlfrens most of the time not only on valentine's day???
that means they only receive a bouquet of flowers every year!!! the horror... O.o
apala...tak boleh pakai la lidat...

well, updates anyone??? haha :)
hmm, was kinda bz preparing valentine's day flowers, for well... valentine's la..DUH!!but actually this year's valentine's isnt as..*well as an expression* HOT as compared to last year's.. ppl dnt seem to be buying flowers anymore..owh well, maybe more ppl are celebrating SINGLE AWARENESS DAY this year...i am in that celebration :)
and so..with less valentine's orders..God actually diverted our valentine's orders into olang mati orders.. there were kinda alot of arrangements for funerals n stuff...which was wat me sis was hoping for coz the profit gained is much higher...so happy us :D
well, its kinda fun goin out to send valentine's day flowers...cn get to see the shocking expressions on the receiver's face..haha..shud have recorded the expressions on their faces on camera n let them see...nyek nyek =.=
there is one saddening part though... I MISSED IGNTE!!!!! arghh...so sad k, cnt hang out with me cute preety girlfrens on valentine's nite...ish..
i was thinking that there will surely be alot of ppl buying flowers n practically me mom wud need me help...manatau, satu lalat pun tak ada =.= sad case nie :(
so there goes me valentine's day...gone with the wind..n every year i rejoice for being SINGLE!!! hahaaha :)

16th february--->MONsterDAY!! aaahhhh :O
i din meet a monster or wateva but i went out with frens :) *in alphebetical order : adelene, ben teoh, chia ming, edward n neil*
we went for a movie and were suppose to meet at 11.20 at nando's...
n guess wat i was the late one..paiseh ppl =.=
me suddenly had to go o the bank n the uncle infront of me who is cashing munny nto his account is shuper rich that he had to put the money into the slot severa times n not all at once.. then i terpaksa wait..n guess wat!! my credit suddenly passed on n i cdnt inform them until neil called...paisehness AGAIN =.=
we watched 'new in town' at 12noon..n the cinema was so shuper unpacked...haha
i think there were aroud 10ppl nie..hehe
n we ruled n rocked the cinema with our loud voices... *sorry to those who were irritated in the cinema...it wasnt me, it was --->them* hahaha..it was sort of all of us except ben the quiet one..so emo-ish lo...
hmm, an as usual adelene was dera-ing a few ppl..ganas-ness...freeky lo..luckily i din kena from her..hahaha..i kesian u neil..ahaha xP
well, the show was ok la..the story line kinda predictable but there were some shuper farney parts la...hehehe..seriously farney n geli abit..hehe
after the show, we went for mum mum at the food court..chia ming itro the tomyam noodles so i tried la..hmmm, it was kinda nice la...will makan it sum other time again :)
then we were juz walking around n fooling around as usual la..
then we went to nike n world of sport to look at shoes..n guess wat!!!! i saw me nike in GOLD colour!!! ish...why la now baru gt gold colour wan....aaarrrrgggghhhh :(
saddening nie...cn sumone just get me a pair of the gold nike pretty please *angelic innocent eyes* ok fine, in everything gv thks n i love me pair of nike the way it is... no regrets :/
after that, we went to TOYS R US!!! hehe..so many rubiks..n i had one n dnt knw where i put it..now i want it back..now a rubik is in my christmas list..muahaha >.<
n of coz, we played with kiddy games there..*am still a kid*
after the kiddy's time, we wanted to grab a drink..at that time, we met chiew ying who is the birthday girl that day.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHIEW YING!!!
then we sat outside dome n chatted awhile until we decided to go to starbucks for sum drinks..
i went for the caramel hot chocolate..its reali nice but too sweet la.. then adelene, edward n neil had some mango juice thingy... also kinda sweet.. i guess starbucks are supporting diabetics =.=''
so we sat n talked n talked n talked till 5 sumthing where all of us have to cabut ad...
but it was a fun time la we had together gether..hope to go out soon again with u ppl :)

and so, another day emerges as the sun rises...hehe.. i like that line n it just came out so spontaneously...me pro-ness..wakakaka..perasaning >.<
anyways, tuesday..chia ming n edward stop by me shop n buat kacau..hehe..
edward loaded a mcd game into me comp n its really fun to play lo...melvin was the one who intro to ed, who intro to me..haha..its kinda nice le n gt strategy wan..
my senior a.k.a chia ming like so holiau lo..play till the company cant bankcrupt lidat wan..just view chia ming's bloggie...haha..RESPECT U!!!
then we walked to midlands for lunch at mcd..there is so much mcd that day..haha
n i met alot of me juniors..haih..make me miss school so so much...aaahhh
n its really great to see them growing..haha :)
then we walked back to me shop n online.. hehehe..watch happy tree friends..shuper geli nie xO
dare not watch ad..haih..too violent..haha
then malam go bible study :)

ystd was just ok la...me had driving lesson ON THE ROAD!! it was shuper freeky n terrifying lo..thk God i din pengsan or made anyone had any heart attack..
well, thks uncle for teaching me how to drive properly :) n thks for the patience...hehehe
anyways, i nearly got killed or mayb knoced by an inconsiderate car driver..
the person just dsnt seem to understand the letter 'L' in front of the car..'L' is for LEADER ma..
follow the leader ma..swt nie the person..must go back to primary sch and drive plastic cars to practice following the leader skills..hehehe
the stupiak driver out of no where suddenly makan into ppl's lane without a single signal or watsoever..wat is this la...thk God the uncle held the stearing wheel n avoided the car..or else i wud have died...haih...THK GOD!!!
btw, i finally got me lisence to be "LAME'!!! wakakaka...n i hate the lisence coz me pic looks so weird =.= me n me weird looking face :( haih...nvm >.<

hehe..well me next update will be on me "BIG MONEY MAKING BUISNESS"..hehehe
so stay tuned if u want more info..
u ppl have a wonderful day & take care :)
GOD BLESS YA

RoOoOoLLLLeeeeRRRR COoOoAaAaSSStTtTeeeRRR....

2009-02-09T10:50:00.005+08:00

no i didnt go to genting n ride a roller coaster...but in fact, i had a fantastic n fun roller coaster time during me first driving lesson...hahaha
well, i was suppose to go for me driving lesson on wednesday but we had to shift it to friday...
n so, friday came..thk God its not friday the 13th...haha...nah, i aint that superstitious bout those stuff...who cares...haha...anyways, it was a great experience la..
at first when we reached batu maung there, we went to d office n was registerring in for the driving lesson.. n so, we saw the evil undang teacher which i m scared of for no reason...haha..then me njulie were like...crap d la if i get him to teach me...haha..then, manatau julie was so fortunate to get him to sign her paper...but thk God, he din teach any of us..wakaka =.=
well, most of the teachers there were hokkien speaking n our hokkien arent that holiau...so, i was like..how do we say left n right in hokkien?? n we were like 'tow cheiw' or 'ceiah cheiw'...then suddenly a big evil teacher was like..wa, u all chinese oso dnt knw 'tow cheiw n ceiah cheiw'..that was so memalukan but at least he told us which is which...haha
so the driving lesson starts...*some mysterious tune*
we were actually separted into two person per car..so i was with cass n julie was with sarah..
wohoo...n d fun begins with sum chair adjustments n mirror adjustments n sum gear shifting...haha..was kinda fun till the uncle left us in d middle of the field n we had to practise the gear thingy all by ourselves...thk God me sis kinda taught me how to do that ad...or else i wud b see-ing stars ad...
then we went dated the car for 3 hours...in the HOT sun...aaahhh, free sun tanning...haha
it was kinda fun la driving...cn pecut soon ad..wakaka...cnt wait to drive but scared kena bullied by the road drivers...they show no mercy T.T
anyways...we practised naik bukit...n it was shuper fun la...like roller coaster lidat nie..haha
it was kinda freeky at first but in d end when we berjaya to naik n turun the bukit that time, it was shuper cool la..
the freeky thing: i forgot ti pull hand brake when i was on the hill...stupiak me =.=''
the fun thing: cass step on the accelerator when goin down the bukit...haha..
there were loads of screaming from our car at first the the teachers were all like stareing at us nie =.='' memalukan..haha
hmm, asd for sarah's car...wow, julie n sarah were like race track drivers...hahaha..
drive so fast...me drive 20km/h nie already say fast d lo..
imagine when i cm out to the road to drive..surely everyone wud b honking since i drive so slow..hahaha...have patience ppl, have patience... :)
but to be honest, reality driving is much more fun than daytona...haha..daytona, bang the wall oso cnt die wan..hehe...real wan bang wall the got strawberry jam all over ar..wakaka =.=
after driving lesson, me went for friday prayer meeting..hmmm, was shuper shheeellleeepy but Ps. Jimmy's sermon was so farney that i cnt afford to fall asleep..hehe...
he shared bout 'what's wrong with that...' ahaha.. kinda nice la..
then balik oni..tidur ad...tak tahan lo..whole day drive, so tiring..

so, saturday came by n we were having music prac in the morning...
then after music prac...we (me, melissa n edward) went to gurney to get sum stuff for the gifts we are planning to sell...hehe
then we went to tesco mcd to sit down n let our cute lil designer, lil miss meL meL design the bottle..shuper holiau lo she..then we went there to take straws to do our projct oso la..
hmm, basically its straw stars in a shaped bottle then u ppl cn customize ur own message wan..hehehe..the we cn write for u on the bottle..
then we say sum new honda city..jealous..i dream to have a new honda city one day...haha..may God bless me with an all new honda city...n meL its CITY not SITI...n its a CAR nt a MAID!!!!
haha...make joke ar u meL meL..cute nie :P
hmm, then IGNITE service was great la...uncle aka william shared for fire starter...the message was really good la..really agree with wat he said..hehe

the, it was yesterday (matahari day) hehe..
actually planned to watch panther merah jambu 2 with ben n edward then manatau this ben say no money...ben, dnt lie...i knw u saving money for valentine's dinner rite...hehehe..nyek nyek >.<
then, finally janice wanted to join us..n so she did..hehe..
went to queensbay n watch...manatau, so many ppl n we cdnt find a parking space at all..
go up, go down the parking bay nie...haih..until we prayed for a parking lot...n guess wat!!??? our prayer was answered immediately...amazing-ness!!!! haha.. kam sia Chu che che ar...
then, edward actually made reservations for the 5 pm show while we were there at 2 sumthing ad...so we went to the empty reservation counter n we wanted to change our movee time...then fortunately, the gurl just took our request n we dnt hv to queue up in at the supher packed lane...THK GOD!!!!
the show was great la..shuper awesomely farney...hmmm, this shows that there are other lamer ppl in this world who creates such farney n lame moooveesss... i am not alone..O.o
ppl pink panther 2 is a must watch :)
really nice...hehehe...wish i have munny to watch again..nyek nyek >.<

well, today was suppose to be a holiday...manatau, have to come down to d office pulak..haih..my mom really potong the mood of holidays..ish..now have to prepare for valentines pulak..hmmm..
so, now i am killing time by onlining n updating me bloggie...hehehe
so, for all u lovey dovey ppl who wants to get some flowers for ur darling or ur hunny or wateva u call ur beloveds...here are the pricing for this year... get ready O.o

A. PRICES FOR ROSES
1 Stalk .................................................RM 15.oo
3 Stalks................................................RM 45.00
6 Stalks................................................RM 90.00
12 Stalks...............................................RM 150.00

B. ADD ON TO VALENTINE'S BOUQUET*
(price per stalk)
Sunflowers...........Small Sized......................RM 5.00
Sunflowers.........Medium Sized..................RM 8.00
Sunflowers..........Large Sized......................RM 10.00
Madonna Lily...............................................RM 10.00
Tiger Lily......................................................RM 15.00
Tulip............................................................RM 20.00
Casablanca/Stargazer..................................RM 25.00

NOTE: AN ADDITIONAL RM30.00 PACKAGING CHARGE WILL BE IMPOSED FOR SELECTING THE ABOVE CHOICES OF FLOWERS APART FROM ROSES.

C. DELIVERY CHARGES
Town Area..............................................RM 10.00
Bayan Baru/ Batu Ferringhi...................RM 20.00

well, if u really need flowers or if u wud like to enquire bout anything..jz feel free to contact Katherine/ Audrey at 04-228 2528 or 04-228 0884.
THKS :).

wats goin on with LIFE???

2009-02-02T09:13:00.002+08:00

wohoo hoo..LIFE has been a roller coaster for me la these few weeks...haha
the sweet, sour, bitter n salty parts of life..nyek nyek..all is well with me n my soul..
my soul havent run out from me body yet or else i wdnt b sitting in front of the comp typing this post..haha :)
anyways, HOW WAS CNY!!!???
well, its was n is still a veli prosperous cny..due to the fact that i am growing in size n my pants are getting more ketat...haih :(
so much food...glorious food..n my tummy cant contain all these food..the agony...
nvm, there are more cnys to come..hehe :)
well, besides the foods...there is this red thingy...all the aunties n uncles gv wan...hmm, i dnt knw wat is it so i threw them into the dustbin...hmm, when the next aunty comes to gv me the red packet i ran away coz i dnt wanna go to the dustbin again..
hmmm, i wonder wat the red thingy is??? =.=''
thats why la this year my profits for my needy organization *MY BANK ACCOUNT*
its due to d economy la, this year me ang pau money shuper shuper little as compared to last year... this is the saddening part...
but fortunately, i had a back up plan...nyek nyek >.<
i already told everyone to gv me 50% of their ang pau money to me needy organization...wakaka
so rmbr to pass me ur ang pau munny... :D all ur donations are much appreciated :P

well, its shuper beezeee this year...i didnt have a reunion dinner this year :(
saddening case nie la...din get to makan my auntie's cooking n din get to visit her hse...hmmm
n my uncle's family caem n stay at me hse...n we din really do anything but watch dvds la..
kinda boring lo....then everday ever since cny eve oso go my mom's shop till now...
din even get to rest :( there wasnt any cny holidays for me...haih...
semua orang happy happy saya pulak kerja kerja sahaja...haih :(
anyways, in everything give thanks la :)

hmm, so it was the 31st of january...n wat does 31st mean????
BASKIN ROBBINS!!!!!!!!!! ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!
haha...yea, n i got to eat baskin again...went to queens with *in alphebetical order* ben teoh, edward, chia ming, melanie, melvin and michelle yeoh... n phaik yong came along but for a while nie...hehe..she came just to see us there nie..so kam tong lo..
i tasted a new flavour...banana n strawberry and i forgot the other flavour...it has vanilla ice cream with caramel n cookies.. its shuper nice la..
then we went borders*i forgot how it is spelled*...haha
went there n look at colourful book covers...haha
then we came across a christian book of comfort... it was really a good book but it is shuper expensive for a small book.. so with my genius-ness, i drafted the nice nice quotes in my hp... clever rite??? i knw i am...wakakka..
after that we went for IGNITE!!!
we had a speaker from sri lanka...but was shuper sleepy to be honest :(
so disappointed with myself...haih..but i was just let by the spirit to just speak in tongues...n seriously God kinda spoke to me...haha..was a great experience la to see how God works..hehe

hmm, then last nite me went to balik pulau just to see food...haih..crazy rite..
haha..the see food there wasnt that nice la as i thought it wud b...but it was ok...
my uncle's fren brought wine n me terpaksa dring pulak..
thank God i din get mabuk n cnt walk straight...then me mom got to bring back the empty wine bottle which is kinda nice la..hehe..then she say she dnt wan..apala...thk God i say i wan...hehe..
so the bottle is mine now, all mine...muahaha..just acting out as a greedy person..

well, today wud b a beezee day.. i am at me mom's shop helpin out...
hv to act as ah long..go around penang collect money from customers...haha
i shud get a fake tattoo so that ppl wud b scared n pay me the money...wakaka
am still in a dillema of whether to work or not due to the fact that i hv to help me mom on valentines day n i might be goin to Kl this month...haih..
this week, wud b kinda beezeee too coz m goin for teori tmrw n practical this wednesday..hehe :)

so, u ppl have a great week n miss me for i wnt be blogging for this week sine i am so beezeee like a bee...haha..
so tune in next week for more exciting news :)
take care n have an awesome week...GOD BLESS YA!!!

am i ALRIGHT????

2009-01-25T20:29:00.002+08:00

have been blog hopping and was seeing a few ppl facing sum spiritual problem and was soul checking myself..
wow, i cant believe that i am facing a spiritual breakdown...n i am seriously sad n disappointed with myself..
i am so blinded n kept on falling out from Him...how cud i?? or how did i??
why am i so caught up with all the things that i want for myself n not wat i can give to Him??
why am i so selfish??? He gave His ALL to me, cnt i gv my ALL to Him???
is it so hard?? but if there is a will, there is a way rite..
why am i always depending on my own strength?? am i doubting Him???
i feel so empty now...jz dry... wat is hindering me?? wats blocking me from the relationship with Him??? how cud i run so far away??
am i so caught up with my current position?? am i not trusting Him??
i cant believe that its hurting so much deep within...truly the truth is revealed...
have been wearing a mask since dnt knw when...hw cud i bare to hurt my saviour's heart...
its always smiles that is put on front but din i knw that i am sinking deep within..
how cud i not be checking me spiritual side?? why am i slacking???
so much questions but there is just one SOLUTION...
i just wanna leave the past n thk God i realize this problem today which is CNY eve...
n i wanna turn back to God fully..nt trusting on my own strength but upon Him...
i want MORE of HIM n LESS of ME...
i wanna wait at His feet...giving ALL to Him..recommiting everything..
nothings gonna stop me...n i truly wanna have His heart beat n be in His thoughts n plans..
nothings gonna hinder me..n i am standing firm on His principles...holdin on to Him n never letting go..
just need a fresh touch..a new wine skin n new wine to fill me..
JUST TRUSTING IN YOU!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

GOODIE NEWS :)

2009-01-24T08:13:00.002+08:00

wohoo!!! have good news for u ppl la..haha
well, i kinda reconciled with me fren :)
God just make it happen la.. thk God for everything...
thru this problem that i hv been facing, truly i learned alot of things n realized lots of other stuff as well..haha..
hopefully i can be changed n transformed into a better person according to God's will n time...haha..

hmmm, another good news is that i am gonna be rich in another 2 more days!!!!
wohoo!!! since i have been a real good gurl i shud get more ang pows rite...agree with me...*perasan-ing* wakaka
besides, i have been broke ever since like....EVER!!!! argh =.=
so ppl, pls be kind to this young n kuai girl..
n cash in a cheque into me bank account...much money is needed..n much of ur kindness is appreciated...hahaha

wat else ar??? oh yea, me uncle, aunty n cousins from KL are sleeping over me place..
shud i rejoice or jz b normal??? i dnt knw...haha
hopefully wud have fun la...hehe..
n hopefully me uncle wnt ask me bout me future..
coz i cant read the future or even see it...haha..
its all in God's hands..hehe :)

well, since i aint gonna online till next week..
wud just wanna wish all me peeps

GONG XI FA CAI

ANG POW NA LAI

May God bless u with a happy n prosperous new year ahead...
let us not look back at the past but look forward to d future which is in God's hands...
let us not look at wats happening in d world but just fix our eyes upon our author n perfector of our faith, Jesus Christ.
On Christ the solid rock we stand, all other ground is sinking sand!!!!
May we grow stronger n deeper in the Lord this new year..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR U PEOPLE!!!

living with the problem n i hate it!!! argh...

2009-01-22T08:45:00.002+08:00

i constantly ask myself...why must this happen?? why me??
this is kind of a personal problem i am facing even before SPM...n i hav been living with it since then till now..
i cant believe sumthing that is kinda small cud even kill a frenship..
i dont even knw where i go wrong or what did i do...
i am seriously confused n the unwillingness of the other party to talk to me just wasnt the solution..
i prayed like crazy for God to set me free from this problem but i just dsnt seem to work that way..
i shared this problem to me sis and me close frens actually and they too dnt understand the situation and neither did i..
i am so blurr sumtimes..n to be honest this thing is seriously hurting from the inside...
all these while we had been best buddies ever since like form 2 and all the moments we had been thru just went down the drain last year...wat the man!!!
ITS SO NOT WORTH IT!!!!!

i have been asking myself...gladys, wat have u done!!??..
n i have been review-ing the entire situation over n over again and yet i dnt knw how this frenship ended n why it ended...
having to live with this problem is so hard..
what do i do when i see this person again like in the shopping mall or wherever..
just avoid the person or act dnt knw that u saw her or say hi..
wat wud the person respond???
it seems that u have been avoiding me but i dnt mind if u do that...but i really do mind coz u were once me buddie n it really hurts to see sumone hate me...its so saddening T.T
i said sorry but its up to u nw whether u wanna patch up this relationship...i hav the situation on a string n the option is up to u nw...

i knw i aint a good fren and well thanks for tolerating me n understanding me..
well, i might even hurt u at times when i dnt even knw i did...n i am really really SORRY..
i might be too caught up with myself n too careless to not worry bout wat others feel..
but i am still a fren in d making..so pls do forgive me... i aint perfect yet.. am still in the making..
it took me so long to say sorry and thats becoz i was looking thru what i did wrong..
n yea, i was too judgemental...i wanted to see who is rite n who is not.. n that wasnt a wise move..
i aint anyone of us to judge who is wrong n who is not ..oni God can do that..

to all me frens out there...if i had hurt u in a way or another...PLS FORGIVE ME!!!
i am so so so so sorry...really appreciate all tolerance n love u ppl have shown me...
this is what i learned to be.. i am learnong from u ppl n u ppl are me teacher..who teaches me how to be a fren.. n truly now, i wanna put all the things i have learned into practise..
i am nw a fren-in-practise...still being moulded into a true fren..
i just wanna start anew...

well, its gonna be a new year..n i dnt wanna bring this problem to d new year.. i am gonna just let go n see waht happenes.. hopefully, everything turns out all rite..
just pls continue to pray for me.. n i hope to reconcile :)

L is for LEMBU

2009-01-15T09:32:00.002+08:00

haha...L is for lelaki oso...L is for Lame too..
hmm, but today me aint gonna talk bout lelaki or lame but i shall speak of LEMBUs...wakaka
its about me getting me lisence to kill every road user soon...nyek nyek >.<
well, yesterday i went to gembira parade to take me undang test...
n guess wat...i PASSED!!! wohoo...so u ppl pls be prepared coz gladys wud b on the road very soon...muahaha =.=
be on the road without a car...hehe. unless u wanna buy me a car la, then i wud thank u like crazy..hehe
hmm, actually i very young already can drive ad...
i drove the plastic car when i was 5 yrs old n i can drive daytona since form3 lidat...
so holiau rite...i knw wan...wakaka

ooo, n its the 15th...
HAPPIE BURFDAY IKHLAS!!! aka IKKI!!
May God bless u in ur future undertakings n in everything that u do!!!
muaxx muaxx...Luv ya :)

BORING-NESSSS

2009-01-12T09:32:00.005+08:00

haiyo...so sien la nowadays...
so miss me pals n school...can u believe it!!!i MISS SCHOOL =.=
i tot school shudnt be missed but now i miss it...haiz..
i am currently missing me frens n me skool teachers..haha..
unbelievable rite...but believe it..
hmmm, so wat am i doin now???
---i am blogging
---breathing
---blinking
---doin sumthing that dsnt require brain work
in conclusion: i am MULTI-TASKING...wakaka
its super sien that i dnt even knw wat to do..
the holidays are seriously boring n i dnt knw wat to do..
hmmm, i said 'i dnt knw wat to do' twice so it means its SUPER TAK ADA STUFF TO DO!!!!!

another thing i noticed... i aint that lame anymore compared to last time...
haiz..must b becoz i am growing old d...
but is being lame a good thing or a bad thing???
this is a question for all u readers la har...n its not the lame as in cant walk but the lame as in stupiak lame...haha =.=

hmm, newest update...I AM SICK!!!! tak tahan the stupiak disease/virus which invaded me throat...haiz..
why must ppl get sick anyways...
hmmm, in my line of professionalism...i shall invent an antibiotic which is transferrable thru the air that cud cure n iluminate all diseases...n ppl will start thanking me..
except for the students n workers who will definately mock me like crazy...
due to the fact that they wudnt b able to take sick leaves n MC becoz there wont b any sickness...
doctors will start losing their jobs...
i on the other hand wud lose me job n being hunt down by ppl... this is fairly becoz if i were to invent such antibiotics, i wud be in the same line as a doctor and therefore i wud b jobless...n i wud be kiled n hunted down by all the ppl who disapproves of the antibiotics...
hmm, wat if my antibiotics mutated into sum form of deadly virus which is air-borne...
then i wud hav a job to do...which is to find an antivirus...but ppl wud still hunt me down for i created a medicine to kill...nt to cure...
hmm, actually the last sentence was based on the book i am currently sticking me eyes at la...
but the few sentences before that are me own creation ok...see, i got good imagination...muahaha..

anyways, thanks to meL's lame sentence on me chatbox...i finally know that i ominated the world thru me lame-ness...ppl who are beside, behind and infront of me are infected with this lame virus...and all of a sudden everyone will become lame n i will out of the blue become less lame n start to rule the earth...muahahahahaha...such genious-ness no one can have wan..wat a master plan..
dominating the word sounds so NOT like me...i think plankton from spongebob squarepants has taken over me brain with that hi-tech device of his...hahaha =.="
its a plan yet to be fulfilled and its a secret plan...rmbr not to tell anyone for i trust u thats why i tell u..
what am i doin...where can blog a secret wan, lidat the whole world ma noe d la...

haiz...this is the result of ppl who are facing boredom...n i am one good example of how boredom can affect ur mind...it has affected me in a preety good or can be said bad way...haha
there is surely alot of 'boredom' in this post...
so, stay tuned for more results on how boredom affect me brain :)
adios amigos berambus *poof*

Crossroad....=/

2009-01-06T09:09:00.002+08:00

its certainly a crossroad ahead of me now....i am so bad with planning n i suck :(
what shud i do next??? that question is like stuck in me head my entire 1 1/2months of holidays...not a peaceful holiday with that question lingering around...haih..
work??form6??college???NS??? all these are kinda me problem...
i hav been planning to shift me NS forward to the second batch but it starts in march...if it starts in march, i wudnt be able to work..coz i doubt any company wud hire sumone who will be working for 1 month only...
if i dont shift me NS to second batch, after college i still have to go for it...
if i dont shift me NS to second batch, i wud be the eldest there coz after college baru go..
if i dont shift me NS to second batch, i wudnt be able to go for it this year and get over with it...
if i dont shift me NS to second batch, i wudnt be able to work n dnt gt to collect money..
if i dont shift me NS to second batch, i may not go NS anymore coz maybe in another few years NS akan dibubarkan...haha
talking bout work now, if i work...i hav to gt morning or afternoon shifts coz no transport home if work till 12midnite...
and i cnt work on Sundays n Saturdays...haihz...n those are the days that have heavy traffic of shopaholics n customers...
and i dnt knw where to work n lots of companies no vacancy ad :(

form 6 or college????
i dnt knw wat course to choose if i go college!!!!!!argh...ish-ness, tak tahan!!!!
i really wud love to be in mass comm under PR but some say that i can do better than mass comm...coz i am in science stream and some advice me to take sumthing concerning science...haih..wat course then???? i dont knw, dnt ask me....argh...
and as i enquire from TAR college, fees might not be a problem coz its kinda cheap...but the courses provided are kinda little lo...
form 6...i oso dnt knw which stream to masuk..haih..
and form 6 is hard...why must it be hard!!!!
hmmm, one thing bout form 6 is that it is free..
if i dnt get 4 credits for stpm, i wudnt be able to enter local uni and i wud hav to waste money applying for a private uni...hmph :O
I REALLY DNT KNW ANYTHING BOUT ME FUTURE!!!!!!
its always so sickening and saddening to be in a dilemma like that and to be an indecisive person...thats who i am personally on the inside...argh!!! why must i be indecisive...ish-ness..
HELP ME GOD!!!!!!

CuRReNtLy...

2008-12-29T08:25:00.003+08:00

Updates of the entire month...
amazingly i have to do all the typing n recalling on wat happened on wat day n so on...n u ppl cn do the simple job of scrooling n reading...anyway, its me pleasure to do so...haha

(19-21st Dec)
well, lets start off with the christmas presentation i mentioned in my last post..
it went awesome la..entire dewan was kinda packed from me view..n it seems that alot of ppl received salvation...wohoo!! Praise the Lord!!!
it was great to serve the Lord at that time despite the tired-ness but it all turned out FUN n EXCITING...n time went pass so fast that 3days was such a short period..
Bro. Kelvin Soh's singing was holiau as always...n i love his songs :)
Sunday service was great at dewan...Rev. Dr. Fred Seaward's preaching was great..he touched on forgiveness n it really touched me heart...
ooo, nt forgetting..it was SARAH CHOONG'S BIRTHDAY!!! haha :P

(23rd Dec)1st NIKE!!!
ok, this is great news for me classmates who knows i am a nike fan...n yea, i got me first nike..
wakaka..finally, for all the long agonizing years of waiting...i finally got me first new pair of nike shoes...wipee wohoo!!! now its my precious ad...haha...n i find it very comfortable le compared to other shoes...nyek nyek >.<
ooo, i also watched the hari the bumi stood tegak..wakaka..sum awesome translations..
hmm, it wasnt a nice show la...it was boring but interesting...so i dnt knw hw to grade such shows...i wud say i prefer BOLT one hundred percent...haha :P
gt sum parts kinda tak munasabah wan...
next time they shud call me to direct the show...haha
got a few mistakes la made during the show n its kinda silly la when come to think bout it...haha :)
wana knw the mistakes come n find me..i wud b happy to tell u...

(25th Dec) CHRISTMAS!!!
we had christmas service as always at Trader's Hotel n it was super cold..thks to Renee's good choice of sitting spot...haha :P
then we had christmas dinner at Trader's too...
the food was great n it was a joy to see me relatives come as well eventhough i wasnt sitting with them...
youth table was fun for the first time...or shud it b always fun?? hmmm...
it was fun la of coz for a first-timer..especially being able to sit with two hot n sexy ppl (stephy n mable)haha :P
mable did some sexy moves so i was kinda entertained..wakaka
everything went well Praise the Lord...haha :P

(27th Dec) Me Burpday!!!
thks to all who wished me so early in the morning from 12 am onwards...haha:)
nt much was planned out for the day but it turned out a fun day la..hehe
had breakfast at bali hai with stephy, mable,edward n ben and went straight to hunza for practise..manatau, renee bought mcd breakfast for me..so touched T.T thks renee :)
anyway,prac went smoothly n we managed to end super early...its like the shortest prac ever conducted..haha..
we kinda had a dillema of either staying at church or goin to new world park for edward the driver wasnt feeling so well becoz he misses my mummy so much..wakaka.jk jk..
but he insisted of goin to NWP so we went...but car park full after 2 rounds of circle-ing the entire place so we went to gurney..
had lunch at the food court while i had my breakfast during lunch time...haha..
i ate the breakfast renee bought so its like makan-ing breakfast during lunch lo..
that time manatau, ben n ed go buy donut n cake for me..apala ni..thks yea ben,ed,stephy,mable,renee n mel..haha :P
n stephy, mable n me pulak go buy donuts...
when we got back to the food court, i was amazed suddenly got cake on the table...haha :P
n another donut sumore...i was so stuffed with donuts that day =.=
then, we went jalan jalan around gurney n did sum lame stuff both renee n me..wakaka..
then we went to starbucks to sit n cakap cakap...around 5 lidat we cabut to church..hehe
we had thanksgiving dinner that day but a few of us fasted coz we were serving so we din eat...hmm..
service was fun as usual la...played alot of games...which adds to the fun la of coz...haha:D
ooo, n thks vivien for being the last person to wish me happy birthday..wakaka..at 11:58pm...haha..will always remember that trick :P

(28th Dec)
went for sunday service kinda tired n sleepy :(
n it was JULIA'S BIRTHDAY this time...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!haha :)
after lunch, me went home to tidur from 3 til 7.30pm..
i amaze myself when i sleep..wakaka >.<
then had to makan maggie mee instead of a proper meal becoz me mum wanted to watch news so tak dapat keluar makan :(
due to the 4 hrs of sleep i couldnt sleep till 2.30 am..haiz..saddening :(

and there goes me entire 2 weeks...filled with sad n happy scenes..mostly happy la with alot of sleepy-ness...wakaka =.="
btw, will miss u ppl who went for NS...stay safe n miss me..nyek nyek >.<
2 more days to go...n its the start of a new year...its so odd for not having to worry bout when school starts n stuff lidat...
its like all these feelings can flush down the drain ad..haha...
hmmm, i wud really want to find a job starting January...
if there are any jobs available, pls inform me yea...wud b happy to get a job as soon as possible...
well, thats all for now..hope you ppl will enjoy ur hols n wud like to wish all of u a
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
muaxx n hugs :)

CHRISTMAS PRESENTATION 2008

2008-12-16T09:26:00.002+08:00

its christmas in another 9 DAYS!!!!!
wohoo, cnt wait already *bites fingers n feels excited*
well, this year me church, PENANG FIRST ASSEMBLY OF GOD is bringing u a special drama which speaks of the Father's love for us... its a good drama with a great story-line..
n can u believe or not...JUST BELIEVE..ITS A TRUE STOREY..i mean story.wakaka >.<>
so let me brief u bout the drama ppl...
ppl ppl pls grab a seat n lend me ur listening eyes...hmmm, hw can eyes listen??
i mean reading eyes since u r reading me post ma rite...wakaka :P

VENUE: DEWAN SRI PINANG (PING CHOE TA HUEY THANG in mandarin)

TIME : 7.30 PM (PM for post meridian not prime minister)

DATES: 19th, 20th and 21st DECEMBER 2008

SPEAKER : BRO. KELVIN SOH from Singapore

ADMISSION: TOTALLY FREE!!!!!!

TITLE OF DRAMA : SECOND CHANCE

the title reminds me of :
You called my name, reached out your hand, restored my life,
and i was redeemed the moment You enter my life...*sing with me ppl*
haha...anyways, i really do hope to see all of u there
it is a true story concerning Bro. Kelvin Soh's life experience while he was a young boy until his teenage years...
he has wasted his entire 20 years behind bars as in the jail due to drug consumption n many other reasons..and now he is a servent of the Lord goin around the globe serving God as a gospel singer...n he is MARRIED!!! fantastic-ness man...
i truly RESPECT him...haha

hmm, i really hope that u wud make time to come to this drama..
it is full of fantastic casts n great dances that could entertain u n ur family..
so pls do make time to go for this drama coz it might be life changing n transforming :)
C ya soon n take care :)

..BOREDOM...

2008-12-16T09:02:00.002+08:00

argh, i cant imagine holidays so bored :(
man, sorry ppl for not updating me bloggie...the internet connection is goin crazy n i think i hav to sue TM for it...haiz...btw, dr. ming shud b saving blogs too n not only lives...wakaka >.<
anyways, there wasnt much happenings in my life these few weeks..just plain boredom la..
but last nite at least i went to the hokkien christmas dinner at wonderland...
at first i was thinking of alice n the wonderland but dnt knw where to masuk to the wonderland la..finally, it was at komtar...amazingly..
i din tot that the gateway to wonderland was komtar...haiyo..blurr blurr d la me..
it was kinda interesting n fun coz there was a clown sitting in the same table as me so it wasnt so bored coz can cho siau as always la..
Bro. Kelvin Soh cn really sing man...RESPECT HIM AR!!!!
actually shud b like triple respect but wasted i dont have 3 hands..wakaka
there were kinda alot of ppl who accepted Christ..GREAT!!
hmmm, the foot was....oops, i mean food was good but sum ppl *aherm* commented that it wasnt..haha..but at least we enjoyed la n get away from boredom...

hmmm, wat else shud i talk about...*think think think*
doinks, how could i forget...*hit myself in the head*
my credit hp habis dah..i no money to reload d :(
so pls dnt sms me ad coz cant reply ma unless u wanna sms syok sendiri n u dnt mind ppl nt replying..haha
see how kesian i am, no money...
therefore, pls donate some cash into my wallet...
u can steal me wallet but then pls be kind enuff to insert some greens n reds n blues into the space provided n return it to me la of coz...
my wallet is starving for reds, greens n blues...
or maybe get me a job la..thks =.=
i seriously cant wait for CNY lo...all the any pows that are flowing in...ahhhh...then get to buy new stuff...hehehehe :P
umm, sorry to say but this year no christmas presents for all of u yea.. veli the paiseh :( since no money rite.. so, u ppl beta pray that some how i can get money la so that u cn get christmas presents from me lo k...hehe

arigato kozaimas for reading THE BORING-EST POST OF THE YEAR!!!
i think u guys who read this post must be bored too...
so dnt hesitate to call me out for coffee but u hav to belanja la yea...no money ma :(
then hopefully i can go oso la if u knw who allows me to..hehe
toodles then..n tune in for mone action packed super hero stories...
whoops, where did that come from??? suddenly the keyboard type itself wan..freeky..
tataz then..n it isnt tartar sauce k...wakaka >.<

A NEW CHAPTER OF LIFE

2008-12-01T08:56:00.002+08:00

typing in the post title is making me even more nervous n shaky..like shakerfries lidat..wahahaha..
anyways, i cant believe that form 5 is like over n there is about 60 or sum more years for me in this life..16years jz went pass me...I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!
gosh, there are so many things i did not do in this 16 years...dang...i havent visit the entire penang yt..din gt to sit rollercoaster yet..din gt to jump off the balcony with a bungee rope of coz... din gt to travel out of malaysia yet...there is just so much to do...
to be honest i will definately miss sch life la...so much siau stuff n more siau stuff we did all our schooling years...hahaha...imagine 40 more years of working for me...agony nia..cnt like hav fun like school children lidat d...hehehe..
i just am still shock that i am a form 5 who just finished spm.. its so not me...i am still so childish n form 5 dsnt suite me state nw...hmmm, i shud b stuck in kindy still...
all me childish acts : watch cartoons, cartoons n more cartoons...
when can i finally grow up man??? God u knw...haha..n You have Your own timing for me..

well, my future is decided by God as God is writing me life story...hmmm, that phrase sounds familiar...where did i get that from?? =.='' *for ur info, its me blog co-name*
so, i am still not sure of wats heading my way..everything is in His hands..for He has a plan for me, a plan to prosper n not to harm me, a plan to give me HOPE n a FUTURE!! AMEN!!
all i am is in Him and He is in me working out His plan...wohoo...no worries...
college or form 6??? dnt care...God shall open doors that no one can shut and close doors that no one can open...wipee...i dnt have to plan anything but live each day as it come to me...
God has a bigger plan for me so i shall not doubt or worry about anything...

ooo, i forgot...today me class is having our class farewell at new world park...wohhooo...
shud it b a sad thing or a happie thing i dnt knw...hahaha..
anyways, i am sure to miss everyone of u ppl no matter wat happens or even happened between us...wateva i did wrong in u ppl's eyes pls forgive me for i aint perfect n i am still learning to be a good person...i may make mistakes so pls forgive me...i dnt think it is worth giving up a frenship after all these while being frens n it is like our last year..n we shud b matured enuff to nt hold any grudges between us...so pls forgive me if i did anything wrong :) n i think i did... :I

hmmm, about driving... tmrw a few of me frens n me are goin for undang..or udang..wakakaka
i am so gonna bring me pillow n wear pajamas there...hehehe..mayb i will b quai kia listen to the undang eventhough u ppl say no need to listen...haha...i shall make a difference...wohoo...
n its me sis b'day tmrw...i feel so bad actually missing her b'day jz to go for the undang thingy...hopefully she really dsnt mind eventhough she said she dsnt mind...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!!

LOVE U LOADS!!!

hehehehe..thks for all the makan time together n for paying for the food..
whenever we go out send flowers, we will always make a tour to our favourite makan place n fill our tummy with scrumptious food..thats why me tummy so round d :(
but in everything give thanks..haha :P
love u loads sis...
may God bless u loads in ur work place with mom together...happie working with each other yea..be a good mum, take care of lil christopher n a supportive wifey to kenneth ko ko...
hopefully, u will get to achieve all ur dreams in life...
thks for all the advise n support u have given me throughout me life..n love me so much sumore..hehehe..hugs n kisses..

ahah, there is one more thingy i forgot to tell u ppl...or mayb u ppl knw d la...
i gt 1+2 =3rd batch for NS!!! its kinda farney i gt 3rd batch n it is really unexpected..
God must be making jokes with me..hehehe..so i am planning to send in a proposal letter to swith me to 2 nd batch...if it is possible, i will go for a few weeks oni coz the camp starts in the middle of the year where most of us will b entering form 6 or college d..hehehe...
thank God in everything...its all under His will n plan...
n u ppl dnt hav to miss me so much..coz i will be around messing the lifes of u ppl...wakakaka..
be prepared for me ultimate plan of making ur lives better...wakaka..hopefully better la..

time is seriously passing very fast n its DECEMBER d...
means CHRISTMAS is HERE SOON!!! n alot off ppl's special days are coming soon :)wohooo..
well, our church as always is giving u ppl a gift on Christmas which is a drama..
the details are as followed:

Days: 19th, 20th, 21st of dEcEmBer 2008

Time: nt sure yt...mostly at nite about 7 lidat...

Venue : Dewan Sri Pinang

Admission: FREE!!!!!

Drama (title) : 2nd Chance

Organized by : Penang First Assembly of God

all are warmly welcomed to join u n watch this drama at the following dates...
we encourage u to invite all ur frens to watch this drama n at the same time u can catch up with each other ma..its like killing to birds with one stone...hahaha
there will be acting, dancing n singing involved...n hopefully we will b able to deliver the message of Christmas to u :)

hmmm, that about it that is coming up in me schedule of updates...
hopefully, there will b more exciting stuff coming up that i can blog about :P
make me life more interesting...HELP ME!!!
hope to hear from u ppl soon k..
take care n adios amigos.
Have a great day n God Bless ya !! :)

Reviving the blog...

2008-11-26T17:56:00.005+08:00

Scene 1 : BLOG drops dead n faint on the walkway.

Gladys:
Oh my gosh, wat happened to my poor bloggie... someone call the police..
*thinks* Hmmm, wat has the police gt to do with saving my blog's life.. *shouts aloud* i mean gt the ambulance..

Crowd:
ok ok...hold on..

>>at the mean time>>

Gladys:
Oh my poor bloggie, wat have i done... i din take care of u..

din even clean the walls n nw even got spider webs all over u..

no frens come n visit u d... i am sobbing for u.. huhu T.T

*thinks- give CPR lo*

ok ok...CPR time.. *ask crowd* who is a RC member..HELP!!!

*no answer* nvm la i do myself lo...hahaha

Blog:
*awakes* nw oni come n visit me n take care of me la is it...
after all ur exam oni i am important la...lidat wan mistress oso got wan...hmph :(

Gladys:
sorie lo...btw, exams r more important or else hw am i gonna write on u if i dnt study...
i wnt even knw hw to read n write oso... so studies n exams r much more important.. besides, i din abandoned u too long...jz 1 month or so... u knw i still love u, my bloggie..

Blog:
ok ok...u hav ur point..besides u r always my mistress... *hugs*

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Scene 2: Grammy Award for LAMEST ACT!!

MC: Well, today we are gonna witness the rise of "LAME" acts in our country. Lets give around of applause to the one n onli best selling LAME act by the title "REVIVING THE BLOG" by gladys

Crowd:
*Cheers & Applause*

Gladys:
*walks up on stage*
aherm, thkq all u fellow ppl for ur support all these while for supporting my blog..
firstly, i wud like to thk God for His grace n mercy upon me n give me the inner talent of being lame as u can fairly see...
secondly, i wud like to apologize for not updating me bloggie due to the fact that i am rolling the cameras n doing all the editing of videos all by myself...btw, its a one man show or shall i say WO-man...hehehehe
thirdly, point 2 is kinda lame... so i shall give a better reason for not updating my blog...SPM LA!!! hahaha... its really great to sit for SPM and at the same time knowing how is it like to be a form 5 student sitting for it....and the time came...i am OOOLLLDDDD de...argh, the agony...
furthermore, i wud like to thk all me frens who gave me the support n prayers during this period of time..n i really really appreciate all that u ppl have done for me...*start to cry*
ahhh...i cnt take it anymore...huhu T.T i juz love u ppl!!!
>>>later after 5 mins of crying on stage>>>
lets continue....

MC:

excuse me miss gladys, ur time is up... n as u cn see there is no audience..

Gladys:
wat?? u think i am dreaming!!?? *points to empty seats n facing MC* u think my vision is worse that urs 4 eyed monster...*thinks to myself* i too am a four-eyed monster...hahaha..
*comes to realization* ok, there is certainly no one here...paiseh paiseh...

THE END

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hey there again, its me the bloggie mistress of this blog...duh!! so yea, i hav been aways since i realized afew things (thats my last posting la) so i am really sorie for making u ppl miss me so much *perasaning*...its not my fault..blame the u knw who that sets all the exams...wakakaka >.<

anyways, i wud thank all of ur support n prayers as i hav said in my grammy speech *ahem* thanks for the encouragements..really appreciate all of u..muaxx n hugs :)

m so happie thats its all finally over but i cant imagine that i am already leaving school n steping in to reality...argh, the horror...by God's guidance, i cn do it!!! and to all of my form 5 frens..U CN DO IT TOO!!! wohooo....

well, actually this posting have been in the post list for about 3 days liau...so sick of me internet connection..dnt knw some domain name server thingy rosak...so u comp wiz ppl pls help me out with this...really appreciate it if u cud help me solve this havoc in my internet connection...

tune in for some new stuff k...will b updating as frequent as possible...grant me some grace ok :)

realization....random

2008-09-24T15:24:00.002+08:00

fuwah...i seriously realize alot of stuff these few days back...
so interesting n yet shocking n some makes me feel merely dumb...
cant wait for things to happen la...
when things happen, something new n exciting is gonna start n i cant wait...

its ALL OVER!!!!

2008-09-23T16:25:00.002+08:00

phew, finally exams are kinda over for the time being...haha :P
but i miss the time when we get to go back early *ponders*
n i miss the not-so-heavy bags we get to bring to school... ahhh...
now i have to come home later...n bring heavier bags *sobs*
ah, wat a relief that it is finally over..
and i think i am over...as in i am so dead after getting my results :(
so gonna kena from my mom n sis la... *huhu*

well, it was ok la...i actually wanna thk God for everything coz i couldn't have done it without Him la...duhh...haha...feel like getting grammy's or some award...haha..
anyways, i really din expect the marks i get now in my hands coz i really expected something worse that wat i get...so all GLORY n HONOUR goes to my FATHER GOD!!!!
in everything give thanks :)
am really happy n contented with the results i have now...
n maybe some of u might think its not good la...but nvm i will excel...
no worries...i will try my best to score all 11 A1s...AMEN!!!
tak tahan-ness lo in school...super sien n sleepy..argh...
i would rather have skipped school...
nearly the entire form 5 classes are like nearly empty...haha except our class la..
fulamak...n i am super happie din kena scolding by my teachers la..
haha...all was well la actually :)

so, there aint much stuff to update u ppl about la actually..
just about the exams...haha...
gonna face them again in 7 weeks to come... O.o
scary again...so...u ppl know wat to do for me la rite..
PRAY FOR ME PLS!!! haha
thats all i need rite now actually...hehe :)
thks alot to those who always uphold me in prayer...
HAVE A GREAT DAY PPL & GBU LOTS!!!
muaxx n huggsss <3

some food stuff b'day...

2008-09-20T09:28:00.002+08:00

hmmm...sound weird to see food stuff have like b'days...haha :P
maybe its the date when they are manufactured...hmmm..maybe...
actually the b'day of my food stuff fren was like yesterday (19/9)
thk God i remembered...was actually confused till dont know whether i wished her correctly...haha..swt me =.="...see starts de la me +.+

haha...so i am goin straight to the point now...

HAPPIE BURFDAY RENEE YONG TAU FOO!!!

see i told u i have a food stuff fren...its YONG TAU FOO...yummie..
well, whenever i eat yong tau foo or see a yong tau foo store...it leads to u renee yong...haha :)
lets sing for u... give me a G... haha >.<

# happie burfday to u..

happie burfday to u...

happie burfday to yong tau foo...

happie burfday to u...

wipee... i cant believe it u are already 15...haha
wow from the date of manufacture till now u still haven gone bad...
must be alot of preservatives la in you...haha :P
wa, ppl makan u oni sure must drink a lake of water...hahahahaha :)
well, all the best in ur PMR... must score all straight As...
may God bless you with a partner..another yong tau foo...haha :P
actually dont get involved so young la...haha :P
anyways, may God bless u with a great partner in the future lo..
then may God bless u with greater talents to serve Him...
may God enlarge n strenghten ur ministries n bless u as u honour Him with the talents He gave u...
haih...just cant forget the time u sang 'to know ur name'...so holiau...haha :P
RESPECT U LA...
all in all... HAPPIE BURFDAY YONG TAU FOO!!!!!

am CoNFuSeD o.O

2008-09-20T09:13:00.002+08:00

argh...its been a quite hactic week n very saddening as well la...
the entire add math paper kinda ruin my mood le kinda..
its so sickening to see i cant do the sums eventhough i know how to do..
n when the ttn teacher like thought me how to do..it was like SUPER EASY!!!!
argh...tak tahan...*press press press*

am really confused at the state at which i am in now...
donno why so blurr...must be the exams le... saddening :(
am kinda having a hard time figuring stuff out n i am really worn out la..
hope my day will be ok today...
i dowanna be emo or sad today...
pls cheer me up....argh...haha :P
just tak tahan...under-stress...
pre-stress syndrome..haha...
imagine if i cant handle exam stress..how am i gonna survive in the future...
God be my strength...
sien ar...why must i go thru all these le...
so darn sickening n depresing too... huhu *sobs*

God is my EVERYTHING...
Help me God!!!!
MORE of YOU, LESS of me...hehe :P
refresh me...cleanse me...make me new once again..
i dowan to live in this world de la..wanna change it into a better place..
tell the world about Jesus... am willing to take up the cross...n the challenge i made for myself..
God be MY HELP n SOLUTION!!!!

Respect Commando....

2008-09-14T14:41:00.002+08:00

haha the title sound farney la..coz this post is dedicated to a farney person who kinda invented the phrase 'respect commando' haha..

so why got posting for this person le... n who is the person..

well, actually i dowan to post wan but alah, give face sikit lo..

today is MELVIN TEOH a.k.a AH MIAU'S BIRTHDAY!!!!! wohoo...

so... HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MELVIN!!!!!!

happie birthday to u,

happie birthday to melvin,

happy birthday to u...

yay... old de lo the cat... haha :)

ok so i dont have b'day present for u la..sorrie k...hehe :P

firstly, may God bless u bountifully n exceedingly well in ur studies n also grant u more talents so that u can serve Him even more...

secondly, may God bless you by letting ur hair grow longer since u dont like ur new hair cut...haha :) *wasted la u cut...the pony tail was super awesome la...must RESPECT U*

may God bless u also with a wifey la ok *u noe who i am talking about la-no need to kesi kesi*

actually she is ur wifey wan but u aiyah...donno la..dont wanna seng jin oni...haha :O

*dont kill me ok* both the husband n the wife if u read this...haha...

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN!!!!! enjoy ur day n GBU :)

Making The Move...

2008-09-14T14:01:00.002+08:00

wohoo.... ok man...and woman...haha :)
well i am gonna post something bout making the first move...
okie dokie, this is not about boyfren n girlfren stuff about who to make the first move la ok...
dont think nonsense la ok...haha..

so here goes nothing...
its been awhile i thought bout this stuff in my head la...until my mom said something bout making the first move today...awesome lo...like got motherly instinct...haha :)
so well, all the time we kinda expect ppl to do stuff first n we just follow..
its like a trend la..u see ppl straighten their hair then u oni follow...haha...
guys i donno la...maybe see ppl play video games then follow la...
so anyway, i am gonna post about doin wat is right n start the trend n influence ppl with it..
there is like positive influence n negative influences la...like wat i read in my english text book...haha :)
n so, we often say good ppl are getting lesser n lesser by the day...
why do we say that?? hmmm...i oso donno le...haha :)
we most of the time or is it only me la i donno...always wanna see wat moves ppl make first then oni start moving along la...hmmm...it means i get influence easily..*argh the agony o.O*
so good ppl are getting less n less so why dont we start being good to others n set that trend of being good... rite?
n ppl will say 'wow, good ppl are getting more n more'...haha :)
ok, talking bout relationships for instant...
no matter wat relationship la...frens ka or family ka or even boy-girl relationships la...
we kinda say our frens or relatives or gf/bf 'eleh, she very good meh' that kinda thing u noe???
i donno u noe or not but i noe la...*just being sarcastic*
anyway, when we judge ppl by saying they are bad are we reflecting it on ourselves...
so since we say they arent good why dont we show them how to act good n be good ourselves...
contohnya, lets say a bf just broke up with his gf la...n he tells his frens..
'aiyah, she aint a good gf la thats why i dumped her'... but think on the others side...the bf say the gf not good but is he good towards the gf... this stuff may occur but not definately la...guys pls dont think i tembaking u or wat ok...hehe :)
thats where we shud play our role n influence ppl..
when u do good unto others others will react in the same way too...
so wat harm can doing good bring to...
therefore, we shud start moulding ourselves or even let God mould us to be someone better to influence others n they will look at us differently but its ok..
if we direct our path in the ways of righteousness n bring out the Christ likeness in us...ppl will be amazed of wat a person you are..
besides, ppl will want to get to know u better n be in your trend..

i feel that influencing ppl in a good way is good la n the person may cultivate your acts..
as a christian...when we show Christ likeness in the society, ppl are actually aware of us wan u noe.. sometimes we may not notice it ourselves but ppl are there to witness...
so, when Christ likeness is shown they will be curious on how we act to certain stuations n stuff..
n when they come to a situation similar to ours...hopefully they will react like us la rite...doin stuff like Christ... that means, we are able to direct other ppls paths n mind sets u noe..
see the power of influencing others... *i've got the power*..haha :P
so why dont we start influencing ppl in a good way...like showing and acting on wat we read in the bible and be christ like in manner...
in that way, ppl will act in a better way.. in line with God's way...rite??

phew, this post is kinda confusing though...haha :P
anyway, i hope u ppl are able to understand wat my thoughts are thinking la..
so dont wait to see how ppl react in situations but make the first right move n ppl will follow...
that sort of thing la.. haha :D
so thats for now lo....
you ppl have an awesome day thinking about wat saying i and start spreading the influenza...
haha...just kiddin..
Have an AWESOMELY SWEET day n GBU banyak-banyak :)

the Blog MISTRESS is BACK!!!!!

2008-09-12T12:26:00.003+08:00

yo ppl... i am kinda back to the industry of blogging...haha :)
sorry for not updating for nearly a month or a few weeks...
i noe a few of u are like calling me to update n stuff...TRIALS LA!!!
n thks for some who kinda understand my situation...hehe :)
well, i have a lot to update but yet...hmmm..i dont know where to start off la...

okie...here i go >>>>vrooooommmm>>>>>
have been facing a few relationship problems with my fren la...
but i really dont know who is wrong n who is not...
and actually i dont even know wat is happening... =.=" blurr-ness...haha
so just pray for the best lo... pray for me too :)

ok...trials...how was it???
wow i am que n a-ing myself...cool
haha...trials was full of test lo...ask yourself when u are facing it..haha
actually trials was ok la...thk God i was kinda able to finish studying some stuff...
in everything give thanks n i have to start confessing good stuff..
so, I AM GONNA SCORE 11A1's!!!! AMEN!!!!
with Christ nothing is impossible...wo-hoo!!!
so pls continue to pary for mua in this area too :)
btw, my trials ends on the 22nd so u ppl who wanna go out...tag me along yea...haha :)

phew...kinda went through loads of stuff during this period of time...
n u noe wat...i am having toothache *sobs*
my wisdom tooth is coming out n i am gonna be wiser than all of u...muahahahaha XD
no la...u ppl more holiau den me...must RESPECT all of u readers...haha >.<
n one of the sad stuff...i am growing side ways :(
its ok...thk God i dont have to bring my fats back to heaven...thk You Lord :)

ooo....besides all these stuff...
CONGRATULATIONS ON GETTING MARRIED MELISSA TAN!!!!!
wipee...finally you are getting married...even earlier than me...haha XD
congrats sound WO-man!!!
wakaka...its not her wedding la...just main-main nia..haha
well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA TAN...
lets sing...

happy burpday to you *burp*

happy burpday to melissa *burp*

happy burpday to you *long-burp*

haha... happy birthday mate..

will celebrate with you next time around yea...

n no b'day presents coz i gave you a kiss de yea...haha :)

study hard n dont play play de lo... haha

may God bless you abundantly n exceedingly well as you bless others :)

may God bless you in your studies n other stuff yea...haha :)

dont eat so much oso yea.. even if u wont grow fatter if u eat more...haha :)

oh well, i really hope i can online n blog sumore soon :)

so stay tuned for more wacky news n entertainment from the blog mistress :)

miss me..hehe :)

HAVE AN AWESOME DAY N GBU :)

random

2008-08-26T13:00:00.003+08:00

its been awhile since ppl are talking about the incidents about hillsong and planetshaker stuff...
most of us know about this incident and i myself am dissapointed about this but it is truly a lesson for all to learn...
i actually searched a few web pages and this particular page caugth my attention
http://www.christiantoday.com/article/why.do.christian.leaders.and.ministers.fail/21278.htm
this article is quite long but it really opens the eyes of the readers...
hope u guys can go have a look at it la if u all want to...hehe :)

well, in my point of view i really pity him *u noe who la*...
someone who sees the truth and yet falls...its so not worth all that he has done...
but the only thing we have to do now is to pray for him...
he seeks inner healing and God shall be the Healer of his soul...
the devil is trully all out to destroy...and surely He is coming back again very soon...
this particular incident is really a lesson that God wants us to learn from those who fall...

UPDATES!!!!

2008-08-22T08:51:00.003+08:00

its been way too long since i updated n also onlined...anyway, its only one week la...haha :)
awww..well, i know u ppl kinda miss me...*just perasaning again*
its been a very hactic n busy holiday which i cant even call it a holiday...
its like a week of utter business...its not that i opened a restaurant or buissness...just plain busy with loads of stuff not concerning studies... thats quite bad news that i havent study n still dont feel the pinch of trials which is another one more week to go n SPM in 82 days to come...
i guess i will start revising during the SPM examination is goin on... haha :)
ahhh...God just open my eyes to see that SPM is just a blink of an eye away...
i need to wake up from this sleep into reality...FUN TIMES HAVE GOT TO GO.... but i am not gonna let my wacky-ness take hold of me until i wouldnt study...

so, wat happened this week...
well very exciting n superb n amazing stuff took place ever since i last blogged....
the best of the best is IGNITE...i mean 3rd IGNITE...was super awesome...
i invited around 11 frens and 10 turned up...that was like super awesomeness...
those who joined in was adelene, cassandra, sara, yew lyn , jeffrey, joo xuan, audrey, clairissa,julie, wei th'ng... i bet they had a great time praising the Lord...
it was super awesome n God really showed himself to them personally....cool rite...
n praise The Lord, some of them even ask me to invite them again if there are any events like IGNITE!!!! argh...super awesome n thk God for everything...
my fren said that Ps. Wai Fong's preaching really touched her heart n she really loves our youth service...haha :)
hope that they can come to Ignite like every saturday after SPM....
well, when we were actually having praise n worship i seriously felt the presence of God...like super dense... its like He is just beside us... hehe :)
really good to be found in the presence of God n it was a super awesome nite la...words cant describe...so, pics have to do the talking...
for more pics....go to http://www.pf-igniteyouth.blogspot.com/

then, this entire week is like tuition after tuition la...every morning got chem tuition for like 2 hours...meeting all the same ppl... sumore wednesday n thursday double dose of tuitions...can faint terus... but thk God today just morning session nia this evening no tuition...yipee!!!!
i am so goin prayer meeting tonite.... haha :)

ooo....great news ppl....u noe rite me comp veli the lau beh wan...
now i got NEW one de... haha :)
my mom bought it during PC fair...really its God's blessing....
everything is new...got vista la n many stuff...the best thing is got 100 over games in my comp like diner dash n stuff lidat...not DOTA or Counter strike ok.... i not that ganas... haha :P
super nice le...i love me comp... n my sis just fixed the streamyx for me... haha :P
super duper blessed.... double portion of blessing... cool

ah, another good news is that i got selected to go for NS---> NATIONAL SERVICE...
see how patriotic i am...willing to give up 3 months of fun for my countries sake... *perasan-ing again*...i was like cool with the news but most of my frens weren't that cool bout it la...i understand their feelings...but i bet God has a will n purpose for me to be there...i will like so enjoy myself... i just pray that i wouldn't get darker...n i hope it will be like a free 3 months gym for me...since have to work out n stuff... the onli thing i am afraid of is the obstical course.... i am afraid i cant get thru all the small holes n climb all the papan... i hope i fall on the trainer n he say u no need to do de....wakakaka :) i am so gonna have fun... n i hope my frens will too...

since i am seldom gonna online de...i was wishing my bloggie will stay alive still...
so i was hoping someone would like blog for me...like a guest blogger....so, if u are interested pls tell me la yea... all my fren fren sekalian welcomed to join la...then i pick lo....haha :)

well, till next time...
n rmbr to come for Ignite this saturday!!!!
same time, same place...
ooo....n pls rmbr me in prayer...hehe :)...thks <3
HAVE A PERFECTLY AWESOME DAY & GOD BLESS YA!!!
MISS ME!!!!

ALL ARE WELCOMED!!!!

2008-08-11T16:20:00.002+08:00

wohoo...the 3rd IGNITE of the year is finally taking place this saturday (16th August).
I cant believe it is so fast that the 3rd IGNITE is already here. It was like just a few weeks ago that we held our 2nd IGNITE in our church.
IGNITE = INTO GOD'S NITE...
it is actually a normal youth service but during IGNITE, the highlight is bringing all our praise n worship to our Lord and Savior, JESUS CHRIST!!!
It is surely an event not to be missed by everyone.
Therefore, i would like to invite everyone...
You, You and You *points at you* out there to join us ignite youths in praising our God on high..
some questions u may ask...

WHEN? 16TH AUGUST (7.30 pm till 10.00 pm)

WHERE? PENANG FIRST ASSEMBLY OF GOD

1ST FLOOR, HUNZA COMPLEX,

GREEN LANE HEIGHTS, ISLAND PARK

ADMISSION?? TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY FREE!!!!

I really really hope to see all of u ppl out there this saturday..
We shall have tonnes n loads of fun in the Lord.
So, watcha waiting for.... Come and join the Ignite Youths this saturday...
for more info... pls visit www.pf-igniteyouth.blogspot.com
SEE YA PPL THERE!!!!
HAVE A PLAESANT DAY AND GOD BLESS YOU!!!!

with <3,
-GLADZ-

eLbbaRcS...Read from right to left

2008-08-08T14:13:00.002+08:00

hey hey, i am back again after a week of not updating this nonsensical blog...
i am really sorry for not updating the blog...it is kindly due to the limit i gave myself to spend time onlining...
n due to the fact that spm is so super near... i have to stop blogging for a very long time...
so this is kinda my last post for the year but i hope i wouldnt la...
so let me update u ppl with the week that God had for me...

monday n tuesday was quite similar le...wasnt any interesting stuff except of the chitter chatter of stuff... ah, on tuesday Yew Lyn borrowed me a book titled twilight...
it was quite an interesting book la...and everbody is like addicted to it... but lucky me, so far i hadden been addicted to it yet la... till now a few of my frens just bought all 4 books...which was quite a quick move le... so that goes monday n tuesday...

the day after tuesday...wednesday la...duhhh... i donno wat i did on wednesday le... oh, i finally got it...i stayed back after school that day...went to gurney with julie *my niece -fake wan la*.. we got some presents for some b'day ppl...then, we got a souvenier for our headmistress who is leaving us soon... we walked there luckly with an umbrella in our hand... noticing that the weather was cloudy...so after an hour of so called shopping... we walked back to school all soggy and wet... the rain was like slanting getting our skirts all wet... but it was fun la...haha :)

on thursday...we had a scramble egg competition... haha...its actually a Scrabble competition le... it is was fun to meet new ppl and play scrabble with them le... i got to know a few new fren n also met a few frens at Island College of Technology, Balik Pulau...
the game was held at the library with 75 other participant... was quite a cool game la... n mind cracking as well...when i even had to play with a holiau wan scrabble player... there were 5 games n i won half that is 2.5... i had a tie in the 3rd game...its quite impossible to get a tie but in my case it wasnt...
all the players are very good n were like half fight le... and i reached back at my mom's office all dizzy due to the 3 winding roads we had to pass... i nearly puked in the car...*uekk*...but i didnt la...haha :P
i skipped tuition due to that reason n because i reached the office at 7 evening...crazy isnt it :P ended my nite reading twilight n doin me homework le...

thursday passed...friday comes...TODAY!!!
wohooo its like 8th of 8 *August* of 2008....loads of ppl must be buying toto numbers and getting loads of cash...so lets forget about toto numbers n concentrate on today...
argh...so many ppl celebrating their b'days today.. oops...no money to buy presents de :(
but anyway, i would like to just wish a

BLESSED BIRTHDAY

JOLENE TAN, EMILY NEOH, IVAN NEOH & JERALD TAN!!!

May you all grow stronger n bolder in Christ n may God bless you guys abundantly n over-flowing... may all of u grow up to be more matured n not to be more n more childish every year...haha :) Jerald actually happy belated birthday le...hehe :P
May God bless all of you in ur future undertakings n enlarge ur ministries... wo-hoo...
so, as i also said...my headmistress is leaving... n the day was finally here...TODAY lo she leaving... she is a very dedicated n diciplined headmistress actually... n she is a woman of her words n never fail to keep on upgrading our school... if it isnt for her, our school will still be lau beh n the choir wouldn't have uniforms... some parts of her made some ppl dislike her but no one is perfect so we had to accept her for who she is la... so no comment on those who ask whether i like her anot...but in eveything give thks n i hope that she will blessed in her coming years working at JPN...she left this afternoon n we clebrated her naik pangkat this morning...no lessons went on n it was fun la... the choir sang a song for her n our class gave her a scarf...hehe :) wasted cass wasnt able to join us... :( kinda sad la...hehe...
after school we still had gb meeting but me n julie skipped to buy back some 1901 new york chicken hotdogs...40 all together for the board of monitor's farewell...
when we got to gurney n ordered...the guy was in shock la heard 40...haha :)
but he was fully calm la doin 40 hotdogs as fast as possible...when we got back to school, amazingly no one was there... when most of the ppl took the hotdogs...there were 13 left...crazy wan er...wonder who will eat...but me n julie were eyeing on them la...hopeing to get a free hotdog...haha :P
n amazingly we did...yay!!! so we ended up with two...when i gave mine away n julie had hers until i made her drop her hotdog so i had to take it....coz she refused to take due to the mayo n chilli sauce all over the box... but nothing fell out of the box so it is still edible la...

so that was practically today la...

haih...tmrw got school...wat a sad thing but 12 noon finito de...so, nvm la...

so i will be at school tmrw n meL dont miss me during practice...hehe :)

till the next post which i hope will be in this year la...wish me luck for my SPM...n pls remember me in prayer...thks :)

HAVE A GREAT DAY & GBU!!!!

A>W>E>S>O>M>E...

2008-07-28T17:25:00.002+08:00

if u ppl dont know how to spell awesome...thats the way to spell it *stares at title*
it is really an AWESOME past week man...
i din even update u ppl due to some internal n money-tary problems...
last week is seriously the best week i had ever had in my entire life...
not entire la but it was the awesomest week ever...
the awesome-ness started from thursday onwards le actually...
so lets roll thru last week...*action*

thrusday (24th of July)
we actually celebrated prize giving day...n imagine, its my last n final one...
argh, so sad being in like 5 years in the school but din get any prize...
but i got self title la...from me rakan-rakan...
i got the award for *drum-roll* LAMEST GIRL OF THE YEAR *applouse*
haha... lame rite...but i deserve it la..haha :P
but this year...
the best class goes too....
5 Science 1 *my class la u blurr ppl* faster clap for me...
haha...actually it is kinda amazing la we got like best class...
maybe its because i was in the class...haih... just kiddin...
it was everyone that made the class the best class le...
i am so proud of everyone....awww...
i am most proud of my class teacher of cause la...
PN. JESSIE!!! u go girl...she is like the best teacher ever...haha :)
she is like the most dedicated n most lovable teacher la...
so we kinda performed on that day...
the 20 of us...with the holiau wan guitarist...cassy *my daughter- i am so proud T.T*
we sang two songs actually : always be my baby *editted by cassy* n only hope...
was actually a great song but all of us end up crying so most of the hall ppl cant really hear wat we were doin la... but luckly our teacher sat rite infront...
n we made her cry *proud* hehe :)
was an awesome performance n we handed her a bouquet of lilies...
was super nice...thks to my sis wan awesome wrapping techniques...haha :P
then, we actually made the others cry too...as in ppl from other forms...
imagine its our last year in school *sobs*...
the other teacher was like...why la u cry...no need to cry wan la...swt le =.="
no comments about their comments...haha :P
anyway, on that very awesome day as well, i bought Hillsong's Latest Album...
THIS IS OUR GOD...i am kinda like stuck to the music la...its like recorded in my head that i dont need the cd to play the songs...the songs are inside me brain....
really the best album n its worth buying...cant wait for the release of the DVD n also I Heart volume 2 le...black cover sumore...
talking bout I Heart...i wanna thks melvin for giving me a new cover for me I Heart album which i obviously broke the cover la...THKS LOADS MELVIN....

friday (25/7)
after tuition, i followed cass to PCC for the REVO P.A.R.T.Y!!!
on the way there, we ate in the car...so paiseh cass mom bought fried rice for me...
Thks aunty!!! when we were there...loads of ignite youths are there...
i mean alot oso la... super fun le...then there were loads of familiar faces...
such an awesome day....so we kinda partied la with our awesomest Father God...
the preaching by Ps. Kenneth was super funny n awesome la...
a few of my classmates n schoolmates went too...n i really hope they received the msg by Ps. Kenneth...
wow, i tell u...the praise n worship was like holiau-ness man...
the songs are like super good n its kinda stuck in my head now too...haha :P
love Ps. Andy's voice la...holiau man...haha :P
Melvin fetch me back to 286 at like 11 at nite la...*thks Mel*...
reached home at 12 n go oink oink de lo... super sleepy la...

saturday ( 2+6 of July)
2+6 ma = 26 lo...haiz... din learn maths meh...
was song leading with abel la... then darren kinda shared...
was a superb day again la...
darren's sharing was really an eye-opener as well...argh, he showed the passion of the Christ video... n tears just flowed down my cheeks la...
argh tak boleh tahan ok... so touching to see someone willing to die for something he didnt do...just to save us from sin...
service went on till like 10.30 which was super late but alter-call was super awesome...
God's presence was really there n loads of us wept our hearts out....

sunday (27 of 7th month)
after service, went to traders for CPT choir farewell branch...
ate seriously alot n now my stomack kembong de...
loads of frens la...but i will surely miss all of them inspite of all the nice food...
to be honest i rather go e n o le...
the food kinda sucky le for traders...
but in everything give thks...

so today, gonna go for house warming party n makan sumore...
awesome week isnt it but i am surely gonna grow fat in all this awesome-ness...haha :P

New tunes to my ear...

2008-07-24T18:22:00.002+08:00

hah, finally i bought the newest Hillsong Live cd...
THIS IS OUR GOD!!! wohoo...
listened to it on last saturday n was actually planning to buy it once after it is released..
but tak sempat to go to baptist so i just bought it today...
really great tunes le.. they (Hillsong) is like improving album after album...
that shud be how our church should worship le... better each service after another...haha :P

well loads of stuff happened this week but i cant tell them all...
the one most shocking thing is that my internet bill is RM 300 over...
i noe i shud use streamyx but my comp too lau beh so cant fix :(
n i suspect someone is hacking my comp... coz i wont use so much a month ok...
so signing off now...tataz

flash-backs

2008-07-21T15:43:00.005+08:00

just came back from school n it is seriously a very tuff day...
not to say tuff like wat lidat le but it is a slow moving day...although time went pass so fast... *i dont know wat i am talking* =.="
ahhh, so much problems that my frens are facing n i cant even help...
donno whether i did help or anything but it is really tuff solving problems...
even if u hear it u wont know how to solve the problem except thru prayer...
so much about problems de... now let me tell u bout things that happened on saturday...

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at 1.30 i reached church le and was actually suppose to reach there by 1 but traffic jam...
so, praise n worship started.. n stuff went on le...
we watched hell's bell 2...
it wasnt as scary as wat i think it would turn out to be... even if it is super scary i wouldnt be afraid oso le... *brave kid mer*
well, alot of stuff we actually know de le about the evil-ness of rock n roll but to really see it, it is a total difference...seriously...
it was a total of 8 sessions in the series which took us about like 4-5 hours le...
well, in all things give thanks...at least we had like short intervals in between...
it is boring le the documentary but some parts are quite interesting le...
wat are documentaries suppose to do *put us to sleep literally better than sleeping pills*
some did fall asleep le n some were half asleep la... haha :)
so, the conclusion to the whole documentary is that secular songs arent good for it promotes sex, rebellion n the belief that God doesnt exist le n many more la...
so after service, i went to mcd to grab a bite... i usually dont get hungry even if i dont eat but it was kinda unusual le last saturday...

sunday was just ok le... until i had to wait for me mom to fetch me at around 3.45...
so sien le so took me guitar out n prac a few songs le... nyek nyek *i veli quai wan ok*
then go back n watch indiana jones the crystal skull wan... hehe :P
wasnt so nice le but some parts are funny la...cant say that it is the best show i watched...
was like raining so heavily in the afternoon till nite so mom was like..."no need go out eat la, makan the maggie mee la"
so she called me to cook le coz i have a speciallity to cook maggie mee...haha :P
but unfortunately our hopes of eating maggie mee vanished...
"ma, maggie mee sudah habis le"...haha :)
kinda ran out of maggie mee la...so we went to some regular japanese restaurant le...
argh, the food was suppose to be nice le but this time it really turn me down...
the portion was super small n the soup was like plain water...
so that was like our last visit to the restaurant di...*waves-buh bye*
that was kinda sunday le...

END OF IT!!!

2008-07-18T15:50:00.002+08:00

hip-hip-hooray!!! tests are over n i managed to go thru the hard times of flipping the text book n end up sleeping on it n sms ppl...haha :)
thats the fact so i can proudly say that i dont study wan ok *i shud be malu la*
hah, so skool ended at 12 but i stayed back with 19 other frens...
actually my entire classmates la...
we kinda stayed back to practice some stuff for our skool prize giving day...
so we went gurney la...just a few of us go mam mam at food avenue aka food court la...
then go mam mam again at aunty ann's pretzels...argh nice man...
tak tahan lo eat so much le me... i am in the process of growing so must eat more *just comforting myself n not make me feel guilty*
was back in school at 1.10 in the afternoon where we started off practicing the song we gonna sing...
its actually for our form teacher coz we kinda got nominated for best class of the year...
so we had to perform la... cass chose a song n she editted the lyrics so that it fits for the ocassion...
this year's performance will be great coz we gonna do some stuff that the other best classes from past years din do le...so it will be special...
well, as we started practicing n get the hang of the song...
yew lyn started to cry...n the crying disease started spreading like wat lidat until she made nie-col-ey n julie n me tear up...
the lyrics are so touching la n we really expect our form teacher to cry...haha :)
so we continued on singing n practicing la...
n we came across a few teachers n called them to like give some opinions on our singing n they were like 'u sing this song sure cry wan'...we were like...we just did...haha :P
so in all it will be a great performance n we hope we can really portray our appreciation towards our teacher thru this song...

on the other hand, something worse is coming...
we were actually split into 2 groups where one group is singing n the other doin souveniers for our 40 teachers...
argh...i so tak tahan the leaders especially someone la...
i dont really hate her or wat but i have got to accept her..
so, i deligated the job of being the head of the souvenier group for her art was quite ok la...
n when she does art she is quite trust-worthy la...she does things on time...
but guess wat... all of us stayed back to prepare all the stuff for prize giving day but the other group just sit down n do nothing while the group leader go kpc in a classroom where some students were practicing for a competition...
wat is this la... all the materials for the souveniers arent even ready n we have to make 40 of these stuff...cant u just be a little bit responsible...argh
i am so not gonna let this get to my nerves... if she doesnt produce 40 souveniers for me by wednesday i will go get souveniers on my own...
prize giving day is like on thursday n there are loads of stuff that we plan to do...
n most of these stuff needs team work n loads of ppl to help...
u cant expect one person to do everything ma...
so, i just hope n pray that everything goes on well la...

cant wait to watch hell's bell tmrw le...
n i am free de for the weekend...so nice le...
but gotta get back into the study mode after this sunday :(
anyway, all these stuff are done for my own good so i better dont complain when i still have time to study...
currently...songs are just stuck in my head... *sing (Your love) n take all of me*
but it is better than singing all the worldly songs...haha :P
its over n done with worldly songs n they shall not invade me mind de...
so, head on in life n spend a great day!!!

Deep Waters

2008-07-15T16:00:00.002+08:00

He is the source of every mercy and the God who comforts us.

-2 Corinthians 1:3-

Happiness is a shallow brook. Sadness seems to run deeper. Grief at times can be a current so dark you cannot see bottom. But peace is a mighty river, joy a fathomless ocean.

God's Word says,"The peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your heart" (Philippians 4:7) and "The joy of the Lord is your strength" (Nehemiah 8:10). These promises are true in moments of happiness, periods of saddness, or seasons of grief. These three depend on circumstances. Not so joy and peace.

Happiness often dries up, and sadness eventually wanders away. Grief may take months, even years, to run its course. But for the faithful, for those who trust in God and hold fast to Him, peace and joy remain. They are constant, steadfast , reliable - available every day.

How do you remember the beauty of the ocean when you are drowning in a muddy stream? How do you recall the soothing river when all you can hear is the raging flood? Can you experience peace when a family member is suffering? Can you reall find joy when a loved one is dying?

Look for God's grace in the darkest moments of life. Listen for His whisper in the quiet, lonely times. Wait for His loving touch when the pain is so much for words. And keep trusting Him through it all. The Lord is faithful; He will deliver you form the deep waters. Nothing to separate you form His love, and no circumstance can alter His peace and joy.

For every stream of grief that flows into our lives,

there is a deeper river of peace taht comes from the Holy Spirit

easy to cakap but hard to do...

2008-07-15T15:27:00.002+08:00

haih, i really have to stop playing around and start studying de...
let me tembak myself *EASY TO SAY BUT HARD TO DO!!!*
haiyoyo... so cham la SPM is like really near now n i still am not scared lidat...
5 years of tests n exams really make me NUMB de la of all the tests...
this week i am sitting for me monthly test which is so insignificant...
other skools arent having july monthly tests but our so-called concerned about our akedemik school is so concerned till we are the only skool having july test :(
a very big thks to our school headmistress...haha :)
so amazingly i am still onlining and havent feel scared yet...
tmrw i am facing my killer paper...CHEMISTRY...*argh the horror*
thk God bio was good la n so was add math...
wasted i din get to sit for me history paper today for our teacher was absent from school...
i read history de n now i have to continue studying it until i finish the paper...
argh shud have done the paper like today so that my mind can be free...
killer day is like thursday... 4 subjects in a row...
4 subjects ok...so cham... sumore is like language paper n one science paper n math paper..
i am so sick of tests... God pls help me...

i hope i wont fail all my subjects la... i wanna do better le :)
in all things i shall give thanks...
but truly i thank God for giving me last minute studies...
i like started studying on sunday while the next day i had test...
n thk God i had enuff time to study...
ooo, some sad stuff la... really sad la :(
i have to stop watching tv, onlining *but i will curi-curi la*, goin to bs n pm...
stop guitar lessons *sorry sifu ivan* n all the other church activities...
how i wish i dont have to stop all these fun activities...
haih...life of a student facing spm in like 120 more days...
that is like so near de u noe... n i still tak takut...argh...
haaa, imagine after spm...wohoo..i am free...
ooo, i might be able to go for youth camp de...
coz last paper seems to end on the 26th of november afternoon...
but problem is transport... the youths might be travelling in the morning to taiping but we have to find own transport le...we form 5s wanna go camp....
some camp details :

DaTe? 26th - 28th nOveMbeR 2008
VeNue? TaiPinG
PaYmeNt? RM 350 *got installment plan*
*camp ad n for more info log onto www.pf-igniteyouth.blogspot.com*

this year's camp can be explained with 7 letters

A.W.E.S.O.M.E!!!!

A.M.A.Z.I.N.G!!!!

so i am so looking forward to camp...

hope u ppl are too :)

p.s: pls pray for me tests n examinations that are coming soon...thks <3

Ground breaking!!!

2008-07-12T11:20:00.002+08:00

wo-hoo, just finished attending the ground breaking ceremony...
my church which is PENANG FIRST is building a MULTI-PURPOSE MINISTRY COMPLEX (MMC)...
n today is the day where all the church members gather at the MMC land to break the ground...
the place is superbly nice n all glory goes to God for He provided us with such a beautiful land...
we are all so happy n joyous this day...
all programs went awesomely well... n thk God for the superbly good weather...not too hot n it didnt rain!!! *wohoo*

i was already at MMC land @ 7.00am... n there were a hand full of ushers already...
the place was crowded with ppl in red tee shirts...
everyone was helping out keeping the place in order n arranging stuff...
then, it was like 8.00 am when all the ppl started walking into the land...
loads of ppl... this is like the first time i witness a ground breaking ceremony with like thousands off ppl participating...it is so cool...
ahhh, so at around 9.00 am Ps. Jimmie started the event with a prayer n the programs started to run...
we *IGNITE YOUTH* were in charge of praise n worship...
the there was a performance by the little kiddos from our church's taskas...*they are like so cute but i missed their performance -sobs*
then Ps. Marcus our church senior pastor came on stage to say a few words n did a tree planting event...
we planted a tree called pinang raja for it has significance in a christian life...
the tree is said to be able to withstand all types of weather...
n that is what our christian life should be... firm n strong in the Lord...
btw, did i mention our MMC is located near the sea... so nice...
can see the sun rise from there... n also the beautiful creations of God Himself...
so after tree planting...there was this balloon releasing thingy that went on... n all the balloon flew up into the sky...multi colour balloon every where... such a nice shot scene..then, the registered participants who took part in buying a spade did some ground breaking work *super tuff work* n dig the ground...
i was one of the participants *represent the IGNITE YOUTH* n i tell u... the land is hard... haha :)
then we were given a cute little souvenier... a pewter spade...*cool*
the participants actually paid rm 1000 for the spade...
n the money is used to build our MMC... n in 2 more years when i am 18 or 19 years old...

MMC WILL BE READY!!! WOHOO

2 years will be very fast n God is fulfilling His promises every minute...

well, ppl started goin off after the ground breaking thingy but some stayed on to have lunch there at the land... our church also had like a mini food fair there n all the money collected is channeled to the fund raising...
during the process when everyone is eating *including me =.="* they called for the worship team... argh, i couldnt finish me nasi lemak n had to go on stage T.T
but serve God first ma so ma go gila on stage again...
but this time is youth style la... *jump...jump...jump...*
was nice la n it is an awesome experience to serve in the ground breaking ceremony...
i cant believe it that the IGNITE YOUTH are the first ppl to worship God on the land that God has promised us... *FUN*
the programs were set to end at 12:30 but it just ended at 10:00...
which was super early so the youths rocked the stage la...
took some pics as well *chik-chek* but too bad my comp too slow to download the pics...
oh God pls bless me with a brand new computer... *amen*

so, i am now at the office typing this post which is kinda long...
cant wait for tonite's ignite service...haha :)
see ya guys then n have an awesome day!!!
WoHoo...God Bless Ya'!!!

worries haih

2008-07-09T14:36:00.002+08:00

hey there, sorry its been long ever since i blogged a formal post...
there isnt much goin on this week la...just the normal school girl stuff...
well, have been worrying alot these pass weeks...
about exams n future stuff la...
i am super scared like wat lidat...now scared till no mood to study...
i seriously dont know wat am i doin here...
i cant get serious with my studies le :(
tests are like next monday n i am still lenggang lenggang lidat...
like not sacred at all n all my other fwens all study like wat de...
but i really wanna get good grades this time la... for once la...
so dissapointed in myself la... like travelling a massive wave but cant surf...keep on being trampled by the waves... so sad la *sobs*
i dont even know where i am gonna be in the future...
with me looking at myself in the mirror just let me think that i am just good for nothing la...
argh, so geram with myself la...

i am now seriously counting on God to help me...
He is like the only person i can turn too.... He is my OVERCOMER n my STRENGTH...
at times i am always face bullets n kena tembak like wat lidat but He is my FORTRESS n SHIELD...
i will not worry anymore as it is written...
Do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own -Matthew 6:34-
"For I know the plans for you" declares the Lord. "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" -Jeremiah 29:11-
it is so great knowing that there is someone who manages all our worries isnt it...
its like a worry free life... but most of us go on worrying even though we know that all our worries wouldnt do anything for us...
our SOLUTION is GOD Himself...
we are just so blinded that we keep on worrying while God is just waiting for us to call upon Him...
Call unto Me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know -Jeremiah 33:3-
Seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you -Matthew 7.7-
we do not know the solutions to all our worries, therefore we should seek God for He knows the answer to all our situations...
run to Him whenever we face worries for worrying cant get us anywhere...
but God will settle everything for us...

>>>my prayer>>>
oh Lord, i come before you. Seeking You for help. I pray oh Lord that You will help me as i am facing all my tests/ exams n also chasing after my future each and everyday of my life... I know that You have a plan for me, plans to prosper me n not to harm me, plans to give me hope n a future. May You bless me with a great future. A future where i am able to serve You all my days. Each step i take pls bless it. All the decisions i make oh Lord may it be the best decision. Lord, You grant me Your wisdom to choose what is best for me.
No matter what decision i make pls bless it. I cast all my burden and cares upon You for Your burden is lite n Your yoke is easy. All i am is Yours. Thank You for all the thing You have done n bless me with. I am forever greatful to You. Thank You Lord.
Amen.

New e-mail Address

2008-07-07T17:25:00.002+08:00

YO! Good day mate...
okie dokie, i am goin straight to the point here...
i just editted my e-mail address yea...

Yahoo: gladys_ho_27@yahoo.com

Hotmail: gladys_ho_27@hotmail.com

so pls be informed yea...
see ya guys soon n have an awesome day!!!

btw, SPM is 128 days to go

n trials are just 58 more days...*scary*

n i guess i can go for camp!!! yipee :)

2008-07-01T13:56:00.007+08:00

as u can see no title for this post just random-ness la...
haha :) just look at the date, it is july's fool day...wohoo...
another day to trick ppl...haha :P
actually, today someone very hot is celebrating her b'day...
IT IS *drum-roll* STEPHANIE JAMES...
wohoo...hottie is celebrating her 17th b'day...
cant wait for my b'day to come...nyek nyek...
anyways, HAPPIE BURFDAY STEPHY THE HOTTIE!!!...
sorry no presents this time... i am seriously broke :(

ok, there goes the b'day wishes...
ah, now comes the comments...
i really want to thank SIR. ALAN POR for the comment he send me on me previous post la... appreciate it...
i call him sir becoz he teach us discipleship program for our youth in church...
well, i really appreciate comments coz i wanna know how u ppl think bout the post la...
coz i am also in a process of learning ma...
i might be wrong at times at what i say so pls correct me for my wrong understanding la...
in my previous post what i meant is that God allows certain stuff to happen la...
not that He is the one that tempts us...the Devil tempts us but God lets it happen...
to see how tuff we are n how strong are we standing upon His Words...
maybe some of u dont get wat i mean la so shoot me with comments next time if i am wrong yea...

well, today i din really went to skool la...
i went la but only until 8.30 lidat i cabut de...
was having a serious head-ache until tak boleh tahan de...
but in everything give thanks to God...
now i am getting better de or else i wont be blogging la...
the weather is seriously trying to kill some ppl like me...
i guess me super super painful head-ache is cause by too much exposure to the sun :(
my skool was having a volleyball n netball competition among our own skool sport houses la... n i dont noe why i have to participate in netball *wat a bummer*
cant believe i am in me house team, i oso cant believe it myself...
was so hot lo the sun... the heat was catching up while we have to race for the ball...
at least we did great yesterday although we din win the match but it was better than last year's mathes when we scored 0- *loss count of the other teams score*
we scored 6-10 yesterday which was a pertarungan yang amat sengit...
we werent hoping to even score 6 goals but thk God we did... haha :)
was running here, running there just to get the ball...
how i wish netball matches are held at nite... so cooling n no sun... hehe :)
so i was sick but i shall proclaim that I AM WELL!!! *Hallelujah Praise the Lord*
but u ppl out there pls cont. to pray for me coz am having sore throat T.T *sobs*

this week is a very busy week for me but i am happy with it...
have to serve in like 3 services this week or shall i make it 4...
first, prayer meeting, then sunshine kids n ignite n then on sunday services...
how great to serve the Lord...yipee :)
so pls pray that i will regain me voice la as soon as possible... hehe :P

n another unfortunate thing is that i have two cards that which requires ppl to give money for... i have to collect money from you la..
two card ok... crazy la two cards... i oso broke de sumore have to give donations for the school n our girl's brigade...
seriously dont like getting money from u ppl...
but if i approach u pls give me at least rm1 yea...
as it is written... it is better to give than to receive...
haha :P so give la yea... ur donation will be appreciated...

another monthly test is like coming in 2 weeks... n i aint prepared for it :(
n i dont feel like preparing for it too :(
i so 'love' tests n i shall confess positively...
can u imagine... mid-term just passed in around 3 weeks ago n now monthly tests are coming... so sad wan this life T.T
in everything i shall give thanks...haha :)

will not be posting this week de la..
too busy n i wont get access to the internet since tests are like so near...
n go check out our new ignite youth website...
www.pf-igniteyouth.blogspot.com
go check it out yea... it is really nice...
hear from me soon n rmbr to drop some comments :)
God Bless Ya!!

trials & temptations scary O.o

2008-06-28T09:12:00.002+08:00

sounds scary lo my title...haha :)
well, today i want to talk bout *stares blankly - thinks again*
about trials n temptations..
lots of us go thru ups n downs in life n thats for sure wan...
dont tell me u havent even went thru a problem in your life...
if u dont have a single trial that u went thru before u must be sleeping all your life away... haha :)
ok so, wat do trials n temptations mean???
>>> ask the genius--------->>>>>> ME!!! haha :P
no la... trials n temptations are actually testings that the Lord give us to either test our faith n our spiritual level in life...n also test our resistance from sin...
dont tell me u wanna be a big-sized full of abs person but ur spirit is like a dwarf like spirit...
some of us might just neglect our spirit sometimes n not feed them with the Word of God..
its like we dont feed ourselves n one day we will die of starvation...
imagine when ur spirit man/ wo-man dies... no one is there to save u...
u yourself wont realize that our spirit is dead...at that point, we will be like so far away from God... seriously FAR...

i kinda get this quote from bible study notes...hehe :)
ok so here it goes... 'God often allow situations as test, to see what choices we make'
its really true... there is always a good decision n of cos there will be a better one...
what will u choose??
if we arent connected to God (like our spirit man is dead) we will not make a very good decision... we will make decisions that will hurt us or even disappoint us...
some things in life we cant solely make a decision based only on our own understanding...
we must constanly seek God for His direction...
God holds the directions n plans for our life...
this life is not ours for He gave it to us to live it for Him...
God knows our weaknesses n strenghts n wat are the things that will hurt us...
when we make the decision by ourselves we cant seem to see wat lies ahead of us...
but God can...therefore, we should seek God for direction for He knows wat is coming next...

that is actually onli the choices part le...
hmmm, sometimes we might get fed-up by constant blows n bombs by the enemy rite...
we all do get bang-ed at times but we cant stay in the injured situations all he time...
i seriously always get tested by God...
n God let these things happen to see what choices we will make...
whether to retaliate or to submit to Him n forgive the person...
its like Job la, in the bible... God let the enemy show his profession when he tested Job...
but God noes Job's limitations in life...
so as for us, there is always an exit from every test... God noes how high we can jump n leap off the hill...
he wouldnt call us to jump 1000m for high jump while we are can jump only 100m...
he knows our limitations n weaknesses as i said...
He is trying to mould us n teach us as we all face the tests...
it is only preliminary tests that He is showing us...wait till the major exam...
that time, we must face the exam like what He taught us before...
at that time too, we are prepared to face the enemy n cut Him down...
n we will be bold to claim the land for Jesus...

as we face all the difficult challenges, we will grow stronger...
whenever we face situations that arent pleasing for us...
the first thing to do is to run back to God... seek Him for advise...
there is nothing better than to get help from Him...
since He knows wat is heading our way, He noes the best way to fix every situation...
we often think that we are capable of handling the situation but who can compare to Him??
we might even make the situation worse or even let the enemy conquer over us...
never give up when we fight the fight... for the battle has been won ever since Christ had died on the cross 2000 years ago...
dont believe in the lies of the enemy...he is trying to pull us down n get disconnected with God...
i have seen alot of ppl qoin thru test all beaten down by the enemy... n i feel really sad for them...their eyes are blinded by all the negative thoughts...
n one of the famous ques they will ask is 'God why must this happen to me at this time n bla bla bla...' cant u just get over it n tell God 'God, what shall i do next?'...
dont let the enemy over-power us... seek God as i say...
seek Him n u will find the way...

build ur faith in Him n trust in all His ways...
live by His will n not ours... it is His to choose n not us...
our life is Him not ours... we are merely dust if it is not for Him...
God is our SOLUTION to all things...
hope this post is encouraging enuff to let u ppl see from me point of view n get u thru all the trials n temptations...
God is on our side, we shall not be shaken....
God Bless You!!!

soul-cheq

2008-06-26T16:26:00.002+08:00

its been awhile since i ever did a soul-cheq...
n as u can see, my postings are quite side-tracked compared to the previous few...
hmmm, actually i came out with this blog to tell the passers-by about God n who He really is... but it kinda talks about me so my aim for this blog kinda bangged into the wall la...
so now, i am gonna get back to the mission of telling u ppl about Jesus la...*duh*

hah, so lets start with an average teenage life...
life aint that easy as wat it seems to others...
ppl often say that study life is the best n so on but we in skool are dying to grow up...haha :)
well, i am just an average skool girl having average grades n still hoping to get better grades without studying...haha >.<
on the other hand, i aint that close to God as what u ppl might see it la... i am seriously dissapointed in myself before this...
ever since the past few weeks listening to the camp CDs, i got very serious with God...
all these time i had forsaken Him n now i want to get close to Him??
isnt it unfair for Him...just neglecting Him when i dont need Him n just run back to Him whenever i face critical challenges...
i really failed Him over n over again but He had never ever forsaken us...
it is just not worth for Him to suffer all the heart aches all along seeing His children in this world goin after the things of this evil world...
how can God's love be so BIG n MARVELOUS...
just imagine la, will u ever give up your own precious son just to save the world...
n yet, He did... His love is so vast... nothing can compare to it...
for me even to give up watching tv is so hard...how about giving up my own son *if i ever have a son*... all the hardship i go thru raising him up n yet i have let him go... argh it is hard...
try putting yourself in God's shoes... how does God feel??
seeing us fall n get cheated by this world... n the truth is just rite infront of us...
we are so blinded n weak n frail... but these can all pass away when we find thruth in Christ Jesus... He is the Way, the Truth n the Life.... He is all that we need...
i feel that i am really dissapointed in myself...
getting myself trap in the lies of the enemy while i have God in me but i rejected Him...
the truth is already in me n yet i fall... fall all over n over again...
i am so sick of sinning towards God...
dont you think God is fed-up with us constantly asking for forgiveness when we repeat the same sin 1000000000000 times...
n He for gives us no matter wat...but is it fair for Him to do this for us...
let this be a great challenge for us to not sin towards God anymore...
it is hard but God is always there to help us...
call unto Him n He will answer us....

i just wanna get over sin n live a life that is pleasing to Him...
i always repeat the same old sentence but it is hard...
but i am sure God is leading me...
i dont wanna treat God the way i treat Him before...
i wanna make Him proud n i wanna be the person who claims my generation for Him...
it is a big dream, i noe...but nothing is impossible for God...
i want to be submerged in the presence n love of God...
i wanna tell the people how great God's love for us...
n it is really awesome... no one could ever love us as much as He does...
i really am gonna take up my cross n walk this land for Christ...
i cant do this on my own but God is with me...
i hope that all of us christian youths will just open our eyes n see the reality...
dont be trapped in the lies of the enemy n dont fall back into the sin that God has forgiven u from...
i hope that we all have the same vision to tell ppl about Christ n i hope u ppl will join me in this mission..

2nd IGNITE!!!

2008-06-23T15:12:00.002+08:00

as i said in the previous post, i am gonna brief u ppl bout ignite last saturday...
well, all went AWESOME, SUPERB, FANTASTIC, GREAT...
n no other words can describe la...
its just indescribable unless u are there... haha :)
uhh, the presence of God was just so thick la...
felt that we could actually worship Him even more n more...like never ending worship...
would be so great if we just continued speaking in tongues...
i really thks all the worship leaders n musicians coz u guys did a fantastico job...
but overall, all the glory goes to God for without Him we are merely dust...
was incredible la... cant wait for this saturday n get the same experience like ignite...
well, those of u who missed this ignite u better dont miss the next one...

so we, started off with the praise n worship...
n it was oni first session n it was great n super awesome la...
renee u did an amazing job...haha :)
super loved ur voice...cant wait to see u solo again...haha :)
veryn, u did well too... was awesome la to stand next to u a sexy punya person n songlead... haha :)
well, second session came around...
argh, future decided was the main song n it is still stuck in my head till now... haha :)
was fantastic la when all of us rocked the entire sanctuary...
i guess the e-mart ppl below us would be thinking some elephants are invading hunza...
jump like crazy until my feet wanna just flung off me body...
argh, the saviour king came along...
fu-yoh, was super nice la... i seriously love the song... haha :)

ahh, just cant wait to have the next Ignite...
n it is seriously gonna be a better one...
this time it was really superb due to the fact that all of us seriously seek God...
ask for repentance, made rite with Him, n really longed for His presence...
was super nice la...
how i wish i can re-live saturday nite... i seriously aint gonna let go or even trade the fire that is already in me for anything... i dont care but i wanna get this fire spredding n just light up each n every one...
haha :) so thats all about ignite...
n i hope the interview went well, coz i seriously dont know wat i was mumbling about...
but it was nuts la for me n renee to get interviewed by gabriel n go all lame...haha :)

so tune in for the next post soon...
see ya n God Bless!!!

???guess wat???

2008-06-22T18:22:00.002+08:00

hah...i just got a new hair cut...
wat a bummer... i cant say i like it but it is ok nia la...
all the hair cuts i get i dont really like them...
but its the same old comment lo 'it is ok nia la'...
hope me hair grows fast enuff before ppl start gag-ing n laughing n puke...
i really feel that i look as if i am a person from Taiwan...
coz the hairstyle is quite similar la :(
sadness nia... i never wanna be like a taiwan looking girl...
i mean i dont look like one but my hairstyle looks like one...
i dont mean taiwan girls are bad or wat la but i dont wanna be like them...
hmmm, haven been taking s.s pics la with me new hair...
coz of me utter memory which is failing me *argh the old-ness is droppin in*
i sort of left my phone wif meL n i forgot to take it back from her...
forgetful me as always... so i might get it back by tuesday...
by wednesday there *might* be some s.s pics de la in the phone... haha :)
well, will update bout ignite tmrw la...
goin for some taiwanese concert at dewan sri...
tataz n stay tune tmrw...

So Long....

2008-06-19T16:16:00.002+08:00

so long my sis, so long...*sobs*
my sis just went down to KL to attend her nephew's wedding...
wat a bummer... i already miss her..
i cant believe i am saying this... but i already miss her n christopher...T.T
i miss christopher's childish acts around the shop goin all elmo here n elmo there...
it is so much fun playing football with him n leaping like a frog just to make him laugh...
ahhh, i miss having lunch with me sis today...
we often curi-curi makan when we go out to send some flowers...
we would stop by some nice nice makan areas at the road side n just have a bite...
how cool... n mom doesnt even noe a single thing about this eating habit...
i guess she hates me thats why she keeps on letting me eat n grow side ways...
no la... she loves me... or doesnt she??

anyway, today was quite boring at skool...
we had a guru cemerlang chemistry to come n give a talk on techniques on how to answer chemistry questions...
i am sorry ms.pauline but i like ms. khor's teaching more >.< *blek*
haha...lucky me i din fall asleep...
then there was this technique menjawab prinsip akaun again after break...
which i obviously din attend coz i din take this subject but 7 other frens did la...
then, lessons continued with the ppl who are left in class but it was cool la coz just laze around while doin some exercise the teacher gave...

ahhh...bout my results...
i am actually quite happy with it la but i noe i can do better...
but to all me frens whether you loss to me in position or watsoever...

GAMBATE!!! WE CAN ALL DO IT!!!

WE WILL FIGHT FOR OURSELVES!!!

spm not here yet n we are not gonna compete with each other during spm...
we should be competeing with ourselves... haha :)
anyway, there aint any progress so far for my so-called revision...
but i have been revising the TV guides all day long... n memorizing all the history of it...
last but not least, i memorized some cartoon strips n solved some maths *sudoku*..
haha :)
well, bout my results again... i feel that it ain't fair for us to get like kedudukan dalam tingkatan... obviously, the number of subjects each class n each student takes varies..
not to say kia-su or wat but i feel that in class position oso not fair...
my frens who take extra accounts have to divide the total marks by 11 to get the purata..
but for the ones who din take xtra subjects oni divide by 10...
sumore, the arts stream wan divide by 9 subjects oni...
i feel that the teachers shud not calculate the position for it might cause some bo-kam-buan-ness in some ppl *that excludes me*
i am happy for my frens getting 1st n top 10 in class n even in other classes...
but the purata marks aint fair for all of us...
but CONGRATS to all who sit for the exam n got thru the red n blue inks...
report cards are out in a weeks time :( *argh, sobs*

well, 2 post in a week... so there will be another...
just log in for more news :)
God Bless Ya!!!

i have to...

2008-06-15T14:50:00.005+08:00

i have to buck up n run the race...
i have to take up the heavy textbooks n start revising...
i have to be ready for the arrows that are coming on my way...
i have to really change from the inside out...
i have to learn how to be a good fren...
i have to learn not to be selfish...
i have to learn to love others as others love me...
i have to surrender all that i am to God...
i have to be obidient...
i have to learn how to be humble...
i have to repent from all my ways...
i have to live with the reality...
i have to start leaning upon God...
i have to think positive n look to God...
i have to split myself into two...
i have to not feel regretful over the things that i have done...
i have to do loads of homework...
i have to take up 'the responsibility'...
i have to start seeking God in the rite manner...
i have to ace all my papers in SPM...
i have to be prepared for SPM...
i have to be prepared for competition...
i have to be prepared for alot of stressfulness...
i have to stop playing n start studying...
i have to stop blogging all day long...
i can only blog twice a week...
i have to quit onlining...
i have to be happy eventhough i am sad i have to do all these...

HAPEE BELATED B'DAY!!!

2008-06-14T09:09:00.005+08:00

ok, so someones birthday was like yesterday n i was so proud to be the last one to wish him...hehe :P
anyway, isn't it weird to see someone celebrating his/her b'day on FRIDAY THE 13TH...
creepy rite if ur b'day falls on that day...
to some it brings bad luck but i so totally do not belive in superstition stuff...
so who cares rite....hehe :)
well, this little boy who is a good bro to me ever since form 3 i guess...hmmm..
was celebrating his b'day at seoul garden n din even bothered to invite me...*sobs*
n he is the one n only

BENJAMIN TEOH KAH HOE....

how insignificant am i to him le...T.T
anyways, this is some kinda early*since it is only 9.20 am* shout out to him le...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRO!!!

May all your wishes are wishes that come true...
n may God grant me more opportunities to bully u... haha :)
btw, sorry din get to buy baskin's for u...
dont be sad, u have an opportunity to buy baskin's for me n urself on me b'day...
coz i noe u are gonna buy me baskins or else... u noe wats gonna happen...haha :)
*just kiddin le, i not that gila over baskins..*
so, i hope u love the card n the pic i drew of u n ur guitar... haha :D
plus hope u had a great taste of the cakes... n pls share it with ur *ahem ahem* la...
dont be selfish yea... haha :)

Give me an E pianist...

2008-06-12T16:52:00.002+08:00

yea...today's the day...
THE DAY... where we get up on our feets n embrace the audience with our high-pitched voice...
was a good try from all the 35 of us le... actually it came out good n right le...hehe :)
WELL DONE GIRLS... hehe :P
so, i will tell u the story of today...
haih, it was 7.30 when i reached skool n i was nearly late thks to me la...
anyways, as i enter the skool gates knowing all my other 14 fwens are not at skool *i am in a class of 20* it was quite laid back le coz lessons wont be carried out with oni 5 beauties n 1 lame girl *ME*
so, the entire morning we hang out at the hall practicing how to break our dewan windows...
then, we had our break n we were off to dewan sri pinang...
thk God that place no windows or else i dont wanna imagine wat will happen... *priang*

>>>at Dewan Sri>>>
wohoo... we are finally here... i meant there... haha :)
15 all well trained up choirs were waiting for the VIP to arrive *which is US le*
then we all get ready to watch other choirs perform n get ourselves all tensed up...
MGS saw good le but tricia*president of MGS choir* keeps on saying it wasnt that good..
they are actually aiming to get 1st... then PCGHS performed after MGS...
wow...i tell u wow... their singing is like way out of the boundary...
they hit notes like nothing lidat... i thing they can even sing notes which are out of this world... ho liau lo... was super amazed...
then, we got ready at the back stage area...hugging each other n praying like mad...haha :)
*so, the time has come to stand for all we believe in...so i for one am gonna give my praise to you....Jesus*
woophs...where was i...
oh, so the time has come for us to perform and shatter some wine glasses...
we sang Malaysia oh tanah airku n lean on me.... it was reaching perfect n we did our very best... i was amazed as well as i listened to the recording of us singing...
after that, we were of coz relieved n went into the dewan again...
to me surprise, chia ming came n approach me...
his mom was one of the judges... *i shud had call him to tell his mom to give us high marks...hehe :) *
after talkin to chia ming...we went up the stairs n talked to our pengetua...
she said we performed way better than last year n bla bla bla...
n after that cass wanted to sit with oliver n daniel who are from her church who are sitting at the top part le...
mana tau, teacher was searching for us n couldnt find us...
soon, more of our skool members sit at the top part of the dewan... a sum of at least 8 of us la...
then, pengetua got a lil bit angry n told our teacher advisor to jot down our names n demerit us...
and when we looked at her when we were sittin with oliver n daniel, she just smiled at us...
she could have just told us to go back down to our respective seats...
haih...nvm bout that...
so the time we have all been waiting for... RESULTS *drum roll*
3rd placing - MGS
2nd placing - PCGHS
1st placing - Heng Ee
MGS were quite dissapointed la n so is PCGHS...
Heng Ee was like shouting n stuff after knowing that PCGHS took 2nd place...
knowing that they were gonna be 1st...
so, we came back empty handed but it was the experience which was most valueable...
far more better than trophies... haha :P

so i am now back sitting in front of the comp le...
was a great day la... n i really wonder what me fwens are doin at a ceramah in MBS...
cant wait to hear from them tmrw...
tataz :)

THKS

2008-06-09T17:36:00.002+08:00

ahhh... i would just give some special thks to meL n reNee for the quiet time on saturday...hehe >.<
thks for everything u had done for me...really appreciate it...
thks for praying n caring for me too...*muaxx*
especially to reNee was great song leading with u...
i RESPECT ur ho-liau-ness in playin the guitar...haha :P
must teach me yea my young sifu...
n meL thks for being there le as always...
always concerned bout me n stuff...
n always rmbr me where ever u go... especially when u wanna buy CDs...nyek nyek
haha :) really had great times with both of u...

haha...this is a funny one but pls dont think senget...
thks to ps.wayne *respect u man* for sort of sharing all the stuff that happened in camp...
was really an eye opener...
thks to meL oso who just called up n call me to delete all the secular songs...
was quite blurrr when u suddenly said 'faster, go delete all ur secular songs'...huh??? *at first*
but thks for the awareness from both of u...
preach it ps.wayne preach it...haha :)

anyway, thks to all me good pals for being there for me when i need u guys...
i may not be good fwens towards u ppl but i am still in the process of learning...
so pls help me be one...hehe :P
luv u ppl... u make me day all day...
but the ultimate fwen is still Jesus who makes me world go round...
but He gave me fwens like u whom i treasure loads as well....
great to have all of u as fwens... *HUGS*

i suck to the max....

2008-06-09T17:02:00.002+08:00

why am i sayin this???
i oso donno actually....hehe :P
ok le, i noe le but it is some kinda stupid reason why le...
i am really seriously slacking in my studies n my service to God... *i can't believe i am typing this out*
i feel like crying when i say this but i seriously am dissapointed in myself...
i cant believe i can let so many ppl down...
argh...i am so geram at myself since saturday nite...
i cant believe why i cant just feel confident n not fear...
it is seriously easy to say but hard to do...
u might ask why so scared all of a sudden after song-leading for so many times de...
but still i donno... its just that anxious n fearful feeling...
i am in utter despair... i am like facing an exam which is playing with my emotions...
i am so weak but still i feel strong at the same time...
i am so stuck in between of stuff...
i really wanna change n i thk lots of ppl who are praying for me but ...
God, are u really moulding me???
or are You moulding me but i just cant accept it??
i am so blurr n confused...
i really wanna CHANGE... *huhu -sobs*

i really am losing myself at times...
all might seem well with me but am i really well???
i myself dont know le... how stupid rite, you are you and you dont know how u feel... *stupid gladys*
how will my reflections show who am i truly on the inside???
i am losing my guts all of a sudden...
it is like i am losing wat i've got best in my life...
can someone pls HELP!!!
help me be a better song-leader with good leadership qualities as well...
i sort of have this meter which grades my performance n my meter is showing me that i am so suck-y...
argh, why am i feeling this???
i dont care wat ppl say bout me but i always grade myself ...
i seriously dont even noe wat i am talkin about...
but i am not happy n not satisfied with my achievements now...
i really wanna do more n serve God with all my heart but things cant seem to turn out the way i want them to be...
am i the only one facing this??? i feel so alone... but i know i have You...

all i can do is just pray n i hope that all of u can pls pray for me as well whenever u feel like it...
oh, God pls help me out of the lies of the enemy...
i dont wanna sin anymore... but why is this world so cruel?? cant i just live a life which is plesant n righteous in Your sight...
pls help me to build up n not be contented with the situation n status i am in... i want more of u oh Lord...
fill me up once again n rip out my sorrow-ful yet dry heart...
i wanna be IGNITED n FIRED up for u JESUS!!!
i dont wanna be just an ordinary girl who just watches the world go round...
i wanna be the girl who makes the world go round n move with it...
i wanna make a DIFFERENCE in ppls life n touch hearts for Jesus...
this is truly my passion but God pls help me fulfill my service to You...
You had never ever failed me but i am sorry for failing You most of the time...
not my will but Your will be done, oh Lord...
this life is not my own... i lay them down at the alter n pls use me as u wish, oh Lord...
i cast all my cares upon You for Your yoke is easy n Your burden is lite...
i count on You n when i am weak, i am made strong in You...
i dont wanna depend on my own strength but i wanna fully depend on You... the maker n holder of my life....
i shall give thks in everything n blessed is your name on high... AMEN!!!

2008-06-06T18:27:00.001+08:00

argh...still cant get the thingy done...
i mean the blogskin thing...
so i decided to stick with this one...

i am over n out...
tataz :P

is it ok??

2008-06-06T08:30:00.003+08:00

well, is my blogskin ok???
i have no idea bout it coz my comp too lau beh *again!!* so i cant see the entire thing...
which makes me wonder why i can't...
so i need comments from u guys le...
PLS HELP ME!!!

n if u have any amazing sites with cool blogskins pls inform me or intro to me le,k...
so at the mean time pls bear with me n my blogskin...
anyway, thk God i dont have to change skin like blogs... its not nescessary le but wanna make it nice mer...

BLOG STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!!

pls log in for more exciting news on the life of a girl next door yea...
eventhough the blogskin might seem ugly...hehe :P

Have a splendid day ppl & God bless ya :)

2008-06-05T10:39:00.002+08:00

so boring le...
most of my frens all go church camp n i am missing all the fun =(
anyway, was thinking bout changing me link n blogskin...
but too bad me aint a pro so everything went hay-wired :(
really found a nice n cool blogskin but cant use so cham...
this will be a short post la... so no worries..i wont bore u to death...

was wanting to download diner dash but it takes 9 HOURS!!!
crazy lo... the thing is that i really want a streamyx but my lau-beh comp is so stupid n cant use streamyx...
its so saddening nia...
how i wish pc fair faster come around...so that i may buy a new pc without the nagging...

haih...wat a holiday...
btw, this aint an emo post le...just utter boring-ness... bleh >.<

2008-06-02T08:59:00.002+08:00

fuh-la-la, yeaterday's sunday service was super nice ler...
i like Rev. Pam's amazing testimonies n miracles that she encountered with her entire life when ministering bout God's Word... so cool le to see God's hands at work n stuff like that...
imagine u seeing some dead person rise up to life again...isn't it amazing??

anyway, after service me n mom sort of went scouting for food le...
we were super hungry n yet cant decide where to eat...
so we sort of pass new world park n i just pop out the que...
'why don't we eat at new world le?'
she agreed le but she say she wants to makan something with rice...
argh, the typical chinese woman... claims to have rice everytime n anytime...
mana tau, we bump into some youth frens of mine le...so coincidental le...
hmmm...maybe they were stalking me or something...harhar *just kiddin'*
anyway, this portion is for ben tan...
hmph, if u tembak me again... u beteer watch out yea... u akan kena satu hari nanti...MUAHAHAHAHA...
just kiddin le... i not that evil wan.. i super innocent wan...its just the fact ler...
anyway, back to lunch...
mom was wanting to eat at a nyonya restaurant which i am NOT gonna eat at... eeky place ler...
she actually thought that it was under renovation coz most of the shops at that portion are under renovation...
n sumore the nyonya shop was like blocked by a huge tree...
n therefore, she was blinded le but me big mouth n big goo goo eyes saw that it was open...
n i just told her that it was open... *i am so dissapointed in myself*
i sendiri oso din wanna eat there for i aint a typical chinese girl ler...
well, i actually wanted to please her le n not be so self-fish ler...
*i was actually wanting to eat at white coffee or bbq-chicken or manhattan fish market le-nyek nyek*

so we entered into the empty restaurant... n if i were her i wud have cabut-ted n lari if i saw a creepy n empty restaurant le... but she insisted on entering la... wat to do ma obey nia lo...
so we sat down n i looked at the price...fu-yoh...u cant imagine man...
mom wasn't looking at the price she was just concentrating on 'i want rice, i want rice'...the blurr-ness of moms...
so, i din make any decision on wat to order just sit down n look at the menu...
i actually dont wanna feel bad if i order coz i ain't paying mer...
my tummy was like talking de n they made us wait so long while there ain't a single customer in sight xcept us...
finally, the food came n we obviously stare at it at first...
the portion was small le but two ppl can makan de la...but with the price that we pay it wasn't worth it...
n may i shock you even more... a small cawan of chrysantimum tea *like the small kopi-o cawan at the kopitiams* was like 2 buck de n wat more the food...
well, the food like no taste le n i donno why an aunt of mine say it is nice n bla bla bla...
she totally cant be a food taster... haih... i pity u le aunty...hehe :)
so here comes the moment of truth... where the bill comes...
ta-da...waliau...it was rm 40.85 ....for like 3 dishes, 2 rice n 1 chrysantimum tea n 1 glass of nutmeg juice...
i wud rather eat at any other restaurant such as mizi bistro, bbq-chicken, manhattan fish market or even nasi lemak at white coffee there...
if we were to eat at mizi bistro, it wud have cost us the same price but we get free flow of ice-cream...
argh... i will never eat at that nyonya place ever...
my tummy wasn't happy n even the one who payed wasn't happy too...
good thing, i wasn't the one paying...

me n mom was looking around the place n we made a decision to fill our stomachs with something nice n delightful to compansate wat we eat that made us moody a bit le...
so next stop MCDONALDS!!!
it was the 1st day of the month so ice-cream costs cheaper... a cone costs 50 cents rather that 1 buck...
and if u ppl noe, i am an ice cream freak le... i can eat ice creams everyday rather than chocolates ler...
n i just ate a pint of baskin robins with sexy veryn on the 31st...harhar >.<
so, we headed to mcd greenlane to get our ice creams...
i ordered the new flavoured sundae n mom ordered a cone...
argh, the taste of toffee banana sundae is just delightful... it taste like heaven... *well, i actually don't know how heaven taste like le - i haven't been there mer* hehe :P
so the next time when u visit mcd... rmbr to demand for a TOFFEE BANANA SUNDAE... n pls keep me in mind n belanja me a toffee banana sundae when u buy one...haha :)

after the sweet delight of ice cream we went home n sleep...
but before sleeping, i am so totally obsessed with a book by the title Where Rainbows End by cecelia ahern...
mich yeoh borrowed the book to me after the firts time i read it which is like 3 weeks ago...
thks yea mich really filling my hols with love story...*old gladys wont do that*
anyway, it is a wonderful book n i am sure one day there will be a movie based on it... which will surely make me kill more trees...
well, i dont know why i am so emo now which is really not me le...
i ain't like that ever since...*let me think*...hmmm, i never am like that till now...hehe :P
*is that a bad sign or something*

wow, this post is getting longe n longer by the minute...
better not bore u ppl out any longer... haha :)
tataz then...
Take care n miss me...
Have a great day n GBU!!!

random-ness

2008-05-31T08:33:00.003+08:00

these few weeks had been hard for me to go thru...
haih... i realize that sometimes ppl might feel differently than wat you feel bout yourself...
n of coz if someone comments bout me i wud try to change n accept it le...
but sometimes it is hard...

i had these so-called character cheqs by my mom le the past few weeks..
of coz its some kinda nagging to me ler... u noe le children are like that wan...
anyway, it was so hard to accept what she said about me...
i dont feel like i am the person she say i am...
i am so frustrated n confused...
cant she see that i cant be perfect... as if le she very perfect lidat...
sometimes ppl see things in us but don't they realize that we also see things bout them??
odd isnt it... why ppl can tell us their views bout us n yet they cant accept the views of others bout them...
i dont get it why she has to discourage me rather than to give me her fullest support on the things that i do...
i am so faking my life here...just like putting on a mask...
everyday is like...gladz is very funny n lame n stuff like dat but deep in side it hurts at time...
i mean that i am what i am but sometimes i just close up all my sorrows deep within me...

everytime when i ask God to break me n mould me to be a person with good character n bla bla bla..
am i really wanting to change??
when i want God to teach me to be a person that has good qualities...
am i letting Him teach or am i just listening but not acting to it???
i really want to change no matter in watsoever character i am...
to be better le of coz... but i need Your help Lord...

hehe... actually i feel that i am a total fake ler...
you see me differently at home n when i go to school i am sort of a different kinda gladz n in church i feel like i am another different kinda gladz... i feel so knocked out n frustrated about the change in character in different environment n fwens...
it is so sickening to act being innocent n good in front of your fwens while you yourself at home bash up your sis n scold your mom,rite...
ummm, i dont mean that i am that kinda person...but sometimes i am le but not till the bashing up of sisters n scoldoing mom le...haha :)
i am still quai but am i truly a quai person???
i want to know my real character... at times you might get confused of who you really are...
the change of various masks sinks the true character n face that God had given unto us...
isnt God sad to see that why His creation dont appreciate the charater He had planted in us but turn to masks to hide their true feelings n characters...
if i am God i will truly be sad in the bottom of my heart...

now, i dont wanna make God sad anymore n i really wanna be what God has made me to be like...
i dont care whether u say that i take advantage of ppl n also sell fish... i dont mind...
if u see me that way then let it be... but i still wanna change le so pls tell me if i am one...
but if i show u wat u are like i hope that you can take it too...
no hard feeling le coz we are meant to teach each other n mould each other to be more Christ-like mer...

hah...finally it is out from my herat wat i truly felt...
i guess this is all for today le...
see you ppl in ignite tonite n take care fellow readers...
Have an awesome n great day finding out who you really are n God Bless You!!!

2008-05-30T08:45:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK!!!! wo-hooo....
so, did u ppl miss me??? i am sure u did...everyone misses me...harhar *perasaning - just kidding*
anyway, as you can go read my last few postings... i stated that i was goin for a camp le...
so today, i am gonna walk you thru all the stuff i learnt n went thru at camp...

>>>scene 1 (day 1)>>>
ok... so where is this camp held at???
it is actually held at the Christian Convention Centre (CCC), batu feringghi le...
too bad cant go out to batu feringghi to buy cetak rompak n sun-glasses plus all the awesome slippers... haih :(
anyway, day 1 was quite calm ler...not much but the games was quite fun ler..
got to mix with loads of new fwens from different schools n churches...
as always ler... i was the totally crazy n wacky one among them...
but fortunately, i found a few who are crazier n wackier than me...haha :)
we had some workshops... n we were split into groups ler...
i was in the red team... *GO RED HAWKS*
i attended the stomping workshop... it was awesome ler..
super fun... n get to learn how to do creative stuff n also dancing ler..
the sermon was great n it was conducted by one of the youth pastors from PCC...
her sharing was super funny n enjoyable...
well, meL had to go for the Hillsong concert...so she left with viviEn...
n did i mention, she had to call her mom to speak with the camp co-ordinator in order for her to leave the campus... n it took her 30 min or more to get thru to her mom... haiz... i am so dissapointed in u meL...
i actually slept at like 2 a.m. the firts nite le... oni got 4 hours of sleep T.T *sobs*

>>>>scene 2 (day 2)>>>>
so, it was early in the morning at about 6 a.m.... the toilets were hogged by loads of girls...
actually i was one of them ler... nyek nyek...
then, breakfast lo... actually the food there is nice le... no complains except for the water...
the water got some kinda taste ler... who cares actually...
anyway, the morning session was taken over by one of the PCC youth leaders, wilson...
he was super funny as well ler...
then we had our workshops... i went for the guitar workshop ler...
WOW... i tell u... WOW!!! it was a fun class ler... learnt a lot of stuff bot the guitar...considering me as a beginner still le... hmmm, n i dont know much bout me guitar... *saddening nia*
actually, the teacher was also from PCC ler...
his name is geoffrey a.k.a geography... haha :P *hope i got the spelling rite*
there were 2 teachers ler but he was teaching beginners ler...
n i tell you... their guitar skills are superb ler... their standard is super high...hehe :]
then, games lo... fun ler...games sure fun wan mer... hehe :)
then, we went for wash up n then service again lo...
after service... we had our main activity which is the masquarade...
it was super fun... n each group were suppose to present a skete le...
the funniest skete was from the yellow team...
coz the leader was a super wacky person ler... n he is also very creative le...
after that it was suppose to be lights out de ler... but we cho siau in the dorm le...
n it was some how the last nite de so we all planned to stay up till morning but our mission failed le...
everyone was like exchanging contact numbers n e-mail addresses... which was a normal sight in most camps le...
then, sarah, renee n eunice came to our dorm to play some songs ler which sarah composed for a cockroach...
it was kinda funny n super creative lo...
then, they were called back to their dorms coz it was quite early de... it was 1.30 lidat ler... so early rite..
i slept at about 2 a.m.... which is another 4 hours of sleep nia :(

>>>>scene 3 (day 3)>>>>
haih...last day de n i was song leading ler...
everything went well le... thks to my musicians *renee, joshua, oliver n javern*...
was cool ler coz i called the campers to the front for praise n worship ler... since last day de...
then, more syok mer do something different...hehe :P
wilson conducted the morning session again... n we attended a BGR workshop le...
was kinda interesting yet funny le...
ahhh... n so here it is...prize giving time...
our group THe ReD HaWKs... won 1st placing....from the front,k...
so nice...was really the team work n God's spirit in us le...
n the saddest part... we had to leave de...
was quite sad ler... coz we might not know when we will all gather together again...
n we might not meet each other anymore le... *sobs*

so that was it le... came back to the shop with clairissa who waited for her father...
after that, i kinda slept le... was super tired n exhausted...
oOoOo... i forgot to mention that the toilet was super creepy...
when u open the door the lights will suddenly go on and when you get out from the toilet the lights will turn off by itself...freeky n creepy at the same time...
actually, got some sensor thingy le... quite canggih oso le...
i was oni knew bout this on the 3rd day...haha :)

well, heard that the concert was great le...
am not gonna be sad coz i am goin for the SYDNEY HILLSONG CONCERT soon!!!
must confess le... n pray alot alot.... *nyek nyek >.<*
i hope that tmrw's praise n worship will be awesome after the experience of the concert le...
its also by God's spirit oso le...cant depend on human strength alone...

thats all for today... tune in for mre exciting stories soon...
have a great day n God bless you!!!

2008-05-27T09:28:00.002+08:00

CAMP!!!!! TODAY!!!!!

YIPEE YIPEE YAY YAY!!!!

well, its tuesday already...super fast lo...

n i will be goin for camp later this afternoon...for 3 days ler...

so all my loyal readers dont miss me yea... *i noe u will -->perasan*

nyek nyek..

yesterday, we (jeremy, juven, melissa, veryn, viviEn n me---->according to alphebetical order ) went for a movie...

The Chronicals of Narnia... it was a super nice n cool show ler...

donno why ivan neoh so bad in judging say the show was boring...

it was awesome ler the show... all of u who havent watch yet, better dont miss the show...

i totally love the lil rat in the movie le...so CUTE!!! hahax :)

n ppl pls dont buy cetak rompak wan DVD yea... must support ori punya stuff mer...

hehe :P

well, i have to go now... see ya guys in another 3 more days!!!

>>>>>VROOOOOMMMM>>>> off to camp!!!

On HoLiDay MoDe!!!!

2008-05-26T11:23:00.003+08:00

wohoo... its holiday de but for 2 weeks oni ler... good enuff...
anyway, to start the hols. today my church fwens n i are goin for a movie...
actually i am not sure who is goin oso le...but who cares rite...
can go out watch movies with fwens can de ler...
we are probably gonna watch NARNIA!!!
we are splitting into 2 groups ler... one watching narnia n another group watch indiana jones...
cool ler... so nice to start a holiday...

hahahaha.... i am getting over the fact that i am not goin for hillsong concert...
n in God's will n perfect time... n i confess...
that i can get free tickets to HILLSONG SYDNEY!!!! woohooo....
as viviEn say ' now u cry ler...but when u go for the sydney one we pulak cry'...hehe :P
so starting now i have to pray real hard n confess that i am so gonna go for the sydney concert...
so those who always show off that u goin to the concert dont cry yea if i go for the sydney one...
anyway, camp is like TMRW... i so cant wait...hehe :)
just imagine all the fun we are gonna have during the camp...
i still think that the camp should be like 4 days 3 nites...but too bad its oni 3 days 2 nites :(
if longer better lo... can enjoy longer mer...

well, the sad part of hols are that have to study oso... T.T *sobs*
n imagine after the hols.. we are getting our mid-term exam results.... *bang head on wall*
dang... i shall confess that i am so gonna ACE all my papers...AMEN!!! Hallelujah praise the Lord!!!
sumore our choir comp has been tunda to the 12 of June... just rite after hols...
n the quite sad thing is that we are having pracs on the second week of hols... *haih*
but look at the bright side... we can enjoy the hols singing with all our brilliant frens... *FUN*
so pls wish our school choir the best of luck ler for the comp...
ohh... n its held at dewan sri pinang... *syok-nessss*

thats bout it ler bout my hols... serious boredom compared to the other ppl who are travelling ler...
anyway, i am happy wif wat i got ler... *nyek nyek*
Have a pleasent n great HOLIDAY to all the students n teachers of malaysia...
buh-bye... tune in for more exciting news....

ITS OVER!!

2008-05-23T13:38:00.002+08:00

it is finally OVER!!!!
n it is finally here...all of u... i now announce that
I AM FREE!!!hehe :P from exams ler for the moment...
but not for long...so i have to enjoy my 2 weeks of hols to the FULLEST!!!
ppl out there who are goin for movies pls dont hesitate to invite me yar...
cant wait for camp too... its oni 3 more days to go...
n its also 4 more days to hillsong concert ler... T.T *dont talk bout it*

well, today i sort of embarrassed myself in front of a few teachers ler...
*ask me if u wan more info on it*
anyway, we got our chem marks today just after the sickening bio 3 paper...
so low ler my marks but i sort of like noe i will fail this test ler...hehe :P
i am well prepared n i noe wat my marks will look like ler *shades of RED*

well, its a very short post compared to all the other postings i posted last time ler...
anyway, would like to share a joke wif u ppl...

after a teacher had concluded his teaching on the right use of English words, one student approached n challenged him.
student : i bet you teacher that you can't use the word 'because' three times consecutively in a sentence.
teacher: is that a challenge?
student: yes, it is.
teacher: alrite... you cannot make a sentence with the word 'because' because 'because' is a conjunction. You lose...

*hehe :P -this joke really is funny... i got the joke oni after reading it for 10 times...haha :P
if u dont get it pls read again...harhar :D

Have a great day then...
hear from me soon... take care n GBU :)

WoW WoW o_O

2008-05-22T17:30:00.002+08:00

hehe...wow wow...
hmm...quite random post ler today...
i did quite badly for bio today...
julie u gonna belanja me makan ice cream de..hahaz :]
out of 7 questions... i oni can answer one sub-que in one ques... so sien...
but the best thing is tmrw is the last paper..yahoo!!!
cant wait for the holidays... hehe...

there were a few other bad stuff that happened to me today ler...
our school choir cant sing the song we practised n chosed :(
so sad le... choir comp. is like in 3 weeks time n we havent got a song to sing...
how ler now... now have to sing a song which most of us hated n the song seriously bring back loads of bad memories ler...
haiz... for the sake of the comp. :(
n got sumore bad stuff which really hurt me feelings ler... *emo again*
haiz... seriously dont know wert i talkin bout oso...haha :P

anyway, just to update update u ppl ler...
okie ler... have to prepare for ttn de...
arigato kozaimas for reading his random n stupid post...haha :)
have a great n awesome day!!!

its like so sickening nia...

2008-05-21T16:16:00.003+08:00

argh...finally i am emo =.=''...
super emo-ness filling into me, man.... argh someone pls HELP!!!!
i am so deep down sad le...
talking bout it already makes me kinda sad de...
fine...i will say it...
I CAN'T GO TO HILLSONG CONCERT!!!!
[i am goin crazy de... talking to myself]
its just the fact that i myself cant accept ler...
n ppl pls stop asking me why... it really sinks me again...
the reason is that i have to attend some CF camp la...
n to get over the concert thingy... i will confess this everyday till the camp comes...
I WILL ENJOY MYSELF AT CAMP!!!!
hahaz... its sort of a challenge for me as well coz most of my fwens who are goin for the camp are non-christians...
so.. its time for us christians to reach out to them...
n i shud take hold of this chance or so-called responsibility to reach out to them ler...
pls pray n hope that i can bring some frens to noe who Jesus really is...
plus i am serving there in camp sumore...

so ppl who are goin to the concert... if u ever read this portion...
GET ME A CD AND BROOKE N JOEL'S AUTOGRAPHS!!!!
argh... i finally said it...hahax :]
this is my only wish..pls grant this wish to a lil innocent young girl *innocent eyes with angelic wings*

exams are goin ok ler... not that bad n not that good ler...
3 more papers to go n i will be free...
the best part is once after i finish my papers...i am serving again...hehe :P
the greatest thing o do after examz... SERVE GOD!!!

n finally, i watched transformers...haha... i am so totally outdated ler...
plus i watched ah long n p.s. i love you...
mich yeoh *the actress* u really have to watch the show...
n the show p.s. i love you is super emo-ing for me *sobs*
i will never watch this show again... it makes me kill more trees...haha :P

thats kinda all for today le...
sorry, for not updating till now la coz my internet connection was down n plus my CPU went ka-boom...
haha :P
see ya ppl soon.... take care!!!!

ITS SATURDAY!!!!

2008-05-10T12:25:00.002+08:00

yipee... finally a day to get some rest after a week of indescribable exams...
phew... one week over, two more weeks to go...hahax :P
even though one week is over but most of the science papers all done and over with de...
not so stress le like the first week... hehe :]
am quite tired after a sum of oni 20 hours of sleep last week...
the min. amount of time that i use to sleep is around 56 hours...
i sleep at least 8 hours a day,ok... if ur maths aint that good le...

well, this exam week was really a great n fantastic week for me...
i sort of 'chiak cho eok' - makan salah ubat... or 'bo chaik eok' - tak makan ubat...
was totally stressed up n feel like jumping off a rooftop...*dont worry i dont do it in reality*
i actually was quite wacko n hyper the past few days le... *want more info ask my school frens*
am so totally not gonna regret for not studying...
i am seriously gonna 'SCORE A's' for my exams...hehe :P *think positive*

so tmrw is like... wat day ar???
sunday the 11th of may le... swt le me =.=...
yea rite... its MOTHER'S DAY!!!!
so to all my fellow daughters out there *u noe who u are... dont pretend u dont noe*
better remember to buy me anything that is edible n i dont wan flowers,k...
i have always been a loving mother... n now its the day when i can be pempered by my daughters...*giggles of happiness*

hmmm... was reading Rev. George Ong's humour books... SUPER DUPER FUNNY....
i hope thru reading these books it wont make me make lamer jokes next time...haha :X
his preaching was super funny le... really a great book to read...
i was actually shocked to see my mom purchasing the entire set of 12 books...
unbelievable * it still shocks me O_o *

anyways, will be updating soon le i guess... *quite addicted to blogs - thk God its not drugs*
hear from me soon... tataz :D