*tRiaLz....*

i just wonder why we humans must face alot of trials...
its not the trial examz that i am talking about...
the trials i am talking about are testings that God put in fornt of us to test our faith in Him...
i have been facing these things for days with my mom...
just dont understand la...
all of a sudden anger and nagging start... without any reason...
there might be a reason for it to happen but i dont know why all of a sudden kena marah...
just little little things oni angry like the world is falling like that...
so fed up la...
oh God, why did You let me go thru all these sickening stuff...

well, i finally got a few reasons that we have to go thru all these stuff...
there is actually no trial or problem that God will put before you that you cannot go thru...
He knows our limitations n our strengths...
so He will not let you give up fighting for the better...
its not that you have to fight with the other party to win...
you should fight together against the enemy...
the enemy is there to steal, kill n destroy... horrifying rite...
but we as the child of God shall not fear...
for it is written,"He that is in us is greater than he that is in the world."
there is nothing that our God cannot do...

You might say,
"then why God still put trials in our lives??"
"why God didnt lend a helping hand when i face trials??"
God put trials in our lives to make us spiritually matured enuff to be able to face other battles that are heading our way...
He is also testing our faith in Him...
see whether we stand firm upon His word n promises...
seeing whether you are able to call unto Him for help...
its like superman... he only comes to the rescue when u call his name...
God is like superman... but He is greater than superman...
you might think, "He doesnt noe i am facing trials meh??"
He always noes before you are aven facing those trials...
He actually wants to see whether you are clinging upon Him or on your own strength...
He wants to make sure that He is the center and the pillar of our lives...
for He is a jealous God n He doesnt want us to put anything before Him...
Its also a self spiritual check-up for us...
to be assure of where God stands in our lives...
whether He is our number 1 or is there sumthing that is blocking our relationship wif Him...
there is no doubt that sometimes we might sway away from Him...
but when we have a soul check, we should buck up n realize the reality...

i sort of learnt sumthing thru all the hardship...
facing the music n felling sad most of the days...
n now i am assured of where God is in my life...
He is the center of my life...