whining... *yes i am*

argh... sumthing or should i say that someone is really getting on my nerves...
i really dont understand her sometimes...
she really got on my nerves this time...
i seriously dont know how to handle her right now...
i dont even noe whether i am wrong or am i innocent...
these few days are just full of attacks la...
kena tembak her then kena again... din even get to rest from all the problem that i faces the past few days...
now the pile of bullets are piling up... n i cant handle all these on my own...
i really have to change for the better...



sometimes, you cant blame those who din do anything toward you...
it make ppl think that you are just wrong n might wanna correct you...
but u cant accept it... wat is this la,man..
you might not know but u get on ppls nerves sumtimes...
complaining is not the solution... n neither is shutting up...
its better if u just throw your mind out n speak up la...
n oni ppl will noe the situation ma...
you will make the situations even worst if you tell everyone about it n shut yourself up from the person you are having problems with...
i cant get wat you are right now... i mean like your attitude n stuff...
you said you wanna change but are you keeping your words...
or your change is to change for the worse...
you might say that i am wrong n i created this problem...
but i dont see where am i wrong n you din even tell me where i went wrong...
i tot u said, friends stab you in front wat...
tell me straight forward la...
i am willing to change and say sorry for good reasons wat...
i always check where i went wrong but i seriously cant find my mistake...
am i the problem or are you just facing an emotional distress...
i am always willing to talk to u n i am not even angry...
why should i be angry...
there is nothing that is making me angry...
its just that you are getting on me nerves... i just dont know where to chuck you...
i dont know how to care for you or even advice you de la...
who cares... i dont give a **** de la... like you say lar...
you can say that i am a bad friend n i cant own the title "BEST FRIEND" ok...
i am a bad friend la... i cant even say that everyone are my besties... all of us are just friends...
n no one is perfect so all of us are wrong lar...
n pls dont complain or condemn yourself la...
no one say u stupid oso... u yourself say you stupid...
if u say u stupid then ma buck up lo... study lo...
i oso facing this wat... u got see me complaining or not...
keep it to yourself la...
tell everyone with your problems... do u think ppl can handle you after all your murmuring...
complains after complains... can ppl stand you... check yourself before you say others la...
really cant tahan you sometimes... but i just tolerated you every single time...
finally i can choot khee de...
i am sick to find the solution for all our arguements...
now u find the solution yourself...
i tak larat de...
i am always the one making up... now is the time to show me whether you really appreciate this friendship...
why am i doing all these things to build our friendship...

ppl pls pray for me...
am going to face alot of things to do...
marching n choir competition PLUS the EXAMS...
are all coming up next month...

God Bless You & have a great day...

-signing off-
gladz *peace*