MasQuaRade!!!

ahhh... the boredom of not having any pengawases in school today...
all of tham are coming back from camp today...
aww... i am starting to miss them...but not for long le...
it is sort of like a NO RULES DAY today...
anyway, i am currently in our school comp lab updating my blog...
taking away the boredom n siennn-ness...

>>>flash-back>>>
well, i talked to veryn over our sort of date at the mamak...
just the two of us... so lo-man-tik*guys dont be jealous coz she is mine - MUAHAHAHA*
we were talking bout our school n obviously church le...
actually we kinda noticed that we arent that close in skool but we are in church...
kinda funny isnt it...
we got into the topic of putting on masks at times...
covering up our flaws n saddness...
we cant blame anyone for this...
i kinda saw that i live in different atmospheres n i often fit in to it coz i try to put on a mask...
ok... confession time *yikes*
at school i am a nottie type of a girl le...
but in church i tend to be quai n innocent...
maybe some ppl dont notice la but i did...
with different friends i hang out with... sure got some kind of click lo...

but i feel that if we put on a good mask as in good attitudes n stuff...
we should keep that mask on no matter where we are...
if our friends are truely good n bestest friends they would accept u no matter what...
who cares about u being in their click or not... everyone is different...
there is no one who has the similar attitude n everything...
God made everyone differently... that is why everone is unique in different manners...
we shud not put different masks in front of different ppl...
that makes me feel like a hippocrate sometimes....
its like u are not even thruthful bout yourself...
it makes me quite confused at times n i might get some kind of character breakdown or something... =.= *confused*
anyway, i feel that it is best that we have a tetap punya character n stick to it...
later ppl think we fake in front of them...lagi worst :P

well thats part of the masquarade...
exams are like one more week to go n i havent started studying yet :[
i am mostly packed this week le...
all the church duties mostly fall on the first week of the month...
so i dont think i would be able to update u readers these few weeks...
if i really do update... IT IS A MIRACLE that i finished studying le... haha :)
wish me luck in me exams...
tataz :P *muaxx*