diSSaPoiNtmeNtZ 'n' ReSpOnsiBiLitiEs!!!

hmmm... i seem to be nagging my readers alot these couple of times...
all like advise le but it sounds like i am scolding u ppl or something...
i sometimes read me postings n cant even imagine that i am the one writing all these rants...
i dont even classify them as rants le... sort of advise to me n the ppl of this entire world...
haiz, enjoy the music that i am gonne play for u...
it might get bored but isten to it open-mindedly...

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well, i viewed a christian friend's blog a few days ago n it really hurted my spirit to see n read such stuff...
i aint that close to this person but i truly felt for him... its utter dissapointment showing up in front of the comp..
i cant believe someone like him would just slip away from God...
imagine all the sacrifises that God made n fun times u had with God n u just let it go just like that...
its not fair for God... u are hurting Him so deeply dont u see that...
cant u see all the hurdles that the devil has put in front of u... open ur big goo-goo eyes le...
all the busy-ness... playing dota, watching football till late at nite... wat benefit those all this stuff bring u???
the next day, u end up waking up late n its just an excuse to skip church...
do u think God is happy with u... cant u see that God is testing ur walk n faith in Him...
haiz... i am so so sad to see a friend just glide away from Him...
u were so close to Him back in Pg. last time or were u just faking all the 'i am holy' stuff in front of us back then..
even if ur spirit is dry, u should continue on going to church...
find the reason... the main reasons u are going to church...
n i hope that the main reasons are to be with God... to see Him n feel close to Him...
dont just give up knowing that God still puts His hope on u...
so darn dissapointed le...
no matter wat happens, dont give up hope... continue on... barge in...
PLS!!! I BEG U FOR UR OWN GOOD... GO TO CHURCH!!!

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have been facing some responsibility break down... *chuan tua khooi*
i am so dissapointed in me, myself n i...
am i the one that isnt responsible or is it u???
i am confused le... u might just feel that i have been bugging u for some stuff...
its just that i wanna complete my stuff n duties le...
dont just chuck me aside while u too are also holding the responsibility for the things that we are doin...
i am just helping...
i just dont get it at times... i might be pushy at time but its the best for both of us...
pls le take up ur responsibility... i dont wanna clean up all your mess at the end of the day...

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blah-ness...
hmmm... as u can see the day n time of this blog...
i aint at school...reason??? wanna study but wat am i doin now... BLOGGING!!!
utter dissapointment =.= ...
yesterday was so darn bored... i din even lift up my book n jumble the alphabets in them...
i was in front of the idiotic rectangular box watching some shows...
n also listening to i heart over n over again... sien-ness lo...
i just simply cant lift up the book...
anyone has a formula that i can rmbr then i dont have to study...
haiz... boo on me...
wish me luck in my exams...pls pray for mua...
to all me loyal readers... i must put a stop to my blogging for a few weeks...
do miss me yea... my deepest apologies...

tataz ppl... arigato kozaimas for reading...
Have a magnificent day n God bless ya :D