Crossroad....=/
its certainly a crossroad ahead of me now....i am so bad with planning n i suck :(
what shud i do next??? that question is like stuck in me head my entire 1 1/2months of holidays...not a peaceful holiday with that question lingering around...haih..
work??form6??college???NS??? all these are kinda me problem...
i hav been planning to shift me NS forward to the second batch but it starts in march...if it starts in march, i wudnt be able to work..coz i doubt any company wud hire sumone who will be working for 1 month only...
if i dont shift me NS to second batch, after college i still have to go for it...
if i dont shift me NS to second batch, i wud be the eldest there coz after college baru go..
if i dont shift me NS to second batch, i wudnt be able to go for it this year and get over with it...
if i dont shift me NS to second batch, i wudnt be able to work n dnt gt to collect money..
if i dont shift me NS to second batch, i may not go NS anymore coz maybe in another few years NS akan dibubarkan...haha
talking bout work now, if i work...i hav to gt morning or afternoon shifts coz no transport home if work till 12midnite...
and i cnt work on Sundays n Saturdays...haihz...n those are the days that have heavy traffic of shopaholics n customers...
and i dnt knw where to work n lots of companies no vacancy ad :(
form 6 or college????
i dnt knw wat course to choose if i go college!!!!!!argh...ish-ness, tak tahan!!!!
i really wud love to be in mass comm under PR but some say that i can do better than mass comm...coz i am in science stream and some advice me to take sumthing concerning science...haih..wat course then???? i dont knw, dnt ask me....argh...
and as i enquire from TAR college, fees might not be a problem coz its kinda cheap...but the courses provided are kinda little lo...
form 6...i oso dnt knw which stream to masuk..haih..
and form 6 is hard...why must it be hard!!!!
hmmm, one thing bout form 6 is that it is free..
if i dnt get 4 credits for stpm, i wudnt be able to enter local uni and i wud hav to waste money applying for a private uni...hmph :O
I REALLY DNT KNW ANYTHING BOUT ME FUTURE!!!!!!
its always so sickening and saddening to be in a dilemma like that and to be an indecisive person...thats who i am personally on the inside...argh!!! why must i be indecisive...ish-ness..
HELP ME GOD!!!!!!
posted by gladz @ 9:09 AM
1 Comments:
I'm also indecisive la..
I was in your shoes.
Lemme see.. you can try applying for a scholarship using your forecast results or actual results when it comes out if u really really wanna masuk college. If u wanna masuk tarc no prob la.. cuz my friends have scholarships based on their spm results n yea kinda cheap also..
den.. form six IS tough but not impossible. What stream you wanna take depends on which path you wanna go for in your future. Like for me, i still am indecisive but i know i'll prolly do something design or business related so i go into arts stream. If you wanna take arts, please do maths cuz it'll be better for you in uni and all.. haha.
And make sure you don't regret your decision to not work or work la. Cuz i regret big time not working much during my "holz". Haha but yes transpost is a huge problem. Look in the newspaper for job ads cuz got ppl wana emply part time workers also. Unless now recession d den they don't want to employ la..
Anyway, ns.. ha! dat one i duno. hehe. O yea if there are any edu fairs, please go and talk to the ppl there as they can help u get more info on A LOT of things. Anything la. ask many many questions.
THEN! You can always talk to Sis. Alice.. She will be a great help (:
ALSO! Rmb to pray for guidance! The good God will lead you wan.. (:
kisses!!!!!!!
All the best my dear.. (:
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