Sukan tara....

today, we had our sport's field events at school...
was so hot standing under the scorching sun...
kena sunburn de :(

well, green house had second placing... which was good enuff la....
i finally got the feeling that i shud support my house n not think bout who is the captain la...
coz if we win, we win as a team....
it doesnt matter if she wanna brag bout it or not... so i will better get my marching to march well this sport's day...
hehe:P
so much homework to do these past few days...
luckily, i got to postpone the date line to pass up the est folio till after the holidays... YAHOO!!!
all thks to who??? hmmmm....
ME.... haha :) [perah-santan-ing AGAIN]

Today is 27/2/08
meaning exactly 10 more months to me b'day...haha:D
must remember u noe....haha :P
actually, today is Christopher's b'day....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER!!!!

love u till the max... u r the cutest in the whole wide world... *muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx.muakx*
saddening thing is, cannot celebrate.... no $$$$...
next time must call someone to sponsor...hehe :D
it might be u there...
u there reading my blog...hmmmm...
thats a fantastic idea...wakakakaka :D

till next time,
chaos

problems, problems n more problems!!!

loadz of stuff are happening throughout the entire last week n till today...
so much to think about n time is not on my side...
too much stuff to worry...
examz are oni 2 more weekz to go n i haven't touch a single book so far...
sports day is one month from now n my marchers aren't ready yet...
my life is so in a mess...
quarrelings started like last week...so sickening la....

the pressure gets to me... eventhough i am not involved but its still a family thing...
i am sort of part of it la.... i might feel bad if i dont help out...
tired of giving advise... its hard la...

sometimes, all we think of is me, myself n i...
some ppl might pour out their feelings to you...
of course u will be there to advise...
but just take a sec and ponder...hmmmm....
who will be there for those who were there for you???
will u be there for them when they need you??
or will u just satisfy urself whenever u need them juz for ur own advantage...
leaving them alone when they need you...
be appreciative of those who are around you la...
never take them forgranted...
wateva they did for you, you should appreciate it...
don't just leave them when u dont need them...
its not wise la...
its like burning bridges...
both parties dont benefit... coz u will somehow lose a friend...

so much to think of in my mind...
Lord just HELP ME!!!!
i dont noe wat to do at this time.... Give me wisdom on wat to do....

Btw, sorry that all u readers have to read bout me problems...
pls bare wif me....
n bout the my blog being too small, its under construction....

cross-so-called country run...

today, we had our school so-called cross country run at Youth Park...
i wonder why they call it cross country??
we din even get out or even run across the whole penang island...

anyway, was of course tiring la for me... *penat like crazy*
but i got better than last year...i ran faster.... haha :P
at least got back when all the teachers still waiting for us...
unlike last year where they kept all the stuff n sit back relax not even concerned whether everyone is back de...
btw, thiz year got teman follow me run...
me lovely daughter... CASSANDRA!!! [love u loads] *don't think nonsence coz she is adopted*
unfortunately, i loss her for a few moments n catched up wif her during the run...
the houses around jesselton road is superbly beautiful... if i am rich enuff i will buy one....haha...
din win any medal la but i stole other ppls medal n wear...haha :D
if i win..the world must be turning at the wrong direction...

green house loss... for good la... hehe:P
too bad, so sad *huhu-sobz :(*
got reasons for me to let green house lose thiz year...
wanna noe more, ask me personally...

well, was actually very unhappy bout me school treating the sekolah jemputan ppl...
so bad la, our school din even bother to provide drinks n food to them during break time...
coz me fwen, Sarah was invited so i noe la....
ask the teachers that time, they say donno la... later will give them la...
all the excuses XD
din provide food ma just say so lo...nothing to hide wan ma...
finally, one plate of bihun oso din give ppl...

an update on me nephew,
he is getting better la... but still got lil bit of flue n cough...
our whole family got infected by his germs...haiz :P
thk God i din kena...haha :) *safe*

well,
till next time...
adios amigos berambus ... blek >.<

cHrisTopHer is Sick!!!

fear cometh in as we hear bad news spread among the family...
"Christopher[me nephew] kena BRONCHITIS... " say me sister
sounds scary la but the doctor say temporar oni but still
everyone stared in shock n fear after hearing the news....
it was probably my fault coz i let him taste the orange juice during chinese new year [i feel GUILTY]
huhu *sobs*
babies like him shud not be eating or drinking orange juices coz it will built in phlam n mucus around his throat n nose....
this happened a few days ago, but he went to see the doctor de n got some medications....
so hard la to feed him the medicine... move here move there sumore cry like crazy like that...
he rested at home so for a couple of days couldn't see him... i miss u la chris...
so cute la him... always play wif me... hehe:P
sumore his b'day is next week nia...don't wanna see him sick on his 1st b'day....

i just pray that God will protect him n make him a strong boy as he grows up... In the name of Jesus may he be healed... Amen!!!

-for those who read this post, pls pray 4 him. Thkz-

burden lifted!!!

finally the burden is lifted up!!! [hurray!!!]
i am so happie that finally bianca took over the green marching squad...hehe:P

THKS A LOT BIANCA!!! i love u [u noe that]

anyway, was way crazy la yeaterday... we had orientation for GB but not really ho liau la coz no time :(
din get the chance to splash water on me fwens[that of course is the best thing to do]
after GB, marching n marching n marching lo....
till green house practice... then, with the help of Bianca....
we finally have a new marching squad n she is now the new captain!!![WOOHOO]
i am so sad la coz kena SUNBURN!!![argh the horror]
i am as dark as charcoal now T.T
sumore me nose like red due to the sunburn...huhu*sobs*
was so tired but still went to prayer meeting [see, i so quai.... perasaning]
n mellisa say she misses her ta chiea coz now no one can fetch her out de...hehe:(
see mich... i told u de, ur sis sure miss u wan...haha :P
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went home with foot-ache[i dont think thats a word..but who cares]
marching n hentak kaki sumore... i am dying...hehe...
sores everywhere *sobs*...
if anyone care to help pls help me massage my feet...
WAKAKAKAKA!!!!

oh happie day! [echo:oh happie day!]
Valentine's Day de so fast...
Its like half of february is GONE...argh the horror...
so fast la time passes when i am having load of fun...
Well, quite busy today coz had to help in me mom's shop which is a busy place durin this LOVE SEASON...
[LOVE is in the air, everywhere i walk around]
family love la most important...so don't think senget stuff,k...

Well, went to gurney just now to buy some stationary...
n of course loads of couples hugging here n there....
buying chocolates n stuff... [so loving]

Its oso my fwen adelene's lil bro's b'day, so

HAPPY B'DAY KENNETH!!!!

sorry to say adelene n don't be disgusted la...
but ur bro is cuter than u,k... haha:P

Everyone, have an enjoyable day wif ur love ones....

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

Its Lives Changing Course!!!

donno wat to blog la today...
but i feel very geram la today :(
ppl change alot just becoz of infleunce [not influenza] haha:P
juz dont understand la coz u might be putting on a mask in front of me...
u are totally different when u r wif ur 'geng' but wif me total change la....
must be so secretive bout urself meh... do u now who u really are ar??
i feel that i dont know u de since end of last year...
odd la that u can change so cepat sekali....
i dont noe whether to listen to all ur lies but are they truths from u???
lie or truth that u r speaking to me??
hard to understand u n even trust u anymore...
u changed from a hero to a zero la...
dont noe wat to say or do to u la.... do this later offend u, later i do things that r for ur sake u pulak take it like i sengaja do u...confused la me... wat to do wif u??
leave u beside the road wont make me a good fwen...n i dont wanna be a fwen yang tidak berhati perut...
wa tui lu ho, lu pulak tui wa siang ka sampah ane....sien nia cho ho lang pien chau lang... haiz...
is it worth being so good to u....huh? tell me la...
u like meh if ppl treat u like u treat me...
nobody likes that la plz...
just feeling fed-up of all these problems.... chuan lo....
just hope that u be ur ownself n dont get influenced by the wrong ppl la...
its ok if u be fwen wif them but dont terjebak la... i dont wanna see u do bad stuff,k...
i just wanna see the real u again.... i dont wanna doubt u anymore...
i am over n done wif all these la....haiz...
wish me the best in dealing wif all these stuff >.<

*feeling so emo =.=*itz the BLUES again....

Wassap! Karipap berasap...

Really stressful day today....
Had to teach marching n the semangat of teaching sort of gone de... T.T
There weren't a lot who attended la n sumore cannot mark loudly...wat is this la....huhu :(

anyway, putting those stuff behind...
thks for ur comments on me bloggie...
will try me best to make it nicer n more interesting la...hehe :P
still quite new so pls bare wif me though....

in school not much happening just a lot of homework n also a lot of disturbing from adelene...haha:P
merajuking n perasaning around...
well, i din really enjoyed me CNY coz too lil ang pow this year...
ppl are getting more kedekut nowadays...haiz >.<
grew fatter as well after all the reunion dinner dishes... thats a bad thing...huhu *sobz*

well, am having problems onlining so will not be able to update too often la....
so try not to miss me bloggie or me [perah-santan-ing]...haha:P
hope to hear ur comments soon....

-tataz-

Appreaciation!!!

To me bestie Adelene,
thkz for setting up this bloggie 4 me...wif all the templates n chatbox n stuff... THKS A LOT....
its really a great opportunity to have a friend like u...willing to help me out...

THKZ :P N LUV U LOADZ...hehe >.<

Valentine's or S.A.D

Wow, time really passes too fast for me...
so sad la, i haven't even study yet...huhu*sobs*
Haiz, love is in the air lo... 4 more days to S.A.D [single awareness day] hehe:P
Valentine's Day la... will be very busy by then coz have to help me mom in the office sell flowers
Nyway, for all the guys out there if u need flowers pls do come buy from my mom's shop...
It is Image Flowers & Gifts [opposite PCGHS next to a clinic] or contact us at 04-2282528 at office hours...
So come n buy flowers for ur GFs yar....

To all me single yet available fwens out there... just wanna wish all of you

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

Don't be so sad la n enjoy your single-hood like me...muahahaha :P

can do anything we like... no need to consider the other person... hehe:P

there is sumone who loves you la... you noe who???

ME lo...haiz...love just as a fwen la....hehe:P

I feel that being single is the best state we can get...

I don't get it why some ppl are so desperate to have a GF or BF....

Single best ma...can go everywhere...no need to scared whether ur partner is cheating on u...rite???

I feel that having an opposite gender partner at a young age is not suitable la... [advising me younger fwens]

concentrate on studies ma.... very troublesome to have a partner at our age coz have to worry bout each other n so on....

Single-hood is being stress free n think bout the amounts of freedom u have....

can mix with everyone not worrying whether ur GF or BF minds or not... scared later u offended her or him...

Complicated la sumtimes...hehe:P

Hehe:p

So to all those single ppl out there.... Enjoy n love ur single-hood...

-The End-

faReWeLL MiCheLLe!!!

the post is dedicated especially to a beloved fwen, aunty, sister in Christ, ta chiea and a wife of a *** ,



well, i thk God for giving me a fwen n a beloved sister in Christ like u....

i will surely miss u haha:P

i am a good fwen la always care bout other,k...



May u find good fwens in KL n also a good church....

don't forget to read ur bible n pray everyday... n follow Jesus everyday...



don't be so perah-santan everywhere n dont be so blurrrr :P

rmbr to bring ur stuff to class n don't leave ur belongings such as ur hp....sumwhere else....

rmbr that i love u k....

n got a lot of other ppl in penang who luv u... such as ahem, ahem, ahem, ahem n ahem....

u fill in the blanks lar....



WILL MISS U LOADS N LOADS!!!!



so crying lar.... be a good ta chiea in KL too...

rmbr to e-mail me yar... n buy me pets too on ffs...hehe:P



~luv ya*miss ya* luv ya*miss ya*luv ya*miss ya*luv ya*miss ya*luv ya*miss ya*luv ya*miss ya*luv ya*miss ya*

(don't make me cry la)

faster go KL lar....



May God bless you in KL n may u excel in ur study n don't keep on thinking bout guys yar...

don't simply trust ppl ya.... make good fwens n concentrate on ur studies...





Luv u alot n will miss u alot too...muakx....

Bye Michelle....

Responsible

"With more power, comes great responsibility" isn't it a fimiliar quote..
well, its really true when it comes to your everyday life...
i am seriously goin crazy wif all these responsibilities whether in school or where ever i go...
it is seriously a tuff thing to handle stuff that u aren't so capable of doin yet but ppl keep pushing these jobz to u...its funny why ppl push things that they can't do to others who can't do it as well...hmmmm....

well, i am facing these problems in school....totally drown in worries n confusion sumtimes....
sometimes, we need comfort or support from others but it doesn't go as what it seems....
responsibility is a very big word that sumtimes i have problems dealing with it...
i am really sick of doin what i shud hold responsible for but it is like i wanna give up....
things get in the way, problems start, misunderstandings occur... what more may happen....
it feels like u r holding the entire world in ur shoulders....HELP!!

GB stuff n green house stuff are draining me.... no time for revision, no time for this, no time for that.... these things really ate me to the core... i have to sacrifice my time blogging, playing, watching movies, goin out n other fun stuff just to finish up my assignments n homework... it is sickening...
some ppl see that it is an easy task... just marching mar... no big deal...yeah rite, no big deal... step in my shoes la... take up the responsibility la...when the task is really given to you, you decline... i tot u say easy job oni ma... wat say u now... easy isn't it...

holdin' poses in various activities is a good thing... it gives u co-curricular marks... why not take the pose, rite... but the main idea is whether u r able to take the chance/opportunity given.... are you willing to avail urself to all your duties.... its is harder than it seems really....

i just hope that God will take away this burden as i cast all my cares onto Him... as His yoke is easy n his burden is light....for i can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me... Amen!

Today on GNN(gladz networking news),
nothing much happened today...its just the fact that its HOLIDAY tmrw....
am so gonna sleep till 1 in the afternoon...

So, just wishing all my fwens n relatives a
BLESSED CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

goin back to news at school....
we had a 'wonderful' time at bio listening to a screen talkin to us.... n i was totally not payin attention...hehe:P
anyway, we had a slight problem in class just now....
there were swarms of insects outside of our classroom window tryin to move into our class....argh the horror...
so me n julie went to find ms.yeow n told her bout the situation....
soon, when we were back in class.... >>> the swarm of bugs weren't there anymore....
the swarm flew away.... n i was feeling sorry 4 ms.yeow coz she had to walk so far to our class to see nothing...
i think she thinks i tricked her...but luckly she din say anything so....lucky me...hehe:P

well, its only two more days to spend wif me ta chiea before she leaves for KL....will me you la...very much indeed....hehe:P
but sumone will miss u even more [u noe who i am talkin about la]...haha:D
well, i just wanna take this time to thank u for all the things that u have done for me... such as fetching me here n there everywhere... taking me out[me lisence to go out]....take me go mam mam...n loads of other cool stuff...
but u have to go de....sad lo :( cannot go out de...no one to buli....no one to teach me how to be more perasan...
haiz....good bye la me fwen... will miss u always.... btw, can't wait to see u dance on the 7th...hehe:P
u noe...doin wat u do best.... wish that u will find great n good fwens over in KL... n always remember me ok....
especially the biggest THANKS to u as u teach me how to play ur fav. song ya... hehe:P
THANKS n GOD BLESS YOU!!!

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