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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

lalalalala *spamming me own post -sheeh*
anywayz, mummy-dearest day is like 2 more weekies to go...
haiz, alot of ppl have been asking me the same old que...
'when is mother's day ar??'
swt le u ppl... =.="
its on the 2nd week of May but official wan day is 11th of May [saturday]
duhhh... who doesnt know that... i am sure i know... haha :P


well, this is some sort of an advertisement for me mommy as her mother's day present...
my mum is a florist le...
so this coming mom's day we are hoping that you all readers can just support us by buying some flowers for ur mummies le...
it also benefits u le... so that u dont have to scout around for presents... haha:P


this is the price list $$ka-ching...ka-ching...$$

[Roses & Carnations]
1 STALK- RM 10
3 STALKS- RM 20
6 STALKS- RM 35
12 STALKS- RM 60



[Lilies]
3 STALKS- RM 60
6 STALKS- RM 90
12 STALKS- RM 150


* DELIVERY ONLY APPLIES TO ORDERS RM 60 AND ABOVE - DELIVERY IN TOWN AREAS ONLY*
- DELIVERY TO BAYAN LEPAS-MINIMUM ORDER RM 100-



dont have to worry bout the packaging coz my mom has 15 years of experience...
n my sis is super good in wrapping handbouquets...

we assure u that we will do our best on every order...



if u wan futher info or enquire on other stuff just call us at 04-228 2528 or 04- 228 0884

just look for Katherine or Audrey...

we are always here to assist u...

u can also call me le at ***- *** ****

haha...cannot simply give personal info on the net le...

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hmmm... i sounded so profesional...hahax :P

anyway, i havent study yet... so its not a miracle that i study finito de...

just lazing around on the net le...

labour day tmrw...

so nice can sleep late till 12noon...

was thinking of skipping school on friday to finish off the text books...

so if u dont see me in school... plz do miss me le... hahaz :]

thats it ler... an advertisement for u mommy... [if u even read me blogs...haha :)]

rmbr to order yea... thkz for your support :)



Have a Great Day & God Bless Ya!!!

Monday, April 28, 2008

MasQuaRade!!!

ahhh... the boredom of not having any pengawases in school today...
all of tham are coming back from camp today...
aww... i am starting to miss them...but not for long le...
it is sort of like a NO RULES DAY today...
anyway, i am currently in our school comp lab updating my blog...
taking away the boredom n siennn-ness...

>>>flash-back>>>
well, i talked to veryn over our sort of date at the mamak...
just the two of us... so lo-man-tik*guys dont be jealous coz she is mine - MUAHAHAHA*
we were talking bout our school n obviously church le...
actually we kinda noticed that we arent that close in skool but we are in church...
kinda funny isnt it...
we got into the topic of putting on masks at times...
covering up our flaws n saddness...
we cant blame anyone for this...
i kinda saw that i live in different atmospheres n i often fit in to it coz i try to put on a mask...
ok... confession time *yikes*
at school i am a nottie type of a girl le...
but in church i tend to be quai n innocent...
maybe some ppl dont notice la but i did...
with different friends i hang out with... sure got some kind of click lo...

but i feel that if we put on a good mask as in good attitudes n stuff...
we should keep that mask on no matter where we are...
if our friends are truely good n bestest friends they would accept u no matter what...
who cares about u being in their click or not... everyone is different...
there is no one who has the similar attitude n everything...
God made everyone differently... that is why everone is unique in different manners...
we shud not put different masks in front of different ppl...
that makes me feel like a hippocrate sometimes....
its like u are not even thruthful bout yourself...
it makes me quite confused at times n i might get some kind of character breakdown or something... =.= *confused*
anyway, i feel that it is best that we have a tetap punya character n stick to it...
later ppl think we fake in front of them...lagi worst :P

well thats part of the masquarade...
exams are like one more week to go n i havent started studying yet :[
i am mostly packed this week le...
all the church duties mostly fall on the first week of the month...
so i dont think i would be able to update u readers these few weeks...
if i really do update... IT IS A MIRACLE that i finished studying le... haha :)
wish me luck in me exams...
tataz :P *muaxx*

Friday, April 25, 2008

phew... it has been a long day even though its only noon now...
anyway, we were having our co-curiculum day at scholl this morning...
was quite fun le...
we had activities such as senam-robik, marching comp.n karate n tekwando presentation...
was involved in the marching comp. le...
din win la for sure coz was kinda unprepared n my commands end at the wrong foot most of the time...
i have some kind of problems with coordinating stuff... n visualising le *saddening =.=*
but the 23rd Ranger Unit won the formal n fancy marching comp...
with Veryn being the commander, she got the title Best Commander!!!
CONGRATS VERYN!!!
u surely deserved the prize...
the other uniform bodies done perfectly well... the fancy marching was superbly funny lo..

the entire class was hoping to skip chemistry class after all the activities...
cos there was like one more period before we are goin to be dismissed from school...
and chem is like utter boring-ness...
luckily when she came in to class when we were supposed to have a gotong-royong, she called us to clean up the class n not have chem lessons... YAHOO!!!
so we were super obedient n clean up the class...*perasaning*

finally i dont need to stay back for anymore marching pracs.
most of the co-curicular activities will resume in the 2nd semester...
happieness n joy fills the air...
no more worries... its like a burden lifted up from me...
now i can recover n gain back the energy i had loss the past few months...

well, for the past few days...
my specs was having a serious injury...haha :]
not very serious le but counted as an accident le...
as i have always been bugging me mom for a new specs.
this day has finally come...
I HAVE NEW SPECS!!!
yay... i can show off my specs as soon as i get my hands on it... haha :P
i just went to one-stop to get it done ler...

will most probably be getting them on monday...
so nice le... i like it...

this is whats goin on today...
i am so sleepy rite now...
gonna take a nap...
sayonara :D

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

to be or not to be...

this is the question that i often ask myself...
actually, i got the inspiration to write this posting is due to a sticker on the window screen of a car...
as my car pass the car with a sticker on it....
it writes "BE A CONTAGIOUS CHRISTIAN!!!"
i actually asked myself... am i a contagious christian???
who is anyway... we might be a contagious person from the outside but are we spiritually???
it seems hard to influenze someone spiritually but in Christ NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE....

as i see things thru my eyes...
i see ppl relying on other ppl to do stuff...like to take the first step...
it seems like everyone is scared to be the first one to take a challenge...
cant we just stand up n make mistakes...
we are humans n we are prone to make mistakes.... n it is so totally ok...
its human nature... God made us that way... dont simply 'boo' ppl who made a mistake... u make mistakes too...
one thing good is that if we are the first to try all things....
rather than to wait for someone to do it first, we gain a whole lot of experience...

talkin about salvation....
soul check: -
do u bother to tell ur friends about Jesus???
do u think u are selfish at times when u rely on others to tell your friends about Christ??
in my opinion, i feel that the salvation of our friends are our own responsibility n not other ppl's responsibility...
dont tell me that u depend on ppl to read the bible for u n even make ur bed for u, rite....
its the cross that we have to carry...
Jesus carried His cross 2000 years ago... without any help....
but now we have Him to help us carry our cross but we shouldnt depend totally on Him...
He is always there when we need Him but isnt it unfair to let Him do everything...
its like if we rely on ppl... other ppl will rely on other ppl... n other ppl will rely on other ppl... n this will go on forever... everyone will rely on everyone... n nothing will be done...
at the end of the day, no one is saved...
something must start sum where... n from someone...
on the other hand, i feel that everyone shud start the ball rolling or else it will stop someday...

i really think that is shud stand up n be the first one to do all the things that God wants me to do...
i dont wanna reject God's call upon me... i dont wanna be like Moses...
when God wants me to do something, i really want to do it from the inside out...
i dont wanna tell God to call upon someone else to take this job...
its my service to Him n i want to do it willingly...
i dont wanna be selfish to sit back n relax n to see my friends being under the shadows of this evil world...
i know the Good news but why am i so selfish to keep it to myself...
i wanna proclaim the Word that He has given unto me...
i wanna shout His name n to tell the world that He is our Saviour...
n that all the ppl of this world is under the lies of the enemy...
why are some of us Christians so fed up of reaching out to our friends...
just because they turn u down for the first time n second time when u tell them about God, it doesnt mean that we just give up...
cant u just see that this is the way that God is testing us to see how far we would sacrifise ourselves for Him...
all the condemnation that ppl throw at our faces is just mere barriers to cut our faith down...
Jesus was condemned as well but He went thru it... cant we just be like Him...
He was human as well at that time... we have our Father God to support us wat...
so why be shaken n just leave your friends to rot in the devil's lies...
these are the things that the devil has put before us to make us weak...
but we are sons n daughters of the Most High God... why must we fear...
keep on goin... no matter how much challenges that u have to go thru...
plunge into it... see God's glory... know that He is always there to help us...
we never lose anything if we never gave up hope in Him...
continue on trusting His... He never fails us... n neither shud we fail Him...

i hope that i am not the only one steping up to take up this challenge to influense other ppl....
I WANT TO BE A CONTAGIOUS CHRISTIAN...
get ppl infected with God's love...
i wanna see ppl worshiping God like there will never be any more chance to worship Him...
as if that it is the last time that we will be seeing Him...
haaa... that feeling of satisfaction after knowing that we did a great n marvelous thing for Him...
i just hope n pray that all the youths will stand up n start telling ppl about the truth...
I WANNA MAKE AN IMPACT ON OTHER PPL'S LIVES!!!!
AN IMPACT SO BIG THAT THEY WILL REALISE THAT GOD IS THE TRUE N LIVING GOD!!!
seeing ppl from different walks of life praising Him n only Him makes u feel on top of the world...
starting from now i wanna start the chain to influence n impact other ppls live...
pls join me... there is nothing better to tell ppl about Jesus...

-HAVE AN AWESOME DAY 'N' GBU!!!!-

Monday, April 21, 2008

tHe 50th po_OsT!!!

hah... its the 50th posting... so wat hor...
like normal nia lo... still the same old boring posts...
actually, i found out that me bloggie is quite boring le... unlike some other friends who have so yeng wan blogs...
how i wish my blog can turn out to be better than theirs...
just kiddin le... am already satisfied wif me blog...

anyway, so interesting stuff happened these few days le...
on saturday... jeng jeng jeng...
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IGNITED!!!!!! aka INTO GOD'S NITE...
was outrageous la that day... really rocked the entire sanctuary...
all the practices n hard work by the musicians n holiau wan song leaders paid off very well...
hah... anyway, was quite saddening that Veryn the sexy couldnt join us for some reasons...
it was also a very last minute thing le... so sad *sobs T.T*
but we still had fun but it would be funner with her le to add some of her sexy-ness to the praise... hehe :]
we all had a great time praising God le for sure...
n really had great times during practises... was super fun n crazy oso le...
got viviEn the hottie there sure fun mer... hor vivi... rite anot... haha :P
but stephanie was still the hottest there le... its just the fact... hehe :P
n of course i was the lamest there le... luck me... this time not the youngest... haha...
had melanie to be the youngest... n i got to perli her...evil me...
funny thing is that i sort of got to rap... haha... unbelievable lo...
nt really rap le but sort of la... kinda fun though...

hah... at school stuff pulak...
most ppl wont read this paragraph onwards... coz its too boring... same old stuff le..
actually its the same old stuff le... haha :]
its been hactic these few weeks... with exam stress all over...
the myth: i totally studied everything from standard 1 till form 5 de...
the fact: i din study... n i repeat DIN STUDY!!!
i can see all those brains starting to function like Jimmy Neutron's brain when he gets an idea...
but mine aint moving at all...
i have been a slack since ever... saddening :[
din got to study yet... cant find the time i always say...
but time is everywhere for me... its just that i dont appreciate it... or din bother to study...
i belum tau mati lagi... belum kena lagi lo... macam mane tau....
later when the regret mari... baru tau che cham... haiz...
today, durin PJ... we exercised our eyes...
haha :P we watched a documentary on AIDS le...
so funny... n nice le... was really informative eventhough i sort of know wats AIDS all about...
but i really pity those with AIDS... have to go thru all the sicknesses n lonelyness...
so sad for them... imagine if i am one of them...
putting yourself in their shoes is just unimaginable... so kia lang lo...
dont wanna imagine it myself... o_O"

thats practically all for my so-called 50th post...
who cares about 50... i am aiming higher...
till next time... sayonara... tataz :D

Friday, April 18, 2008

tHe 49th PoStiNg!!!

the 50th posting is coming up soon...
it has been 4 months since i started blogging... n its already my 49th post...
for me it is counted alot de la... approximately 12 posts a month...
to my loyal readers... thks for stopping by to have a glimse of wats goin on with me...
to the unloyal readers... thks for being unloyal... hahax :]
pls drop comments on me posts... wats some reply from u ppl... some comments and opinions...

so, some today stuff to talk about...
was so stressed due to moral folios n marching stuff...
unbelievable... one marching to another...
its like i am super-girl or something...
forgot to bring me maths books to school n lucky me... i din got scolded coz teacher din noe la... haha :]
chem was boring as ever... i still dont understand wat she[ms. pauline] is talking about la...
after school... had to stay back for marching practice...
wasnt getting ideas for fancy marching... n suddenly... i've got an idea...
quite lame la.. but nice la... teacher commented a bit...
then, went to watch the prefects' dance prac for their dance...
ok nia la...
then, we [me, clairissa, natasha, mathilda, janice n mayvern] all too crazy n say we wanted to march the entire school... so we took up the challange...
guess wat, we really did... but half way oni la...
coz when we marched till the science lab, ms. pauline was having a chemistry clinic class...
so she stare at us as we marched pass the lab...
we were quite malu la... so we stoped lo... beri sikit respect ma... haha :]
mission unaccomplished :[
after that... we got into a class full of hot n sexy rangers preparing for some performance at saints tmrw...
they were dancing... n the dance is nice la... me n clairissa watched them dance... n we were amazed to the MAX.
super nice la the dance... we were drooling n our eyes din even blink... i think i din even breath...
well, me n clairissa went to one-stop scouting for NIKE sport shoes...
super expensive lo... ppl pls help me by donating money to me... so that i can buy a NIKE shoe...
we were like drooling over a particular one la... so nice...
anyway, we bought ribena from mcd... so expensive... it was like a medium ribena n it costs 3.30 ringgit...
so so expensive.. i could get a large gulp from 7 eleven less than rm 3.30...
thats part of today le...
tonite, got to go for IGNITE prac... again after tuition...
sumore have to go to prayer meet...
God pls grant me strength...

thats all for today...
see ya soon :]
have a great day n God Bless U!!!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

shawty got high..

ahhh...yesterday n today are full of sweatish happenings...

yesterday @ tuition...
argh... the agony of NO ELECTRICITY!!!!
no electricity = NO FAN, NO AIR-COND, NO LIGHTS, NO AIR...etc.
well, it was around 5.30 when i reached mr.baskie's house....
wasn't expecting that there wont be any electricity...
n imagine 30 plus youths all cramp up in one small room WITH NO ELECTRICITY....
arrrr.... super hot... n all of us were complaining....
actually, we are too pampered la...
imagine those days when air-conds arent even invented yet...
ppl at that era still lived on...
but we all in this era just mummble n complain...
i admit i complain bout it... but it doesnt mean that its the end of the world...
well, tuition sort of ended earlier at 6.45... not enuff light is coming into the room so we had to go home early...
most of us cant see the writings on the board at that time...
we were suppose to end class at 7.30... haha :P
but too bad for me... i had to wait till 7.30 coz me mom din have her hp with her...
i am proud to be the last one to go home...
practically not home la... had to go to church after tuition...

today @ school...
first 4 periods we were totally FREE....
teachers all went for courses.... so much stuff to do... n 4 periods is seriously a short time...
i din even get to finish wat i wanted to accomplish... T.T *sobs*
totally no time to play de... must study... it sounds silly for me to study but i have to... *sob wif me*
after reccess... english lesson...
we watch the LCD talk to us... see but not listen... haha :]
anyway, we talked bout child abuse n its quite saddening la... obviously din cry la...
chem lesson was bored but fun cos got to do experiment... love experiments but none of the other stuff...
the history lesson was ok la... teacher just explain back the stuff for chapter 10 form 4...
on the way to one stop... actually editted a song la... quite funny...
want me to put a smile on your face??? come find me... i will sing it for you...
at choir.... we had to wear our high heels...
*shawty got high, high, high, high, high, high, high, high...*
my feet hurt till the max...
had to wear it for 1 hour... the pain n agony...
our singing was utterly still unutterable...ok la... better than before but still can improve...

so i am now back here... typing this post lo...
after this... TUITION AGAIN... agony...
well, have a great day.... God Bless U!!!

Monday, April 14, 2008

sPLaT!!!

phew, finally got some time for myself... ahhh, the joy of blogging...hehe.. was quite busythese past few days celebrating b'days n stuff... so some reviews on wat happened thesepast few days... buckle up your seat belts as i take you on a ride... a great journey thesepast few days... haven't got licence yet, so better buy insurance... haha :]

>>>VROOOOMMMM.......>>>>

sabtu / saturday...
was quite a long day... n a fun day as well...as we celebrated Veryn's b'day...was out since 2.30pm... follow vivian[veryn's sis aka hottie] to get some balloons for the party... went to her house... n cut all the stuff we want to bbq that nite la...well, amazingly veryn still doesnt know bout the party... yahoo... still can surprise her...anyway, in the house... vivian started her artistic mind n put up a happy b'day sign in front of the house...n of course i helped la.... duhhhh... wat am i supposed to do... after that denise n jimmy came to take a bath at vivian's house after the trip to tropical spice garden... which i obviously din go la... coz went before de...den we pump some balloons which i was afraid of..actually a balloon popped in my face that day... freeky but lucky din shout... or else memalukan nia...then i played 'chuzzle' on vivian's pc... i nearly got addicted to the game... really nice game la... i played for an hour or so la... hehe :] then more ppl started to come de... so i stopped playing n went down lo.... then talk n watch TV... mana tau... the surprise was actually blown away... argh... so cham la... :[ veryn din noe bout the party until... her cousin sms-ed her saying that she cant attend her party.. unfortunately, she called vivian n she knew bout it... everybodies face was like... WAT LA SHE NOE DE... alamak... but she was still shocked la... she dare not step out from connie's car oso... too malu de... she kept us waiting for so long coz she was stuck up in Pg. Hill... swt <3
so, we ate n ate... n i observed that small sized ppl can really really eat... wow, they ate n ate n ate n ate... non stop man... unbelievable lo... the party sort of like ended at 12 la... i went home about that time... ppl sure say... wa ur mom let u stay up so late... haha... yup... n this is the first time she let me do this... muahahaha : ] was a great day la... but very long... coz kena tembak a few times :[

ahad / sunday....
argh.... have to wake up totally early yesterday... n i oni slep like 5 hours...ZzZzZz... mom ushering ma... wat to do T.T... so, i went to 1st service lo.so, the ppl in 3rd service... dont have to miss me la... will see you guys soon... no worries.... [perasan-ing] after service, went for lunch n went home lo... slept la of course..zzzzz =.= then, woke up around 4 pm... then watch movie... din even bothered to study... lazy me... watched movie after movie till 11.30pm...[i did eat dinner la in between] watched heroes... n the replay of swithfoot concert in kl... superb la the concert... haha >.< the sleep lo...

isnin / monday....
nothing much happened la... just that we kena marah by our teacher lo... for wat we did do n we were blamed for sumthing we din do... *complicated- drop dead here* she really destroyed me day... so much to do in so little time... haiz... pressure cooked man... *sobz*

selasa / tuesday
today is just like the same old tuesdays la...we were actually expecting our bio teacher to be on MC today... she actually has some kind of bone brittle-ness la... n during her kursus she fell down... alamak... yipee for us la, thinking that she wont be able to come to school...mana tau...jeng jeng jeng jeng... SHE CAME.... argh... no free period ;[so, continue lessons lo... as usual la... the same boring bio lessons...then, we had choir prac. at the APD room...quite disorganized la we all but teacher say not to bad for first time combine singing...and it was so memalukan... when they sang the chorus, i sang the bridge... SWT-ness <3well, thats all la for today... practically a lot of homework n still got to go church tonite...see i am so quai... haha :P

-tataz- *peace out*

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Lo_Ok @ tHe daTe!!!

its already the 12 of april... so fast...
imagine 210 more days to the explosion of my brain *ka-boom*
210 more days to SPM ler... n oni 23 more days to mid-term exam *imagine the horror*
i am still not studying yet...*obviously la* havent finish all my homework yet where can study...
i am still relaxing like nobody's buissness...
looking back into the times where i was just 5 years young... so nice...
can eat, sleep, play, watch TV & etc. without control...
n after some short period of 11 years... i am already here... so OLD de :(
time really passed my way too too >>>FAST>>>>
n after SPM, i dont even know where i am heading off oso...
wats my future like... wat courses will i be taking...
thinking of these stuff aint helping me...*chill la gladz*

well, i havent been updating since a few days ago...
so let me update your outdated data of the stuff i did these past few days...
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actually i have NOTHING to update you fello readers la... HAHA :P
you got fooled... APRIL FOOL!!! [its still april... no harm fooling ppl]
noting happened much la these few days...
just some ordinary n boring days... with emo-ness in my face... plus the blurr-ness oso la...

today [12/4] marks the day when someone is borned into this earth...
guess who... WHO??? WHO???
actually its ME....

i am so sad no one remembers my b'day...*sobs*
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. HAHA :P you are fooled again... haha :P
its me fwens b'day la today...
the hottie's sister... SEXY VERYN's B'DAY!!!
this is a song speciall dedicated to her... lets sing along...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VERYN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...


hehex.. she is a very sweet yet sexy friend... she is my prayer partner as well...
the sexy-ness of her makes you wanna be friends with her... haha :P
[i hope she reads thiz]
very sporting n cool girl... very active in sports oso la... n also in church...
basically she is devoted to her serving in Christ la...
went thru some trials with her... n came out laughing at the trials we face together...
we might seem not so close la... but actually she is always in my mind... haha :)
have a great day sexy... celebrating your b'day...
no present for you... no $$$... haha...

arigato kozaimas for reading me blog... n be fooled by mua...
have a superbly great day...
GBU :]

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

TAG!!! Your IT!!!

alamak... i kena tagged... bummer...
was hoping that i cud get pass all those questions... but still got to me >.< *blek*
so here goes nothing...

INSTRUCTIONS
Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all. (you must be crazy to believe the blessing thing)
(I changed question 20)

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
-Definately NO way!!! never in my life i have seen anyone have a long lasting relationship with someone they fell in love with at first sight... except on TV shows la...

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you, and why?
-hmmm.. tuff decision...i guess... i'll bring no one... i dont wanna make ppl hate me for bringing them to a stranded island... who does that to friends... haha :P

3.What place do you want to go the most?
-Singapore, Paris, England, Australia... too much places la... the whole world i cud say...

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
-it would be that all my dreams will be dreams that will come true...

5. What do you feel like doing right now?
-SLEEP!!! ZzZzZzZz

6. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
-Jesus [but i will never ever lose him la for sure]... losing nasi lemak is the worst... i love nasi lemak... that is where all my lemak-s all come from...haha :D

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- give 10% to church... give to charitable organisation... keep in the bank and get interest...buy laptop n hp... belanja friends makan... n travel around the world...

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-i dont think i will... scared later the person doesnt have feelings for me :( memalukan diri sendiri...

9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
-two ppl tagged me... one is melanie[who spelled my name wrongly :( i am so dissaponted in you]
n another is alarize[who spelled me name correctly]
actually both are preety n sweet girls la... oso very the clever n quai wan...

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- he should be God fearing n oso God loving... if he loves God... i am sure he will love me...
the rest is God to plan for me...

11. Which type of people do you hate the most?
-ppl who smoke n just dont appriciate wat God gave them... n not knowing that God is the one supporting them...

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? A hug or a kiss?
- hugs are better... *come give me a hug* me got cushion... so lots of ppl like to hug me...hehe :P

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
-i rather let them point out to me... or let me notice it myself n change to be someone better...

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-definately Jesus!!!

15. Are you more afraid of failure or loss?
-neiter... coz it is part of the moulding proccess in life...

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
-my MP4 n TV...

17. If you had the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- every part of my character should change for the better la... i aint perfect...

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
-I made myself dissapointed... no one does it better than me...

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
- Nah... let there be a suspence la... like movies... rather let God plan it for me...
even if i saw my future... i cant change it... only God can change it for me...

20. What would i prefer to be doing if the world ended TODAY???
-i prefer to be the one evangelising to my friends about God at that time... hehe :D

Yay, now i get to find me victims... beware... MUAHAHAHA :)

I TAG!!!
*MeLiSSa*
*BeN TeOh*
*DeNisE*
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*JiMMy*
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*MeLVin*
*SHia WeN*

*HaRi iNi*

such a packed day...
everything is like packed into one day... just waiting to explode...
actually, i got me report card today...
bummer, mom will noe me results...NNNNOOOO!!!! [the ultimate horror]
my results aren't good la... no failures la but still low...
she din say anything la... she oso din ask anything...
n i noe wats the reason...
she actually attended a bible course in church called the ssalt n light program...
n she constantly finds it hard to memorize for the exams...
n the course she is taking is quite hard la...
so she got to go thru stress n boring stuff to read just like a student...
therefore, she is going thru a student's life... n she noes how hard it is to study...
after this, have to attend tuition class :(
quite fun la coz get to kacau my tuition teacher...MUAHAHAHA :P
anyway, after tuition... got to go for IGNITE prac at hunza till 9.30pm...
so late de... way pass me bed time...
some of you might say,
'wa you sleep so early wan ar?? siau bo...'
ya i siau... i like sleeping early la... normal de...
haha...
n the finallest thing is i have to pass up an english essay by tmrw... T.T...
n i am still onlining...[notty notty]
hope i will have a great day...
n all of you out there oso have a great day yar...
GBU :D

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

whining... *yes i am*

argh... sumthing or should i say that someone is really getting on my nerves...
i really dont understand her sometimes...
she really got on my nerves this time...
i seriously dont know how to handle her right now...
i dont even noe whether i am wrong or am i innocent...
these few days are just full of attacks la...
kena tembak her then kena again... din even get to rest from all the problem that i faces the past few days...
now the pile of bullets are piling up... n i cant handle all these on my own...
i really have to change for the better...



sometimes, you cant blame those who din do anything toward you...
it make ppl think that you are just wrong n might wanna correct you...
but u cant accept it... wat is this la,man..

you might not know but u get on ppls nerves sumtimes...
complaining is not the solution... n neither is shutting up...
its better if u just throw your mind out n speak up la...
n oni ppl will noe the situation ma...
you will make the situations even worst if you tell everyone about it n shut yourself up from the person you are having problems with...
i cant get wat you are right now... i mean like your attitude n stuff...
you said you wanna change but are you keeping your words...
or your change is to change for the worse...
you might say that i am wrong n i created this problem...
but i dont see where am i wrong n you din even tell me where i went wrong...
i tot u said, friends stab you in front wat...
tell me straight forward la...
i am willing to change and say sorry for good reasons wat...
i always check where i went wrong but i seriously cant find my mistake...
am i the problem or are you just facing an emotional distress...
i am always willing to talk to u n i am not even angry...
why should i be angry...
there is nothing that is making me angry...
its just that you are getting on me nerves... i just dont know where to chuck you...
i dont know how to care for you or even advice you de la...
who cares... i dont give a **** de la... like you say lar...
you can say that i am a bad friend n i cant own the title "BEST FRIEND" ok...
i am a bad friend la... i cant even say that everyone are my besties... all of us are just friends...
n no one is perfect so all of us are wrong lar...
n pls dont complain or condemn yourself la...
no one say u stupid oso... u yourself say you stupid...
if u say u stupid then ma buck up lo... study lo...
i oso facing this wat... u got see me complaining or not...
keep it to yourself la...
tell everyone with your problems... do u think ppl can handle you after all your murmuring...
complains after complains... can ppl stand you... check yourself before you say others la...
really cant tahan you sometimes... but i just tolerated you every single time...
finally i can choot khee de...
i am sick to find the solution for all our arguements...
now u find the solution yourself...
i tak larat de...
i am always the one making up... now is the time to show me whether you really appreciate this friendship...
why am i doing all these things to build our friendship...

ppl pls pray for me...
am going to face alot of things to do...
marching n choir competition PLUS the EXAMS...
are all coming up next month...

God Bless You & have a great day...

-signing off-
gladz *peace*

Monday, April 7, 2008

blabber-ing...

hmmmm... its been a long day...
with no money makes it even longer...
so dont noe wat to blog about lar....
its so sien....
exam is like in a months time n look at wat i am doin...
BLOGGING... unbelievable...
well, thing sort of gotten better with me n my mom... [refer to previous blogs]

these past few days starting from friday nite...
imagine wat happened...
kena trial from God again...
friday not enuff.... sunday kena again...
hehe >.<
all oso about dress codes...
serving wat... wat to do... have to sacrifice lo...

the best thing happened on saturday... no the best lah though...
i got to play the electric guitar after drooling over it for months...
i aint a pro so i dont wanna memalukan myself in front of all the pros...
but fun oso la... n oso learned sumthing new oso...
the funnest part of the day was... in hottie's (vivian) car....
we had fun in the car with veryn la... acting out some gila-ness...
but hottie pls stop perli-ing me with you noe who la... :(

haaaa....
n i just got to noe that ben tan[the most perasan person] has a blog...
more n more bloggers are coming up...
this is good... can read more stuff...hehe :P

got to go for now...
hang on for some new postings...
tataz :)

Friday, April 4, 2008

~NO $$$ !!!!~

NNNNNOOOOOOO!!!!!
argh... its just the begining of the month...
4 days pass oni n me greens are running out of me wallet...
my wallet is getting a fever de... *huhu T.T*
pls be kind to derma wang to tabung...
'GLADYS IS OFFICIALLY BROKE'...
so ppl, pls start telling me that you owe me money...
dont return using cheques...
i oni accept CASH!!!
n if better... pls pay in euro or pound yar...
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
this is the time all of you can start belanja me makan...
n also the time for me to save up... hehe :P
no money and can still buy expensive stuff... haha :D

*tRiaLz....*

i just wonder why we humans must face alot of trials...
its not the trial examz that i am talking about...
the trials i am talking about are testings that God put in fornt of us to test our faith in Him...
i have been facing these things for days with my mom...
just dont understand la...
all of a sudden anger and nagging start... without any reason...
there might be a reason for it to happen but i dont know why all of a sudden kena marah...
just little little things oni angry like the world is falling like that...
so fed up la...
oh God, why did You let me go thru all these sickening stuff...

well, i finally got a few reasons that we have to go thru all these stuff...
there is actually no trial or problem that God will put before you that you cannot go thru...
He knows our limitations n our strengths...
so He will not let you give up fighting for the better...
its not that you have to fight with the other party to win...
you should fight together against the enemy...
the enemy is there to steal, kill n destroy... horrifying rite...
but we as the child of God shall not fear...
for it is written,"He that is in us is greater than he that is in the world."
there is nothing that our God cannot do...

You might say,
"then why God still put trials in our lives??"
"why God didnt lend a helping hand when i face trials??"
God put trials in our lives to make us spiritually matured enuff to be able to face other battles that are heading our way...
He is also testing our faith in Him...
see whether we stand firm upon His word n promises...
seeing whether you are able to call unto Him for help...
its like superman... he only comes to the rescue when u call his name...
God is like superman... but He is greater than superman...
you might think, "He doesnt noe i am facing trials meh??"
He always noes before you are aven facing those trials...
He actually wants to see whether you are clinging upon Him or on your own strength...
He wants to make sure that He is the center and the pillar of our lives...
for He is a jealous God n He doesnt want us to put anything before Him...
Its also a self spiritual check-up for us...
to be assure of where God stands in our lives...
whether He is our number 1 or is there sumthing that is blocking our relationship wif Him...
there is no doubt that sometimes we might sway away from Him...
but when we have a soul check, we should buck up n realize the reality...

i sort of learnt sumthing thru all the hardship...
facing the music n felling sad most of the days...
n now i am assured of where God is in my life...
He is the center of my life...

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

a new tune to the ear...

yipee... finally this sort of lifted up me day...
haaaaa... wat am i talking about you may think...
its actually a double CD pack...
which is just released by UNITED HILLSONG!!!
argh... i have been waiting for its release since EVER...
now i have got it...or can be said as bought it... hehe :P
its the I HEART REVOLUTION vol.1!!!!
its actually a great album where all the old n new songs are compiled into 2 CDs...
the album consists of 30 songs... so syok la...
dont be jealous la those of you that are also drooling over this album...
just get it in christian stores... it will mostly be there on the shelfs...
you all should check out their website too...
www.theiheartrevolution.com or www.hillsongmusic.com
two really fantastic sites where you can get all the new albums which are going to be released by Hillsong....

*random*

today i feel so... soooo...
~sien
~tired
~malu
~gloomy
~emo
~angry
~crazy
~lazy
i am like a ball of emotions today...
there is simply no life in me... :(

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

itz about yesterday...n today la...

went for a movie la...
loadz of CPTarians was there though...
me, cass, chiew ying, joe n julie went to GP to catch...
flies...mosquito...frogs....
[none of the above]
27 Dresses...
was quite a nice show la but was boring at the first part la...
the main actor's eyes are so nice...
sort of forgotten his name la...
anyway, we also went to the ammusement centre to catch a few races...
hehe :P Daytona le...
actually wanted to play the drums wan but i aint a pro...
so i dont wanna memalukan myself...haha :P
there wasnt many ppl who were in GP just becoz of the fact that it is a weekday...
but saw a few ex-CPTarians hanging out at GP oso la...
well, as u can all see that i am a good driver...
so most of the race i won la...[perasaning AGAIN!!]
actually learned a lot of driving skills thru watching F1 la...
Kimi Raikkonen is the BEST!!!

as all of us know... today is a day for all fools to be fooled...
even if u are not a fool on other days...
u are seriously a fool today...
its quite weird la why they only have fool's days on April...
cant they like have it every month...
like; january fool's day, february fool's day, march fool's day and so on...
hmmm... i wonder who actually so-called invented this day???
well, i had the first target of mine fooled though...
by just some simple old-fashioned pranks...
but in the end i ended up being fooled by someone else...[i am gonna get u next time]
my carreer as a soulful pranker doesnt end here...*evil laugh* MUAHAHAHA!!
beware all u citizens of Penang... i am coming to hunt for some fools next year...
thiz is not coming to an end...
there is only one and only one person that can be the best pranker of the all...
and that title can only fit ME!!!! *MUAHAHAHAHA!!!*
be scared on your next April Fool's Day when i am back on buissnes...
MUAHEHEHEHEHEHAHAHAHAHA!!!
wow, i scared meself too... i am spooky...

its about it la for today...
sport's day pics will be uploaded soon, soon pls be patient...
my soon = one week...
so be ready for it...
God Bless :D



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