A>W>E>S>O>M>E...

if u ppl dont know how to spell awesome...thats the way to spell it *stares at title*
it is really an AWESOME past week man...
i din even update u ppl due to some internal n money-tary problems...
last week is seriously the best week i had ever had in my entire life...
not entire la but it was the awesomest week ever...
the awesome-ness started from thursday onwards le actually...
so lets roll thru last week...*action*

thrusday (24th of July)
we actually celebrated prize giving day...n imagine, its my last n final one...
argh, so sad being in like 5 years in the school but din get any prize...
but i got self title la...from me rakan-rakan...
i got the award for *drum-roll* LAMEST GIRL OF THE YEAR *applouse*
haha... lame rite...but i deserve it la..haha :P
but this year...
the best class goes too....
5 Science 1 *my class la u blurr ppl* faster clap for me...
haha...actually it is kinda amazing la we got like best class...
maybe its because i was in the class...haih... just kiddin...
it was everyone that made the class the best class le...
i am so proud of everyone....awww...
i am most proud of my class teacher of cause la...
PN. JESSIE!!! u go girl...she is like the best teacher ever...haha :)
she is like the most dedicated n most lovable teacher la...
so we kinda performed on that day...
the 20 of us...with the holiau wan guitarist...cassy *my daughter- i am so proud T.T*
we sang two songs actually : always be my baby *editted by cassy* n only hope...
was actually a great song but all of us end up crying so most of the hall ppl cant really hear wat we were doin la... but luckly our teacher sat rite infront...
n we made her cry *proud* hehe :)
was an awesome performance n we handed her a bouquet of lilies...
was super nice...thks to my sis wan awesome wrapping techniques...haha :P
then, we actually made the others cry too...as in ppl from other forms...
imagine its our last year in school *sobs*...
the other teacher was like...why la u cry...no need to cry wan la...swt le =.="
no comments about their comments...haha :P
anyway, on that very awesome day as well, i bought Hillsong's Latest Album...
THIS IS OUR GOD...i am kinda like stuck to the music la...its like recorded in my head that i dont need the cd to play the songs...the songs are inside me brain....
really the best album n its worth buying...cant wait for the release of the DVD n also I Heart volume 2 le...black cover sumore...
talking bout I Heart...i wanna thks melvin for giving me a new cover for me I Heart album which i obviously broke the cover la...THKS LOADS MELVIN....

friday (25/7)
after tuition, i followed cass to PCC for the REVO P.A.R.T.Y!!!
on the way there, we ate in the car...so paiseh cass mom bought fried rice for me...
Thks aunty!!! when we were there...loads of ignite youths are there...
i mean alot oso la... super fun le...then there were loads of familiar faces...
such an awesome day....so we kinda partied la with our awesomest Father God...
the preaching by Ps. Kenneth was super funny n awesome la...
a few of my classmates n schoolmates went too...n i really hope they received the msg by Ps. Kenneth...
wow, i tell u...the praise n worship was like holiau-ness man...
the songs are like super good n its kinda stuck in my head now too...haha :P
love Ps. Andy's voice la...holiau man...haha :P
Melvin fetch me back to 286 at like 11 at nite la...*thks Mel*...
reached home at 12 n go oink oink de lo... super sleepy la...

saturday ( 2+6 of July)
2+6 ma = 26 lo...haiz... din learn maths meh...
was song leading with abel la... then darren kinda shared...
was a superb day again la...
darren's sharing was really an eye-opener as well...argh, he showed the passion of the Christ video... n tears just flowed down my cheeks la...
argh tak boleh tahan ok... so touching to see someone willing to die for something he didnt do...just to save us from sin...
service went on till like 10.30 which was super late but alter-call was super awesome...
God's presence was really there n loads of us wept our hearts out....

sunday (27 of 7th month)
after service, went to traders for CPT choir farewell branch...
ate seriously alot n now my stomack kembong de...
loads of frens la...but i will surely miss all of them inspite of all the nice food...
to be honest i rather go e n o le...
the food kinda sucky le for traders...
but in everything give thks...

so today, gonna go for house warming party n makan sumore...
awesome week isnt it but i am surely gonna grow fat in all this awesome-ness...haha :P

New tunes to my ear...

hah, finally i bought the newest Hillsong Live cd...
THIS IS OUR GOD!!! wohoo...
listened to it on last saturday n was actually planning to buy it once after it is released..
but tak sempat to go to baptist so i just bought it today...
really great tunes le.. they (Hillsong) is like improving album after album...
that shud be how our church should worship le... better each service after another...haha :P

well loads of stuff happened this week but i cant tell them all...
the one most shocking thing is that my internet bill is RM 300 over...
i noe i shud use streamyx but my comp too lau beh so cant fix :(
n i suspect someone is hacking my comp... coz i wont use so much a month ok...
so signing off now...tataz

flash-backs

just came back from school n it is seriously a very tuff day...
not to say tuff like wat lidat le but it is a slow moving day...although time went pass so fast... *i dont know wat i am talking* =.="
ahhh, so much problems that my frens are facing n i cant even help...
donno whether i did help or anything but it is really tuff solving problems...
even if u hear it u wont know how to solve the problem except thru prayer...
so much about problems de... now let me tell u bout things that happened on saturday...

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at 1.30 i reached church le and was actually suppose to reach there by 1 but traffic jam...
so, praise n worship started.. n stuff went on le...
we watched hell's bell 2...
it wasnt as scary as wat i think it would turn out to be... even if it is super scary i wouldnt be afraid oso le... *brave kid mer*
well, alot of stuff we actually know de le about the evil-ness of rock n roll but to really see it, it is a total difference...seriously...
it was a total of 8 sessions in the series which took us about like 4-5 hours le...
well, in all things give thanks...at least we had like short intervals in between...
it is boring le the documentary but some parts are quite interesting le...
wat are documentaries suppose to do *put us to sleep literally better than sleeping pills*
some did fall asleep le n some were half asleep la... haha :)
so, the conclusion to the whole documentary is that secular songs arent good for it promotes sex, rebellion n the belief that God doesnt exist le n many more la...
so after service, i went to mcd to grab a bite... i usually dont get hungry even if i dont eat but it was kinda unusual le last saturday...

sunday was just ok le... until i had to wait for me mom to fetch me at around 3.45...
so sien le so took me guitar out n prac a few songs le... nyek nyek *i veli quai wan ok*
then go back n watch indiana jones the crystal skull wan... hehe :P
wasnt so nice le but some parts are funny la...cant say that it is the best show i watched...
was like raining so heavily in the afternoon till nite so mom was like..."no need go out eat la, makan the maggie mee la"
so she called me to cook le coz i have a speciallity to cook maggie mee...haha :P
but unfortunately our hopes of eating maggie mee vanished...
"ma, maggie mee sudah habis le"...haha :)
kinda ran out of maggie mee la...so we went to some regular japanese restaurant le...
argh, the food was suppose to be nice le but this time it really turn me down...
the portion was super small n the soup was like plain water...
so that was like our last visit to the restaurant di...*waves-buh bye*
that was kinda sunday le...

END OF IT!!!

hip-hip-hooray!!! tests are over n i managed to go thru the hard times of flipping the text book n end up sleeping on it n sms ppl...haha :)
thats the fact so i can proudly say that i dont study wan ok *i shud be malu la*
hah, so skool ended at 12 but i stayed back with 19 other frens...
actually my entire classmates la...
we kinda stayed back to practice some stuff for our skool prize giving day...
so we went gurney la...just a few of us go mam mam at food avenue aka food court la...
then go mam mam again at aunty ann's pretzels...argh nice man...
tak tahan lo eat so much le me... i am in the process of growing so must eat more *just comforting myself n not make me feel guilty*
was back in school at 1.10 in the afternoon where we started off practicing the song we gonna sing...
its actually for our form teacher coz we kinda got nominated for best class of the year...
so we had to perform la... cass chose a song n she editted the lyrics so that it fits for the ocassion...
this year's performance will be great coz we gonna do some stuff that the other best classes from past years din do le...so it will be special...
well, as we started practicing n get the hang of the song...
yew lyn started to cry...n the crying disease started spreading like wat lidat until she made nie-col-ey n julie n me tear up...
the lyrics are so touching la n we really expect our form teacher to cry...haha :)
so we continued on singing n practicing la...
n we came across a few teachers n called them to like give some opinions on our singing n they were like 'u sing this song sure cry wan'...we were like...we just did...haha :P
so in all it will be a great performance n we hope we can really portray our appreciation towards our teacher thru this song...

on the other hand, something worse is coming...
we were actually split into 2 groups where one group is singing n the other doin souveniers for our 40 teachers...
argh...i so tak tahan the leaders especially someone la...
i dont really hate her or wat but i have got to accept her..
so, i deligated the job of being the head of the souvenier group for her art was quite ok la...
n when she does art she is quite trust-worthy la...she does things on time...
but guess wat... all of us stayed back to prepare all the stuff for prize giving day but the other group just sit down n do nothing while the group leader go kpc in a classroom where some students were practicing for a competition...
wat is this la... all the materials for the souveniers arent even ready n we have to make 40 of these stuff...cant u just be a little bit responsible...argh
i am so not gonna let this get to my nerves... if she doesnt produce 40 souveniers for me by wednesday i will go get souveniers on my own...
prize giving day is like on thursday n there are loads of stuff that we plan to do...
n most of these stuff needs team work n loads of ppl to help...
u cant expect one person to do everything ma...
so, i just hope n pray that everything goes on well la...

cant wait to watch hell's bell tmrw le...
n i am free de for the weekend...so nice le...
but gotta get back into the study mode after this sunday :(
anyway, all these stuff are done for my own good so i better dont complain when i still have time to study...
currently...songs are just stuck in my head... *sing (Your love) n take all of me*
but it is better than singing all the worldly songs...haha :P
its over n done with worldly songs n they shall not invade me mind de...
so, head on in life n spend a great day!!!

Deep Waters

He is the source of every mercy and the God who comforts us.

-2 Corinthians 1:3-

Happiness is a shallow brook. Sadness seems to run deeper. Grief at times can be a current so dark you cannot see bottom. But peace is a mighty river, joy a fathomless ocean.

God's Word says,"The peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your heart" (Philippians 4:7) and "The joy of the Lord is your strength" (Nehemiah 8:10). These promises are true in moments of happiness, periods of saddness, or seasons of grief. These three depend on circumstances. Not so joy and peace.

Happiness often dries up, and sadness eventually wanders away. Grief may take months, even years, to run its course. But for the faithful, for those who trust in God and hold fast to Him, peace and joy remain. They are constant, steadfast , reliable - available every day.

How do you remember the beauty of the ocean when you are drowning in a muddy stream? How do you recall the soothing river when all you can hear is the raging flood? Can you experience peace when a family member is suffering? Can you reall find joy when a loved one is dying?

Look for God's grace in the darkest moments of life. Listen for His whisper in the quiet, lonely times. Wait for His loving touch when the pain is so much for words. And keep trusting Him through it all. The Lord is faithful; He will deliver you form the deep waters. Nothing to separate you form His love, and no circumstance can alter His peace and joy.

For every stream of grief that flows into our lives,

there is a deeper river of peace taht comes from the Holy Spirit

easy to cakap but hard to do...

haih, i really have to stop playing around and start studying de...
let me tembak myself *EASY TO SAY BUT HARD TO DO!!!*
haiyoyo... so cham la SPM is like really near now n i still am not scared lidat...
5 years of tests n exams really make me NUMB de la of all the tests...
this week i am sitting for me monthly test which is so insignificant...
other skools arent having july monthly tests but our so-called concerned about our akedemik school is so concerned till we are the only skool having july test :(
a very big thks to our school headmistress...haha :)
so amazingly i am still onlining and havent feel scared yet...
tmrw i am facing my killer paper...CHEMISTRY...*argh the horror*
thk God bio was good la n so was add math...
wasted i din get to sit for me history paper today for our teacher was absent from school...
i read history de n now i have to continue studying it until i finish the paper...
argh shud have done the paper like today so that my mind can be free...
killer day is like thursday... 4 subjects in a row...
4 subjects ok...so cham... sumore is like language paper n one science paper n math paper..
i am so sick of tests... God pls help me...

i hope i wont fail all my subjects la... i wanna do better le :)
in all things i shall give thanks...
but truly i thank God for giving me last minute studies...
i like started studying on sunday while the next day i had test...
n thk God i had enuff time to study...
ooo, some sad stuff la... really sad la :(
i have to stop watching tv, onlining *but i will curi-curi la*, goin to bs n pm...
stop guitar lessons *sorry sifu ivan* n all the other church activities...
how i wish i dont have to stop all these fun activities...
haih...life of a student facing spm in like 120 more days...
that is like so near de u noe... n i still tak takut...argh...
haaa, imagine after spm...wohoo..i am free...
ooo, i might be able to go for youth camp de...
coz last paper seems to end on the 26th of november afternoon...
but problem is transport... the youths might be travelling in the morning to taiping but we have to find own transport le...we form 5s wanna go camp....
some camp details :

DaTe? 26th - 28th nOveMbeR 2008
VeNue? TaiPinG
PaYmeNt? RM 350 *got installment plan*
*camp ad n for more info log onto www.pf-igniteyouth.blogspot.com*

this year's camp can be explained with 7 letters

A.W.E.S.O.M.E!!!!

A.M.A.Z.I.N.G!!!!

so i am so looking forward to camp...

hope u ppl are too :)

p.s: pls pray for me tests n examinations that are coming soon...thks <3

Ground breaking!!!

wo-hoo, just finished attending the ground breaking ceremony...
my church which is PENANG FIRST is building a MULTI-PURPOSE MINISTRY COMPLEX (MMC)...
n today is the day where all the church members gather at the MMC land to break the ground...
the place is superbly nice n all glory goes to God for He provided us with such a beautiful land...
we are all so happy n joyous this day...
all programs went awesomely well... n thk God for the superbly good weather...not too hot n it didnt rain!!! *wohoo*

i was already at MMC land @ 7.00am... n there were a hand full of ushers already...
the place was crowded with ppl in red tee shirts...
everyone was helping out keeping the place in order n arranging stuff...
then, it was like 8.00 am when all the ppl started walking into the land...
loads of ppl... this is like the first time i witness a ground breaking ceremony with like thousands off ppl participating...it is so cool...
ahhh, so at around 9.00 am Ps. Jimmie started the event with a prayer n the programs started to run...
we *IGNITE YOUTH* were in charge of praise n worship...
the there was a performance by the little kiddos from our church's taskas...*they are like so cute but i missed their performance -sobs*
then Ps. Marcus our church senior pastor came on stage to say a few words n did a tree planting event...
we planted a tree called pinang raja for it has significance in a christian life...
the tree is said to be able to withstand all types of weather...
n that is what our christian life should be... firm n strong in the Lord...
btw, did i mention our MMC is located near the sea... so nice...
can see the sun rise from there... n also the beautiful creations of God Himself...
so after tree planting...there was this balloon releasing thingy that went on... n all the balloon flew up into the sky...multi colour balloon every where... such a nice shot scene..then, the registered participants who took part in buying a spade did some ground breaking work *super tuff work* n dig the ground...
i was one of the participants *represent the IGNITE YOUTH* n i tell u... the land is hard... haha :)
then we were given a cute little souvenier... a pewter spade...*cool*
the participants actually paid rm 1000 for the spade...
n the money is used to build our MMC... n in 2 more years when i am 18 or 19 years old...

MMC WILL BE READY!!! WOHOO

2 years will be very fast n God is fulfilling His promises every minute...

well, ppl started goin off after the ground breaking thingy but some stayed on to have lunch there at the land... our church also had like a mini food fair there n all the money collected is channeled to the fund raising...
during the process when everyone is eating *including me =.="* they called for the worship team... argh, i couldnt finish me nasi lemak n had to go on stage T.T
but serve God first ma so ma go gila on stage again...
but this time is youth style la... *jump...jump...jump...*
was nice la n it is an awesome experience to serve in the ground breaking ceremony...
i cant believe it that the IGNITE YOUTH are the first ppl to worship God on the land that God has promised us... *FUN*
the programs were set to end at 12:30 but it just ended at 10:00...
which was super early so the youths rocked the stage la...
took some pics as well *chik-chek* but too bad my comp too slow to download the pics...
oh God pls bless me with a brand new computer... *amen*

so, i am now at the office typing this post which is kinda long...
cant wait for tonite's ignite service...haha :)
see ya guys then n have an awesome day!!!
WoHoo...God Bless Ya'!!!

worries *haih*

hey there, sorry its been long ever since i blogged a formal post...
there isnt much goin on this week la...just the normal school girl stuff...
well, have been worrying alot these pass weeks...
about exams n future stuff la...
i am super scared like wat lidat...now scared till no mood to study...
i seriously dont know wat am i doin here...
i cant get serious with my studies le :(
tests are like next monday n i am still lenggang lenggang lidat...
like not sacred at all n all my other fwens all study like wat de...
but i really wanna get good grades this time la... for once la...
so dissapointed in myself la... like travelling a massive wave but cant surf...keep on being trampled by the waves... so sad la *sobs*
i dont even know where i am gonna be in the future...
with me looking at myself in the mirror just let me think that i am just good for nothing la...
argh, so geram with myself la...

i am now seriously counting on God to help me...
He is like the only person i can turn too.... He is my OVERCOMER n my STRENGTH...
at times i am always face bullets n kena tembak like wat lidat but He is my FORTRESS n SHIELD...
i will not worry anymore as it is written...
Do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own -Matthew 6:34-
"For I know the plans for you" declares the Lord. "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" -Jeremiah 29:11-
it is so great knowing that there is someone who manages all our worries isnt it...
its like a worry free life... but most of us go on worrying even though we know that all our worries wouldnt do anything for us...
our SOLUTION is GOD Himself...
we are just so blinded that we keep on worrying while God is just waiting for us to call upon Him...
Call unto Me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know -Jeremiah 33:3-
Seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you -Matthew 7.7-
we do not know the solutions to all our worries, therefore we should seek God for He knows the answer to all our situations...
run to Him whenever we face worries for worrying cant get us anywhere...
but God will settle everything for us...

>>>my prayer>>>
oh Lord, i come before you. Seeking You for help. I pray oh Lord that You will help me as i am facing all my tests/ exams n also chasing after my future each and everyday of my life... I know that You have a plan for me, plans to prosper me n not to harm me, plans to give me hope n a future. May You bless me with a great future. A future where i am able to serve You all my days. Each step i take pls bless it. All the decisions i make oh Lord may it be the best decision. Lord, You grant me Your wisdom to choose what is best for me.
No matter what decision i make pls bless it. I cast all my burden and cares upon You for Your burden is lite n Your yoke is easy. All i am is Yours. Thank You for all the thing You have done n bless me with. I am forever greatful to You. Thank You Lord.
Amen.

New e-mail Address

YO! Good day mate...
okie dokie, i am goin straight to the point here...
i just editted my e-mail address yea...

Yahoo: gladys_ho_27@yahoo.com

OR

Hotmail: gladys_ho_27@hotmail.com

so pls be informed yea...
see ya guys soon n have an awesome day!!!

btw, SPM is 128 days to go

n trials are just 58 more days...*scary*

n i guess i can go for camp!!! yipee :)

as u can see no title for this post just random-ness la...
haha :) just look at the date, it is july's fool day...wohoo...
another day to trick ppl...haha :P
actually, today someone very hot is celebrating her b'day...
IT IS *drum-roll* STEPHANIE JAMES...
wohoo...hottie is celebrating her 17th b'day...
cant wait for my b'day to come...nyek nyek...
anyways, HAPPIE BURFDAY STEPHY THE HOTTIE!!!...
sorry no presents this time... i am seriously broke :(

ok, there goes the b'day wishes...
ah, now comes the comments...
i really want to thank SIR. ALAN POR for the comment he send me on me previous post la... appreciate it...
i call him sir becoz he teach us discipleship program for our youth in church...
well, i really appreciate comments coz i wanna know how u ppl think bout the post la...
coz i am also in a process of learning ma...
i might be wrong at times at what i say so pls correct me for my wrong understanding la...
in my previous post what i meant is that God allows certain stuff to happen la...
not that He is the one that tempts us...the Devil tempts us but God lets it happen...
to see how tuff we are n how strong are we standing upon His Words...
maybe some of u dont get wat i mean la so shoot me with comments next time if i am wrong yea...

well, today i din really went to skool la...
i went la but only until 8.30 lidat i cabut de...
was having a serious head-ache until tak boleh tahan de...
but in everything give thanks to God...
now i am getting better de or else i wont be blogging la...
the weather is seriously trying to kill some ppl like me...
i guess me super super painful head-ache is cause by too much exposure to the sun :(
my skool was having a volleyball n netball competition among our own skool sport houses la... n i dont noe why i have to participate in netball *wat a bummer*
cant believe i am in me house team, i oso cant believe it myself...
was so hot lo the sun... the heat was catching up while we have to race for the ball...
at least we did great yesterday although we din win the match but it was better than last year's mathes when we scored 0- *loss count of the other teams score*
we scored 6-10 yesterday which was a pertarungan yang amat sengit...
we werent hoping to even score 6 goals but thk God we did... haha :)
was running here, running there just to get the ball...
how i wish netball matches are held at nite... so cooling n no sun... hehe :)
so i was sick but i shall proclaim that I AM WELL!!! *Hallelujah Praise the Lord*
but u ppl out there pls cont. to pray for me coz am having sore throat T.T *sobs*

this week is a very busy week for me but i am happy with it...
have to serve in like 3 services this week or shall i make it 4...
first, prayer meeting, then sunshine kids n ignite n then on sunday services...
how great to serve the Lord...yipee :)
so pls pray that i will regain me voice la as soon as possible... hehe :P

n another unfortunate thing is that i have two cards that which requires ppl to give money for... i have to collect money from you la..
two card ok... crazy la two cards... i oso broke de sumore have to give donations for the school n our girl's brigade...
seriously dont like getting money from u ppl...
but if i approach u pls give me at least rm1 yea...
as it is written... it is better to give than to receive...
haha :P so give la yea... ur donation will be appreciated...

another monthly test is like coming in 2 weeks... n i aint prepared for it :(
n i dont feel like preparing for it too :(
i so 'love' tests n i shall confess positively...
can u imagine... mid-term just passed in around 3 weeks ago n now monthly tests are coming... so sad wan this life T.T
in everything i shall give thanks...haha :)

will not be posting this week de la..
too busy n i wont get access to the internet since tests are like so near...
n go check out our new ignite youth website...
www.pf-igniteyouth.blogspot.com
go check it out yea... it is really nice...
hear from me soon n rmbr to drop some comments :)
God Bless Ya!!